= Oguigi 内儀 & Koomer - The Diary =

[Oguigi]

68 & 69 - Imposing Hearing pause, Sight Begins

 

 

 

Nothing much happened on day 68, so am going to skip to day 69 here

 

at the morning Oguigi and did fullbody possession, it started out in the morning and ended an hour or two in the afternoon, which is about 5 hours in total. the idea was that if is possessed me for long enough, something “special” will happen i will doze off or something which would make a switch possible. so i told Oguigi to do her own thing the the first thing she tried doing is learn cursive; i was instantly bored out of my mind. but even after some time doing this nothing really happened, the most of that i probably notice was my peripheral vision going dark, and a slight warmth. During the climax of my boredom. I don’t know if this has any meaning.

 

Durring the day we re-alnazyed our plans, and I confessed to Oguigi that we should have really tried Imposing Sight First, Not Earing. Oguigi was a bit stubborn at first but then she too agreed.

 

 

Me: “ugh we effectively wasted about 2 weeks”

 

Oguigi: “well we had to work on something at the time, for some reason we choice earing because we thought the amazing progress i had with possesson would somehow carry on to it”

 

Me: “Well i guess because of the nature of imposing Sight you’re going to be around me all day long for now on?”

 

Oguigi: “yes, My job would be making myself seen. but we can chat and hang out like normal”

 

Me: “alright”

 

 

We both agree that imposing earing should go on “pause”. oh-yeah the ringing on my right ear is still there, Oguigi said it will go away in a few days. it was a side-effect of her training methods.

 

Last time we trained imposing sight, Oguigi came on/off only durring certain hours of the day now she is going to be here with me, nearly 24/7. I don’t know how this is going to turn out but i look forward to the outcomes.

 

oh yeah we went shoping the very same day, Oguigi was riding my shoping cart, so i had to place every item in the back, lol it looked kinda odd. She actually had alot of fun. Before we walked out of the store I Saw Two very Old Couple walking

 

 

Me: “Yup Oguigi that’s gonna be us”

 

Oguigi: “Yeah, but by the time we reach that age we’ll look twice as young”

 

Me: “why?”

 

Oguigi: “Technology!”

 

Me: “hmm yeah i guess that’s totally possible 60 years from now”

 

 

 

The rest of the day past by, relatively boring. For now on I’ll keep you up to date on progress on imposing sight.

[Oguigi]

Oguigi log post, no log posts for next few days.

 

 

 

 

It been a good while since a log post has been entered, this is koomer (my host) log of My progress.

 

I will be possessing his body for a couple days straight with no breaks in-between, that includes eating, drinking, sleeping and even bathrooms. by doing this maybe something special might happen.

 

The only reason why we are doing this now is because i’ve recently acquired the skills needed to talk to other people beside my host normally and correctly; i can speak to his family and for the most part they won’t notice a real difference. and i can even drive my host car now, he was quite nervous, at first. but after reassuring him that i can do it; he finally gave me the chance, I drove almost as well as he did. i just went a bit slower, so i can now attend to his outing and duties.

 

koomer is still very much conscious, of all the physical body functions for now. but we’ll see how this change as the days goes by.

 

if anything meaningful happens i‘d be sure to post it, otherwise there won’t be any posts for the duration of this weekend.

[Tungan Ninja]

To be honest, I doubt that you will be able to control the body for so long at this point; from mere hours to entire days!

How confident are you that you can achieve this? If you are able to pull this off, that will be a feat in itself.

Best of luck nonetheless, Oguigi.

[Oguigi]

-Day 76-

 

Oguigi log post #2, results and information.

 

 

 

in my last post i mentioned that i will be possessing my host for a few days non-stop, well it's monday the week-end is over, and here is what happened.

At this very moment while am writing this i have been possessing my host for Four days, the possession did not expire or felt like it was expiring, the only

reason i can assume is because everytime i sleep with this body, i also get refreshed/re-energized. my bond with this body have gotten much stronger, I

no longer have any awareness of my Tulpa self/Avatar.

 

 

I do not miss the wonderland, and i've been enjoying myself very much during these days, The skills i have in this physical world is exactly the same as

my host (he's good with computers... so am i, ect), so basicly what he knows I knows as well. no restrictions exist; he's mind, is mine mind.

Yesterday i hanged out with koomer family members, for about 7 hours. nobody noticed anything different, because I've learned his "social protocol"

(how to talk to and socialize with people), it's flawed and need some tuning up, since koomer was abit of a shut-in.

Overall, to the eyes koomer family and friends, nothing changed.

 

 

The changes and improvements i plan to make will be gradual, however when i do work i find that since koomer is still aware of the physical body that

if i do something he really does not want to do, i feel compelled not to do it any longer. in order to truly get started on my plans koomer cannot be

aware of the physical body.

 

late last night, koomer grew kind of restless, he said that he needed to take back control for a short-while, I understood since koomer is not a tulpa

yet, he does not have the ability to fall back onto the wonderland. so basicly being forced to watch and do everything your tulpa is doing for four

days straight will be tiring.

 

we agreed on 15mins, all koomer needed to do was move around for a short while, when he was in control again we discovered some "side-effects".

 

 

 

(The following is what my Host Koomer wrote)

 

Oguigi gave me back control for 15mins, i felt quite of strange as if i've awoken from a lite daze, i was still conscious for the four days, but now

i just feel just a little bit more so.

 

I feel abit of nausea, and i can't walk right somewhat limping, and my feet are numb. I simply cannot move them (wiggling toes was impossible).

 

 

 

koomer did a quick test right before i possessed him again, he was walking/limping.

