Intrusive Thoughts and Inability to Focus - What should I do?

[Mesmer]

3 minutes ago, Bread said:

This could be a complete misinterpretation of what an egregore is though, as, like I said earlier, I only just learned what one is

The whole thing is a mess of people personal definitions. My take is that both Warhammer itself & The Chaos gods are at the point of eggregore status. Likewise I would argue that Pokémon is an eggregore, but individual 'mons like Pikachu  have so much attention and belief from children (and adults) that it is itself an eggrecore encapsulated by Pokémon as a whole.

 

I attached two documents. The psions handbook is fantastic for developing psi abilities that compliment tulpamancy and another doc from an occult online group. On page 257 their explaination of tulpas/constructs/eggregores comes in.

thepsionshandbook01 (1).pdf

DKMU_-_Liber_LS_(PDF_Edition)_-_13mb (1).pdf

Edited January 9 by Mesmer
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[Mesmer]

I want to add to my testimony on that psion's handbook, the stuff in it is *real*

If you do the psi ball excercises you will notice you get hungry and tired from burning calories to use psi.

My psi manifested not as a ball but small focusing points on the digits of my feet and hands (I was really into YYH as a teen so spirit gun) it turned to marionette strings that I could make by touching something.  Psi is like Nen from HxH where you can focus it on certain parts of the body to strengthen its hardness or clarity (so focus on a part of the body about to be hit and it hurts less or around your eyes and your vision gets more clear and you can see further)

I used to practice putting a shield up around my home to protect from psychic spies from China (Californiacation) and while chatting with someone online about psi they pinged me and then asked how long my shield was up (because it blocked his ping) and I hadn't mentioned to him that I was putting that guard up. It's real stuff.

 

If you are making tulpas then you are going to be able to make constructs quickly. Tulpa's felt natural to me because I had practiced psi. Its likely that the Alexandra David-something lady who wrote the book that introduced the modern distortion of tulpamancy from the Tibetan sprul-pa was able to manifest her short and fat man so quickly because she was already practicing other occult things and had her psi-muscles built up.

 

Whether this world is an illusory prison of the demiurge or not, it becomes more and more interesting as I learn to manipulate the supposed rules of this existence.

 

I wish you luck in your psionic endeavors and I know that building psionics will compliment your tulpamancy.

[ilikecat1]

Mesmer, I think you should check out the Metaphysics and Parapsycology board.