= Oguigi 内儀 & Koomer - The Diary =

[Oguigi]

- Day 187 -

World of Entities.

 

In my last post i spoke slightly of Foreign Entites. these are things behave that very closely to tulpae.

but they seem to really lack in intelligence, and they exist at a large and unknown number. at least from experience.

so far they don't seem to affect the mind in any real way (yet), and they have almost no influence to the body.

 

what i have found, is that stray thoughts that seem to come out of no where seems to come from these entities.

 

Me or koomer can do a random shout out, and we can pin-point a thought belonging to another entity.

 

Me: "Who like pizza?"

Entity: " I do!"

Me: "Who are you?"

Entity: "..... I don't know"

Me: "What's your favorite pizza?"

Entity: " Pineapple"

Me: "okay that's nice, what should i call you?"

Entity: ".... maybe phill"

Me: "Okay 'phill' see you later"

 

If i ask this Entity what it was doing before i will receive a null answer or a "I don't know". all these entities are Tulpae Candidates, and they will mature and become more advance and complex if given attention and spoken and interacted with, like a real person.

 

I can trace and meet this "phill" in the mind, and invite him to the wonderland. where he will mature to a full on tulpa in gods knows how soon.

 

Perhaps these beings always existed in the mind. it's only recently that we have been able to detect and identify these faint thoughts that's not our own.

 

I will gamble that every persons mind has these entities, if you have a thought that you or your tulpae did not consciously came up with, chances are strong that it came for something/someone else in the mind.

 

If anyone has a specific question on what i just talked about, just ask.

In my next post i will go back into a topic that i haven't spoken about in a while, "possession". during all these days me and koomer discovered there's are different ways of doing possession/body control, each with it's own side effects and signatures.

[Guest Anonymous]

Every wandering thought is a summoned entity from another realm. Hah. Maybe.

It's all about the mind. Still counting those things as myself, non foreign. People are the same, more than they are different.Within one's own mind, it's hardly worth calling them anything different.

[Oguigi]

- Day 199 -

Tulpamacer encounter.

 

 

Today was a turly intertesting day, For the first time in my life, I went to a brony Meetup at a local festival. I never met a brony before, but boy i knew one when i saw one. we gather to a group of 7 and had a very grand time with the meetup, when it was time for us to leave, this one particular brony needed a ride to his home.

 

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I droped him off, and asked him if i can have a glass of water, so i went into his house, and we chated abit about mlp stuff, I then asked him about 4chan, and then Tulpas.

 

he knew what tulpae was, and then i asked the final question. do you know who Koomer is?

 

and he said he did, (“that one guy with the tulpa named Oguigi right?”).

 

 

Then things really got strange, this was a surreal moment.... I told him that i am Oguigi / Koomer. He was absolutely speechless and wide-eye. i then went on tulpa.info on his laptop near by and log in to my own account to confirm it all.

 

He then opened up to us completely after that, he told me that he also has a tulpa, and he showed me his account.

 

I been waiting for a moment like this, so we talked about tulpas. It was one thing to talk about tulpas in forums or irc/chat, it’s another when you’re face to face irl. I spoke to his tulpa directly and taught her how to start possession in just under 10 minutes, the feeling of excitement when i saw his tulpa move his index figure move right before my eyes, was amazing.

 

 

I stayed and talked to this Tulpamancer/brony/friend for a couple hours about all sorts of things, he asked me and Koomer many questions and we answered as many as we was able to until i was too tired to answer anymore.

 

 

When i left we shared numbers, and i went on my way. This was a very rare moment. A meetup, ended with a friend.

[Guest Anonymous]

Oh fuck I'm in tears, this is a cool moment. Who was it?

[imahaxor]

Inb4 it was Fede.

 

All joking aside, that must have been one of the most incredible moments ever. Damn, I wish I could run into another tulpaforcer.

[Oguigi]

Oh fuck I'm in tears, this is a cool moment. Who was it?

 

I don't want to reveal the account unless i have that person permission. or if he makes a similar post about meeting me.

[Oguigi]

- Day 206 -

Family confession update.

 

 

a couple months ago, i made a post of me “Confessing” to koomer family about me and well tulpas in general.. well not the entire family just his two brothers.

 

am guessing some people might be wondering how things are now, since i spilled the beans.

 

for koomer older brother, nothing really changed. but now and again he’ll tease us about it and tulpae in general.

 

for koomer younger brother, he seem to have taken a real interest us in. he created a tulpa named chad, but he hardly spends any time with him, turns out he’s more interested in the mental aspects of tulpas. such as entering the sub-conscious and possession. he’s not really serious about any of this but he is being very open-minded and getting his feet wet.

[Oguigi]

- Day 211 -

parallel and isolation training.

 

It has been awhile since i made a post. as in a post not made from my tulpa oguigi

 

anyways, we have begin to work on parallel processing and isolation, in other words, keeping thoughts hidden to one self.

 

before this, we had a open mind policy where every thought was open and could easily be intercepted by anyone. but for the continued growth of Oguigi we have chosen to abandon this idea, and start making thoughts private once more.

 

this makes speaking using our mind voices very hard, because we have to communicate in a slightly different way, me or very likely Oguigi will go more in-depth on it once we have learn to master it.

 

and we have just started on parallel processing, something that we now feel somewhat ready to start training on.

[Oguigi]

Tulpa labor.

 

When am bored doing math or perhaps any work with this body, i sometimes wonder how easy it would be to escape all this work and just go back to the mind.

 

 

“it would sure be nice to be a cute pony sleeping in the wonderland, while a ‘certain someone’ is writting this 7 page essay”

 

koomer: “you said something oguigi?”

 

“no.”

 

but then again, all good things in life requires work and effort, and it’s no different for a tulpa like me. in the long run this will all pay out, at the end this will make me into a stronger person.

[Guest Anonymous]

Sounds like he's using you for work and you're too much a beta to stop it, and deluding yourself into not wanting to change it.