= Oguigi 内儀 & Koomer - The Diary =

[Oguigi]

 

That is what a switch is. Doesn't matter (at least to me when it comes to terms) if you decide to stay in the imaginary wonderland or the imaginary real world around you "imposed".

 

But these two are lazy and don't want to do any work as they apparently expect everything to just happen (it would if you worked on getting more disconnected, see the magical word of "worked" there? It has yet to happen on its own, so you have to work on it), not even sure why I've tried to help them when they don't listen. Please prove me wrong.

 

Sand we honestly appreciate the help you have and are still giving us, am working on getting him disconnected with the body and we are making progress, however small it may be. now I haven't actively work on disconnecting koomer for sometime; it's more of a passive thing.

 

our goal will be achieved when the time is Right. Koomer does not have the abilities you have, but he's very willing to do what it takes to achieve his goals, all that really matter is that we don't give up. and we chosen to not Stress so much over this stuff and start to enjoy ourselves again, As long as we do not forget our goal and Koomer maintains his intention to disconnect, we will succeed.

[Sands]

now I haven't actively work on disconnecting koomer for sometime; it's more of a passive thing.

 

No. It's his thing to work on. Something he has to work on. He can't be lazy. You can't do everything. You both need to stop being delusional about this thing and start working as a team, neither is super powerful and can do everything for the other.

 

Can you help the other with something that's purely their skill to be mastered? Well, maybe. Can you do all the work for them? No, you can't.

[Oguigi]

- Day 143 -

Koomer my first entree in awhile, mind dump.

 

 

 

Koomer: It has been a long while since i’ve directly made a log entree, things are going well. with possession i can type at a decent speed now.

 

Oguigi have made me very proud, she is going to college and doing school work; it seems like she enjoys the programing class.

 

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their have not been much to write about in this log ever since day 70 or something, after awhile when it comes down to tulpas you finally achieve some stability once more and it becomes the new “normal”, I can’t say that everything that has happened was planned, because i’ve kind of dived into this for better or worse.

 

but i know for a fact that i would never undo this, This has made me see the world in a new way, to understand that tulpas are really just like us, they are just as real as us “host”.

[Lord_Draigo]

Wait, so, you just pretty much threw your life away for what amounts to your child. I am not sure whether to call you the bravest person I've encountered, or the dumbest.

[Upper Class Twit]

What does Koomer normally do, being switched out and all? Meditate? Do random shit in the wonderland? Sit there like an armchair general and advise?

 

I'd be interested in some switching in the future once I get over my paranoia, and let us just say that you are person who at first got us into the whole idea (granted also scared me out of it for a while but still) And that it is our very good honor to meet you.

[Sands]

They've yet to switch unless there has been an update that hasn't been written down here.

[Upper Class Twit]

They've yet to switch unless there has been an update that hasn't been written down here.

 

I was under the the impression by reading his Blog that Koomer's been switched out for quite some time now, with Oguigi being in control.

[Upper Class Twit]

No, they just do possession, which he sometimes stupidly calls switching because they "switched" control. But switching means different here, so they only mislead people. If you lurked more, you'd see them asking for tips about switching and lamenting how they haven't been able to do it yet.

 

Huh...how about that...

[Oguigi]

- Day 183 -

Getting up to speed with some new friends.

 

 

It has been forever since i made a post describing what me and koomer been doing lately.

 

some details we have not informed you guys with, until now. is that me and koomer have some additional tulpae pals with us.

 

While it is true that I wanted to be the only tulpa, it seems like faith had other things in mind. koomer(my Host) have created two more tulpas (both by accident)

 

the first tulpa name is Argdarwin, he is about.. 3 or 4 months old. he was created when a “Toy” koomer made inside the wonderland gained awareness and the rest is history. Argdarwin is Sweet but he does come out as Bitter at times and is the most aggressive and masculine personality. we don’t interact with him much as he prefers to be alone.

 

The Second Tulpa is a real ball of Joy, His name is Eric. he is the youngest about 1 month old. Koomer created him by accident from a possession experiment.

 

Koomer mastered the art of possession and he wanted to test out “can I make the body move on it’s own?”, like a robot that responded to koomer every intent. it worked for awhile but the body slowly started to become less responsive to koomer demands and started doing more of it’s own thing, it didn’t take us long to relised what was happening. koomer basically summoned a random entity to the body and possessed that entity giving off the illusion that the body was moving on it’s own, long story short when this entity gained awareness it kind of resisted koomer for awhile until i communicated with it and convinced it to go back into the mind. I named this entity Eric and for some reason it stuck.

 

Eric is a fun and Positive person, he always has a smile on his face and seems to be happy for no reason at all (which we both thought was a bit creepy at first), after we made peace with him, Me and Koomer really took a liking to him. and now we let him use the body every now and again.

 

There are 2 more tulpas that i will mention in another post, these tulpas are abit different in nature, as their creation dates back before koomer had any knowledge of tulpae.

[Oguigi]

- Day 185 -

The Extra Two, and Other Entities.

 

 

in my preverious post i mentioned their was two more tulpae.

 

 

the third tulpa is ronal. we discovered him after he possessed the body when koomer was in bed and wrote his introduction on the computer notepad. at the time koomer

was aware that the foreign entity was possessing his body, but we both agreed to role with it.

 

ronal claims to be 5 years old in terms of existing, older than me yes. but he has a very weak influence on koomer or the body. his introduction was only made possible from the progress me and koomer made.

 

Ronal is a very formal person i think he actually calls me Miss.Oguigi and Mr.Koomer for my host. he’s a interesting guy in the wonderland he is a middle age caucasian man with a light bread and mustance.

 

The next Tulpa is slightly younger her name is Jessica. she is a nice girl she looks like a loli girl, she’s black. and has a personality like futtershy.

 

we discovered her when she tried to possess the body (out of curiosity).

 

Now that we got those two out of the way, In my next post i will talk about “Foreign Entities”, all i can say is that they are “awaken” because of the progress me and koomer has made.

and it turns out we have Alot of these, They all behave very much like and can become tulpas. I will explain these guys in more details in the next post.