Lumi's Dreaming Thread; Dreams of Moon

[Luminesce]

I'm really in the mood to do something today, to try and make some things that seem very unlikely to ever happen happen. But it's got nothing to do with lucid dreaming or, to be completely honest, anything relevant to life outside a fantasy. This is less some kind of important information and more just speaking what's on my mind. It'll float away like so many promising dreams in the past. But hey, if I'm chasing dreams I might as well chase the one that will make them all possible, which in a way is literally all of them, huh. Anyways, suffice it to say I got some slight motivation to do some things rather than just sit here today, but I'm in the middle of the most un-leavable situation possible, having a job. All I want right now is a night to myself to make some plans for the future, without the "threat" of work (as in effort, not literally) looming over me. Unfortunately this mood never amounts to too much so I can't give it more credit than working and making actual money.

 

Sorry, just needed something to write about for my daily post here. Disregard, because if you don't you'll be disappointed. Glimpses of motivation are never enough to make me end up actually doing something. Only the guilt of not meeting my own standards for taking care of my tulpas ever does that. Which again, includes lucid dreaming, so I should still focus on that.

 

It's a little late, and even my sleeping in is being harshly disturbed by how loud everyone in this house is plus how hot it is.. and I've only got today/morrow and tomorrow to actually sleep in, leaving for work at 3PM. Saturday, Sunday and Monday will all be 10:30AM - 11:30PM days. Which to me means my legs will frickin' hurt and I won't get much sleep or free time, but for lucid dreaming means I'll have too much to deal with to focus intently on dreams. Oh man when I get home though. Limitation spurs innovation, and in my case provides a small bit of motivation immediately after it's lifted. We'll see what I make of that. Good chance I won't be posting until Wednesday after tomorrow by the way.

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This one just sounds better than the one I linked on the last page unfortunately, the Konata one is a real classic but this is what I woke up with playing in my head.

[tulpa001]

Man nothing like ponies to brighten up your day. Now I wonder what the corridor of time is. Though, yeah, her voice was fitted rather badly.

[Luminesce]

Corridors of Time is a song from Chrono Trigger. Haven't played it, but I know enough about it to hazard a guess as to what "corridor of time" entails.

 

Got nothing to say other than I ate nothing after breakfast today, I meant to go to sleep early so I could wake up early and eat something but I guess 2AM isn't exactly early. Well, 12 hours until the time I got up yesterday, so..

 

I told Tewi it was probably good that I'm doing this work because she'd get too stressed out about not being able to keep everything to her standards. She said the job was beneath her. I jokingly said that if this job's beneath her she should find a "more worthy" way of making money, and she said she would. I wonder what that could even be, because she seems to consider all jobs we're remotely qualified for right now beneath her. Could she mayhaps be implying some form of training is necessary to have a satisfactory job? No way.

[Tewi]

I told Tewi it was probably good that I'm doing this work because she'd get too stressed out about not being able to keep everything to her standards.

 

Uh huh. I'll give him the benefit of the doubt and assume he meant it would be less stressful to him than to me, to which my response is still no. Basically all forms of work I do are equally stressful: I'm either working or I'm not. Today wasn't anything special, but I'm pretty sure I'm better at this than him. He's too passive, too afraid to do things on his own without asking. I got along just fine - and I made sure everything fit my standards while I was at it.

 

She said the job was beneath her.

 

That much is true, though. I'll do it for now because it's our job and we need money, but I have much higher aspirations for our time than working at a fair stand. The job itself doesn't meet my standards, I don't like the way things are most efficiently done there. But I have to admit, when our older brother who runs the stands set up the credit card reading app on our phone, I caught myself smiling looking through it. Maybe I do have a thing for business, because just seeing how it all worked was pretty entertaining to me, and I'm glad we don't have to go ask for the phone every time someone pays with a card now too. Just in time for the weekend + Monday, the busiest days so far for sure.

 

Anyways, Lumi's dreams were convoluted and silly at best, if that's worth saying here. I spent a little too long (an hour) on Tulpa.info tonight so I'm just going to sleep now, wanted to be doing so by 1AM. I won't bother turning the laptop on if there's nothing important to say for the next few days. Time's rather short.

[Tewi]

Been listening to a couple songs in the very small amount of free time I have, Lucilyn's

and the song she found for me a while ago.

I found a song I think Tewi will like! Because it's got nature-y stuff in it. I know we live in the same head and all but I honestly can't tell whether or not she'll like this. I just like the saaay yeaaah

 

Absolutely love it. Might be one of my favorite songs, maybe too soon to tell, but it could be a solid #2.

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Not necessarily the "nature-y stuff", but it's a bonus. Same with the part Lucilyn liked. I like the lyrics and overall feel, a lot. Don't quite know what the lyrics mean, but I like them regardless. My

song's lyrics are arbitrary in meaning anyways. But they mean a lot to me in a way.