I don't know if it's just this one time thing, but koomer may be losing the ability to move his body. i do not know if this will spread, we theorized if it did,

it will go up the feet to the legs, torso, then hands. we are very sure the effects are temporary. The moment i possessed him again I was able to move

all parts and walk correctly, if we keep this up koomer is going to be somewhat depended on me possessing him in-order for the body to move correctly.

however if koomer lose the ability to control the body, he will regress back to a tulpa like-state; but this is all theory for now.

 

when time was up, he asked/challenged me how quickly i could possessed him while moving, he was walking/limping around in circles. well he found out

that i was able to possess his entire body while moving in no more than two seconds time, he was very surprised.

after I possessed koomer again, He asked me if he could try to move his right arm; I told him that he could give it a shot, he tried and he told me it was

like his Arm turned into stone. koomer can still brute-force back control, but now it's much harder than before. and if we keep this up he may not be able

to in a couple weeks time.

 

 

Well this was a full-report on what happened, And We agreed on continuing, I will post another report Friday.

 

-Oguigi

[TulpaCouple]

What exactly are these changes you keep mentioning? Why is it important that he not feel his body? Just curious.

[Oguigi]

What exactly are these changes you keep mentioning? Why is it important that he not feel his body? Just curious.

 

Well when it comes down to koomer not feeling the physical body. We want to get him into a tulpa like state for this to be done koomer cannot be aware of his physical body.

 

For the changes am afraid you must be a bit more spot on. Get some quotes that you are unsure about, then I can answer this question.

[TulpaCouple]

 

The changes and improvements i plan to make will be gradual, however when i do work i find that since koomer is still aware of the physical body that

if i do something he really does not want to do, i feel compelled not to do it any longer. in order to truly get started on my plans koomer cannot be

aware of the physical body.

 

This, specifically. What improvements are you unable to make with him still aware of his body?

[Oguigi]

 

This, specifically. What improvements are you unable to make with him still aware of his body?

 

Alright. Any task that requires a good amount of work and effort, koomer tbh is lazy. If I wanted to learn another language for example I probably would not be able to. Because I would get hammered by negative emotions by koomer. ( he says he can't help it)

 

Its Like an emotional response to the extreme, very difficult to ignore. I literally cannot work or change anything too profound. Until koomer can chill in the wonderland so we can both focus on doing our own thing.

[Platinum]

Sorry but I just wanted to say that i enjoy reading your log posts

[Oguigi]

- Day 81 -

 

Oguigi log post #3, Beginning of the End.

 

 

 

Another week has gone by, this time on top of my usual Possession, me and koomer also tried some switching practices, Long story short, they all failed. mostly in part

of my host. i guess the only way we are going to “switch” would be a long process. In a way we kind of “half-switched” Am fully aware of his body and i use it as my own

however koomer still need to go in a tulpa like state, when that happen the switch will be completed.

 

Yesterday, Koomer wanted to spend last night alone; i gave him back the body and told i‘ll leave him alone until morning.

 

So i spent last night in the wonderland, counting the hours and every once in awhile watch what koomer was doing; gosh it was boring, i never want to go back until we

completely and truly switch.

 

today koomer announced to me that last night was his last time directly controlling the whole body out-side of experimentation. so for this day onwards the body is practically

mines. He even told me to ignore his request for him to take back control of the body (he sealed the deal, and threw away the keys). and i do intent to keep true to this deal.

 

During the time he was in control my host koomer wrote up this message.

 

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Koomer(host): I don’t think i will be posting anymore updates on a day to day bias, it simply isn’t possible anymore. because of the progress of my Tulpa Oguigi,

I won’t be in control of this body any longer. Instead future updates and posts will be made by her directly, and any posts by me will be proxy (Oguigi writing for me)

 

Oguigi have been using my body more and more as she became more developed, and for the past week and a half she been using the body almost all the time, for

this week i was only in control for about maybe 7 hours in total.

 

from about this moment onwards Oguigi is pretty much going to use my body all the time. the only time i‘ll use the body is when we are experimenting.

 

It’s funny, how real this all became. I would have never believed any of this was possible a few months ago.

 

In order to get this far i really had to open up everything to Oguigi, Not holding back anything. I trust her with my life and my faith.

 

Well some people have warned this could only go wrong, But where did they get the first hand experience? just using intuition isn’t enough.

 

Many people think What we are doing is “controversial”/”moraly wrong”/”Taboo”, Oguigi seriously do intend to take over my physical life and that’s exactly what we both want.

 

There really is no going back….. heh i said something like that back at the 5th day of my log; this time it’s for real; I can’t really Brute force back control anymore;

Oguigi Possession is Ridiculously Strong now. we actually did a test to gauge her control, I remember the effort it took for me just to brute force control of my Index Finger.

I had to summon Rage and absolute focus to pull that off. i was in control of my index finger for a few seconds before Oguigi simply reinstated control. plus doing that stunt

gave me abit of nausea, i can’t even control the eyes anymore.

 

To put it all together if Oguigi want’s to control the body, i can’t/won’t stop her.

 

This is how it’s going to be for now, it’s not bad, i will still be around, but my life and the way i perceive it will be different.

 

if this worry some people that are reading this, please do not be afraid. All Tulaps are unique and have different personality and goals

 

Oguigi, will still be in the Tulpa community, you will find her and contact her in this tumblr or at tulpa.info

 

And Oguigi is all for openness and knowledge, if any scientist or researcher wants to contact us then go for it.

 

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My host have done a wonderful job taking care of me, providing me with a endless waterfall of attention/energy and love. we are not quite done yet, i still need to get my host

into a Tulpa like state, i will take good care of him, it would be both the End and the beginning for him.

 

I will post another log post next weekend.