MutationOfAtom October 2, 2025 October 2, 2025 2 hours ago, Mai_x_v3 said: โกI do noticed newer progress reports kinda similar following my format and it's pretty cool lol Yeah, I probably should have given you credit. I saw yours and I was thinking to myself that your style flows and reads way more easier and changed mines accordingly to put some order into my chaotic ramblings.
Mai_x_v3 October 2, 2025 Author October 2, 2025 16 minutes ago, MutationOfAtom said: Yeah, I probably should have given you credit. I saw yours and I was thinking to myself that your style flows and reads way more easier and changed mines accordingly to put some order into my chaotic ramblings. ย That's sweet! I'm glad to give you inspiration! And relatable I'm pretty chaotic myself when it comes to my ramblings and I've been journaling/logging for years so usually I do a daily/weekly/monthly/yearly formate for all my journals it's definitely much more easier since I have time blindness. I actually read your progress reports in the past and I think yours is pretty cool btw! ๐๐ ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก Spoiler ย โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก โกTHAT one aesthetic account/crazy V3 tulpamancer both are fineโก โก"Rome wasn't built in a day" โญ.แ โก๐ฉท๐Host;; Mai [She/Her] [Pronounce as โMyโ] โกMy own progress reports โก[See About me +ย bio for additional information + my DNI/Boundaries] โกDMs are open! Feel free to message us! โกMy Spaceheyย [More about us] โกMy Tumblrย [Productivity + Tulpa log + Anons + Reality Shifting + & more] โกMy Tulpas/Soulbonds ย ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต
landcplus October 14, 2025 October 14, 2025 Quote โกHello! I am Mai! Itโs nice to meet you all! Hi Mai, I am land I come here after reading your post in my topic and I start to read yours too. Your introduction post is so friendly and the formatting of your text is very beautiful. Congratulations on the work so far; reading your reports gave me more inspiration. Thank you, all the best to you, and I will continue reading to get more ideas on how I can improve in tulpamancy.ย Keep up the good work ;D- Land
Mai_x_v3 October 14, 2025 Author October 14, 2025 (edited) 2 hours ago, landcplus said: Hi Mai, I am land I come here after reading your post in my topic and I start to read yours too. Your introduction post is so friendly and the formatting of your text is very beautiful. Congratulations on the work so far; reading your reports gave me more inspiration. Thank you, all the best to you, and I will continue reading to get more ideas on how I can improve in tulpamancy.ย Keep up the good work ;D- Land ย Hi, Land! Aww thank you so much! And thank you I'm glad my formating is nice and I seem friendly x3 and thank you I'm glad to give inspiration I'm hoping to give inspiration to others and keep myself motivated too. Making this log definitely helped me stay accountable since I need to show that I show up everyday even if I'm imperfect at it and thank you, I appreciate you reading! Good luck! I'll also be doing the same with yours as well ๐๐ฉท๐ ย My DMs are always open too so feel free to DM me anytime! Edited October 14, 2025 by Mai_x_v3 ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก Spoiler ย โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก โกTHAT one aesthetic account/crazy V3 tulpamancer both are fineโก โก"Rome wasn't built in a day" โญ.แ โก๐ฉท๐Host;; Mai [She/Her] [Pronounce as โMyโ] โกMy own progress reports โก[See About me +ย bio for additional information + my DNI/Boundaries] โกDMs are open! Feel free to message us! โกMy Spaceheyย [More about us] โกMy Tumblrย [Productivity + Tulpa log + Anons + Reality Shifting + & more] โกMy Tulpas/Soulbonds ย ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต
Mai_x_v3 November 2, 2025 Author November 2, 2025 (edited) #6 October 2025 ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต โกโThe Harmonia System โ Progress Log #6 October 2025โโก โก10.1.2025-10.31.2025โก ย โ ย ย ย โย ย ย ย โ ย ย ย โโ ย โ ย ย ย โย ย ย ย โเชย ย โพ ย โย ย ยฐ โก โข โต โฉ โ ยฐ ย โๅฝก ย โ ย โห โง โโโโโฑโโฐโโโโ โง โห ๏ฝก๏พโขโ๊ฐแ โก เป๊ฑโโขย ๏ฝก๏พ Tables Of Content ย ๐นIntroduction/Miscellaneous๐น ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คExplaining stuff ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ ค ย ๐นTulpa Forcing/Other๐น ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คDaily Goals ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คTulpas Status ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คMonthly Overview ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คDetails on daily forcing sessions ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คTimes logs + Daily reports ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คIdeas + Random thoughts ย ๐นOutro/Ending Notes/Warp Up๐น ใ ค ื ๐๐๐ ฆ๐๐๐ ใ คAnything else ย ๏ฝก๏พโขโ๊ฐแ โก เป๊ฑโโขย ๏ฝก๏พ โห โง โโโโโฑโโฐโโโโ โง โห ย ย ๐นIntroduction/Miscellaneous๐น ๏น๏น๏น๏น๏นเญจโกเญง๏น๏น๏น๏น๏น ย โกโ ๏ธWarning: โกMy thoughts constantly change so my thoughts/ideas/what I do might not be consistent or the same as the month goes on. ย โกHappy spooky month!