= Oguigi 内儀 & Koomer - The Diary =

[Sands]

Not when you're this delusional. It's just sad. English lacks a word for the feeling I am feeling for these two every time I see them. This isn't good for my health, fodde pls halp.

[Oguigi]

Yeah seriously host possession is silly when you can just give up control. It's more pleasurable for everyone when they get the whole control.

 

The reason why this is being done is that Koomer have no interest in assuming full-control of the body but he is still interested in using it at times.

 

With possession he can use the body in a way that i don't have to forfeit control.

[Pinkamena]

Nothing wrong with letting Koomer learn how to do things. I've even been wondering if because he's given up control so long and didn't believe he had it that the neural pathways responsible for it may have died out or weakened and are now slowly rebuilding. They may learn something from the experience. Besides they made them promise not to willingly give the body back. I'm glad he's able to force control back since it wasn't a smart promise to make. People are changing creatures, if you think about the way you think and feel now as compared to 5 years ago you are a different person you know?

 

I had to learn the hard way that a promise between a host and tulpa that's suppose to last forever is something to be avoided. Hosts change, Tulpas change, why promise something that cannot change and is inflexible with no safe word out?

[Sands]

This whole forcing the thing to happen is silly when the best way to go at it is to let go instead of making them fight for it. You can still give up control of parts and let him do it, which he can do. Possession without letting go of control just feels silly, why do either of you want to do that other than to be special or something or seem more delusional? If he can take over control well enough which I assume you are going for, it would still end up with him in control. So why not let go and let him figure shit out if he really lost something, he can practice the movements that way without you being in the way like a lazy host in the way of their tupper when doing possession and not doing shit to help them achieve it. Just sitting there on their fat ass and being in control and making them fight for it. Good fucking job.

 

This is why everyone thinks you're delusional, you know. And why people laugh at you. Well that and the whole bwaveh duck. But this is another big thing why people shake their heads at you.

[Oguigi]

- Day 140 -

Host Possession Update#1

 

Koomer ability to possess the body has improved a lot since his first attempt almost a week ago, he can now get up and walk around and open and close doors.

 

It’s kind of ironic that I was in this very same position a few months ago.

 

I feel like am in absolute control and i take take back control whenever i wanted.

 

 

Koomer: moving this body via possession is different. it’s like relearning to ride a bike, it follows a different formula then directly controlling the body am moving the body under Oguigi so in a sense am remotely controlling Oguigi’s movements

 

 

Soon koomer will be able to use the body without switching back in to control since we both agreed on not switching back. This will give koomer some much needed flexiblity and freedom.

[Couguhl]

I have always admired Koomer's passion for Oguigi, and his progress report clearly demonstrates it.

Oguigi, your progress with possession and switching is very controversial to many members of this site, but I find it to be very interesting, and if you both are truly as passionate as you seem, then I approve and wish you both luck with future endeavors.

[Sing]

Sands and Fede seem to be speaking some truth here eh.

Frankly I'm still perplexed by the whole thing regarding you guys, Koomer and Oguigi.

 

Wasn't it at some point decided Oguigi would fully take over Koomer's life?

[Sands]

For as delusional as they are, it somehow isn't helping them worth shit to achieve their goal. If anything, Koomer has a ton of work to do still and instead of his retarded "possession that doesn't require taking control" which feels unnatural as fuck he really should be working on letting go more. He's just still way too there despite thinking he isn't, otherwise their perma-possession really should've made a switch happen already.

 

Also love his use of "switched" there despite apparently never been switched and their talk of him being in a "semi-tulpa state" even though this is just normal possession.

[TulpaCouple]

I might have a little bit of a suggestion. Oguigi always mentioned that the wonderland was boring, and it makes me wonder how much work was put into it in the first place--perhaps some wonderland work could do some tuning up. Both Oguigi and Koomer maybe sitting down to have a serious active forcing session where Oguigi helps Koomer focus on sensations in the wonderland feeling real--seeing with visualization instead of the physical eyes.

 

In a way, Koomer would be doing what some people might call a psychological look on the act of astral projection--not actually leaving the body, but having his sensations feel as if he has. Sort of like lucid dreaming while awake--and either staying in the wonderland, or even working on imposition. The focus should be on helping Koomer feel sensations, see with his own eyes, etc. etc. so he can gather sensations himself.

[Sands]

In a way, Koomer would be doing what some people might call a psychological look on the act of astral projection--not actually leaving the body, but having his sensations feel as if he has. Sort of like lucid dreaming while awake--and either staying in the wonderland, or even working on imposition. The focus should be on helping Koomer feel sensations, see with his own eyes, etc. etc. so he can gather sensations himself.

 

That is what a switch is. Doesn't matter (at least to me when it comes to terms) if you decide to stay in the imaginary wonderland or the imaginary real world around you "imposed".

 

But these two are lazy and don't want to do any work as they apparently expect everything to just happen (it would if you worked on getting more disconnected, see the magical word of "worked" there? It has yet to happen on its own, so you have to work on it), not even sure why I've tried to help them when they don't listen. Please prove me wrong.