 

 

Anyways. Same old job, nothing new other than less sleep. Two more days, then possibly an extra day to get home. We should be home by Wednesday. I'll be switching back with Lumi as soon as I finish work Monday, possibly slightly sooner if Lucilyn decides she wants an ice cream or something. Sprinkle-covered-chocolate-covered frozen banana maybe.

[Lucilyn]

We're home! First before I forget, Tewi switched with me at the "end" of our last day at the fair so I could have an ice cream but we ran out of frozen bananas so I had to get a cone but the guys made me make it myself! I had to literally turn it upside-down to dip it in chocolate like I wanted and that was scary. But it was really good. And then we had to close up the stand/trailer which was SO MUCH HARDER than we expected. I had to climb up inside the roof and help take down huge lights in the dark and it was actually fun/cool. Then it took like 2+ hours of doing random stuff to turn the ice cream stand back into a trailer and I was REALLY sore. We got paid $$$ and then I went home and slept then we (mom+siblings who came down to visit family we were with/drive us back) drove to Vegas and stayed at a hotel and I played Pokemon Moon the whole time and then we drove back to Utah today and I finished getting our dream team to all level 100s and Hyper Training them to have perfect IVs. I just spent literally 40 minutes looking for the picture we made of the team and didn't find it, it's like we never even posted it on tulpa.info or something even though we did. We don't even have it saved and I looked through like 40 pages of imgur images without finding it so oh well guess you guys don't get to see it right now! Unless you wanna look for it or something. We call it our "dream team", it's "Pokemon Moon" and maybe has "Ninetales" or "Audino" in it idk

 

Anyways with that out of the way an hour later I've completely forgotten what I was going to say otherwise. Oops. Ummm, idk. We're home and that's great and don't plan on doing anything special too soon so I'll probably switch back with Lumi soon but right now I wanna sleep! Maybe in like 40 minutes or something...

 

And hey I'm super happy Tewi liked that song so much! It's cool that she likes the Mistrust song too, they're both more her style than mine I guess? But anyway I'm really surprised she liked it so much after I didn't know if she'd like it at all or not. That's really crazy. Like we've got slightly different but relatively similar taste in music, but that was the clearest example of one of us having such a totally different liking-or-whatever of a song! oh man I'm tired

[Lucilyn]

I woke up like 13 hours ago but my friends stayed up super late playing a game with me (ie I joined in on a game they were playing) and they just went to sleep so I guess I'm just gonna go to sleep too ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[Lucilyn]

Same thing as yesterday I guess, I don't mind going to sleep this late too much. I remember remembering to remember dreams last night, but I don't remember how the remembering went. OK, maybe? I will pay more attention this time now that we're settled again!

 

So we've been listening to (paused right after we started for the ~2 weeks away from home tho) the entire Touhou OST and today

reminded me of one of our old songs and it's been stuck in my head all day now. Mainly the "Sakura, sakura" chorus part after 1:48 (yes this is a remix of the original I linked)

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At least once it's stuck in your head afterwards and not actually listening to it, it's kind of a sleep song I think. It was less calm when I actually listened to it again like 6 hours later..

[Lucilyn]

I've been up for like 29ish hours right now I think? I was gonna go to sleep in the middle of the day but friends showed up and we played games til now! My eyes don't hurt so I feel just fine. I'm in one of those moods where something. Like it just feels like there's something.. about something. Interesting, important, fun, fluff, idk. Just feels like there's something like that that I kinda feel like I'd want to share, but I don't know what it is. Well, I'm happy, so I can always share that. Be happy!

 

I know Lumi was supposed to front when we got home but it's been so long since I got to actually play something with friends so I'm sticking around for a few days, OK? The full moon is on Friday so I will for sure switch back before that. Anyways, dreams, I dunno. Well I mean it's been more than a full day since I was asleep lol but, they were just dreams. I remember at least one even this long later so I'd say I'm doing okay!

[DJWalnut]

I've been up for like 29ish hours right now I think? I was gonna go to sleep in the middle of the day but friends showed up and we played games til now! My eyes don't hurt so I feel just fine. I'm in one of those moods where something. Like it just feels like there's something.. about something. Interesting, important, fun, fluff, idk. Just feels like there's something like that that I kinda feel like I'd want to share, but I don't know what it is. Well, I'm happy, so I can always share that. Be happy!

 

I know Lumi was supposed to front when we got home but it's been so long since I got to actually play something with friends so I'm sticking around for a few days, OK? The full moon is on Friday so I will for sure switch back before that. Anyways, dreams, I dunno. Well I mean it's been more than a full day since I was asleep lol but, they were just dreams. I remember at least one even this long later so I'd say I'm doing okay!

 

you're system's been awake for 29 hours? that sounds unplesent. we're barely functional at 18 hours uptime. we hope you guys can get a good night's sleep soon.