ย ย โกAlso wow two pages let's goo! Sometimes I feel like my logs are too long but at the same time I feel like they might be good enough considering I could put a month's worth of progress in one entry. When I went back to look at them I noticed that they don't seem long. And ya know link that entry in my master list which is also in my about me. I'm just doing what's easier for me. Doing these things definitely helps me stay accountable because it makes me need to show up to others besides myself if that makes sense. I think doing monthly progress reports for me is easier since I already own so many journals as is. Plus this helped keep me accountable as you guys can see I at least try to narrate everyday even for a little bit. Sometimes, I just get nervous about putting myself out there ya know? But sometimes I do because I just want more people to understand and communicate with. ย ๐นTulpa Forcing/Other๐น ย ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจูโก๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจู๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท โ ห๏ฝกโเญจเญงหGoalsหเญจเญงโ๏ฝกหโ โโโโโโเฎเนโกเนเฎโโโโโโ ย ย ย ย Daily Gaols Using SMART goals method ย ย ย Note: May change as month develops ย ย ย Hour Count [Narration]: 6 Hours ย ย ย Meditation: Daily, mostly every morning (on hold) ย ย ย Impositions Practice: 6 Minutes (on hold) ย โโโโโโเฎเนโกเนเฎโโโโโโ ย ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจูโก๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจู๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท ย โ ห๏ฝกโเญจเญงหTulpa Statusหเญจเญงโ๏ฝกหโ ย โญโโโโโโเผบโกเผปโโโโโโโฎ ย ย ย ย ย ย Note: May change as month develops ย ย ย Vocality: I feel like I'm getting there ย ย ย Presence: Feel them off and on ย ย ย Tulpish: Yeah pretty good? ย ย ย Physical Touches/Impositions: Often ย ย ย Switching/Possession: N/A ย ย ย Fronting/Co-Fronting: N/A ย ย ย Other Impositions: Practicing visualizing them with me. ย โฐโโโโโโเผบโกเผปโโโโโโโฏ ย ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจูโก๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจู๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท ย โ ห๏ฝกโเญจเญงหMonthly Overviewหเญจเญงโ๏ฝกหโ ย โโโโ*.ยท:ยท.โฝโงย ย โฆย ย โงโพ.ยท:ยท.*โโโโ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Monthly Summary: Towards the end of the month I started consistently everyday meditating and playing my tulpas source. I tried listening to my subliminals + voice lines more too. ย ย ย Areas of Improvement: I want to improve my narration and parallel processing skills whichโll I'll do by narrating more during the day when doing things besides door dashing. ย โโโโ*.ยท:ยท.โฝโงย ย โฆย ย โงโพ.ยท:ยท.*โโโโ ย โ ห๏ฝกโเญจเญงหOverall Months Countหเญจเญงโ๏ฝกหโ ย โ.โ . .โโโโโโโโโโโโโโ ย ย ย ย Narration: 78:42:51 hrs ย ย ย Meditation: 01:57:05 hrs ย ย ย Imposition: N/A ย ย ย Source Content of my tulpas: 62:32:24 hrs ย ย ย Subliminal (s) Time(not all Tulpa related): 93:42:39 hrs ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โโโโโโโโโโโโโโ. .โ .โ ย ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจูโก๏ฎฉูจู๏ฎฉ๏ฎฉูจู๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท๊ฆ๊ท ย ๏น๏น๏น๏น๏นเญจโกเญง๏น๏น๏น๏น๏น ย ๐นTulpa Forcing/Other๐น โ โ โ โ เญจโกเญง โ โ โ โ ย โก10.1.2025; I am currently working on a new subliminal which is nice. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:02:22 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.2.2025; I really need to get back into narration and forcing. I've been pretty lazy. Anyways, I had dreams of my tulpas! We interacted. I am going to try to get back into lucid dreaming practice in the near future. Also off note I'm pretty happy because I lost 2.1 IBS despite not exercising this week! ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 05:18:03 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.3.2025; 12:18 pm: I really gotta get back into a meditation habit. So, I was talking to @/bunnymustdie the other day and they said something about the air element for mental communication which I'm going to try to strengthen that element so I could talk to my tulpas. I also found out it's tied to the heart chakra which I already know a lot about chakras and spiritually.ย ย It's also said that element of air improves focus so I definitely need that too. It'll probably help me with my narration. So maybe I'll stick to a element of air routine and then go on. I am working on a subliminal to balance, strengthen, and heal my elements too. ย Also, something I found interesting, the child pose, is often used for balancing air and I inconsistently exercise and the child pose is often used. I really gotta get a routine like something messes up my routine then everything else is messed up lolย ย https://yogauonline.com/yoga-practice-teaching-tips/yoga-for-beginners/air-element-balance-your-prana/ย ย I couldn't really find much element of air meditation tracks, they are mostly guided meditation so I listened to this one. It made me feel tingly. It's only 12 minutes long so I am gonna go listen to a guide-less meditation so it equals 30 mins all together. So I'll meditate for 18 minutes to the other one. ย The second meditation made me feel really tingly like especially my upper body and left arm like people where touching me it felt nice. It was difficult to meditate for the 19 minutes though but I tried so that's all that matters. ย https://youtu.be/9EOaR55EVFs?si=Vg3zZVnITEEJq4Po ย https://youtu.be/Fu26DCzK6L8?si=uM9ijd3zwoA3HZTE ย So, I played their source game for 10 minutes before I put on my makeup up so that's good. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 05:58:22 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:30:02 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.4.2025; I was having thoughts that weren't mine in random voices and even my voice which I wasn't puppeting. Even my own mind voice was aloud in front of my head in my mind saying something about loving me. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 04:48:51 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.5.2025; I keep feeling like thoughts that aren't mine wanna surface but it feels louder then before. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 07:13:29 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.6.2025; Nothing much just felt thoughts that weren't mine. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 03:21:39 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.7.2025; I was thinking maybe saying โtulpasโ instead of all those names just to see and also let my subconscious manifest tulpas for me that way if that makes sense? I'm sure my subconscious would manifest as tulpas that are meant for me. I think I'll be able to narrate easier and actually get better results doing this. I'll let you all know how it goes if I test this method. ย I also felt a tingle on my cheek randomly too! ย At this point, I wouldn't mind any Tulpa/headmate. I'll work and love whoever decides to manifest as my tulpa(s) regardless of source. I just want a Tulpa. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:00:52 secs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.8.2025; I felt dizzy and sick and asked my tulpas to make me throw up since I thought that'll help me feel better which I did. And I throw it which usually I struggle with and I felt better afterwards. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:02:32 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.9.2025; I should also mention that these last couple of days my tulpas have been pretty affectionate with me like I've been feeling tingles/tingly due to their touches.ย ย But anyways I keep accidentally referring to myself as โweโ and โusโ. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 03:34:24 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.10.2025; I feel them touching me often probably because I'm nervous about the tropical storm we are getting and they are trying to reassure me. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 04:45:31 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.11.2025; I'm thinking about probably starting a QnA lounge or something like that in the future when my tulpas are vocal. Or it'll be like something where people can talk to my tulpas + me or something like that. It kinda makes me wish this website was way more active to be honest. ย Also, update; I decided to keep saying their names for the last couple of days instead of tulpas. ย I've added more things to my bio which is a DNI [Do not interact] and boundaries list. I also am working on my tulpas/soulbond list for my signature when my tuppers become vocal. This might help me believe in them better too. ย I have been consuming a lot of my tulpas source content today since it's not day off. It's like I can hear the their voices in my head despite them not speaking in my head when I watched their stuff ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:02:12 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.12.2025; nothing much ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:00:11 secs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.13.2025; I exercise while listening to their voice lines. ย It's Monday I should really try doing my goals again anyways. I'm going to listen to a guided meditation. ย Jeez it's so hard to meditate because everyone keeps making noises and I can't even focus. But I tried anyways. ย https://youtu.be/KE-1JHzP2hM?si=8ZeEKsCtrRTWR-6M ย I forgot to mention I started playing from their source more the last couple of days. ย I played a bit of source today too. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 03:17:55 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:13:01 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.14.2025; Also meditation is so hard, I only did like 17 minutes I wanted to do it for 30 minutes but I'm gonna practice. ย This is my main inspiration that I saw a while ago, idk when but many like a month ago? Having streaks in doing an ideal habit is literal goals. ย https://www.reddit.com/r/Tulpas/comments/1mxh83h/meditated_for_149_days_in_a_row/ ย But anyways I still need to practice meditation because I always struggled with controlled visualizations that's something I need to work with. I can visualize easily with my eyes open and everything else but with closed eyes yeah. ย I wanted to do 30 minutes but that's something I need to work towards anyways, I was mostly saying mantras and did try to do my own self guided meditation because meditating by yourself is better. I did get a few intrusive visualizations but it wasn't as much. I think my tulpas spoke to me a few times because I got thoughts responding back to mine that I didn't say to them. It was also cute when I made them sit on the bean bags it's like they ploped on it. ย I should mention I also skimmed through this before meditation and found it interesting.ย ย https://community.tulpa.info/topic/438-tulpaforcing-and-meditation/ ย I think I had a dream about my tulpas too, at least one of them. I'm thinking about practicing Imposition again. I was going to do 6 mins again but I just thought I should do 3 minutes or something like that then slowly go up. ย I played some of their source today. ย I swear they are becoming vocal which is nice. I'm pretty confident they are! Oh btw the way when they become vocal, I don't plan on getting rid of this log. I will update it to follow different goals I have in mind for tulpamancy. ย Since I'm not dashing today, I'm doing it tomorrow. I think I was pretty productive today which I'm proud of myself. Usually I do nothing but I made an effort to spend quality time with my tulpas and focus on my goals! ย I have also been working on two (mostly one) โLoungeโ posts I eventually want to post but not right now. I would like to help this website become more active though. ย I keep accidentally referring to myself as we. Talking about me as we feels more natural too. Plus I feel my tulpas becoming more vocal. It's hard to describe but I'm pretty confident. I have been using mantras/affirmations for my tulpas already are vocal and such! ย To be honest, I don't plan on leaving the site anytime soon even if I complete vocality or everything else. Which is why I wanna create more post outside of this progress report so I can be more social and make more friends. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:26:26 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:17:13 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice:ย ย โก10.15.2025; I woke up feeling tingles all over my back as if someone or well people were caressing me I also felt tingles on my head and neck. ย I felt kinda restless with meditation I'm thinking maybe doing it for a little bit and working my way up until this becomes a habit. ย I love how I unofficially became a welcome committee person on this site. ย I think I might do 10 minutes or so if aloud narration yeah I whisper to myself but I wanna how well it'll be it I talk aloud. I am going to do it when I'm alone though. ย I keep feeling like someone(my tulpas) keeps talking in my head but I can't hear anything. ย They comforted me. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 04:04:27 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:06:29 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.16.2025; I think they are trying to figure out vocality now because I get random thoughts that make no sense which is common in tulpas and they aren't even intrusive thoughts because they don't sound like me and I don't really get intrusive thoughts. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 03:07:20 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.17.2025; Nothing much besides tingles and dreams. ย They also have comforted me during my times of stress as well. ย They did comfort me during a rough time though. ย I also made a revamp of my sub, I listened to it which helped strengthen my connection. I'm still working on a new sub though. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 03:08:45 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.18.2025; I am gonna try to focus more on self improvement. I revamped my Habitica and I'm gonna redo my schedule/alarms a bit. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 04:46:50 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.19.2025; I feel their presence strongly today. Also my head feels weird. Anyways I re-did my alarms and schedules. I've been trying to learn more about Habitica. I kinda wish that some inactive people that used to be here would be here again because I'd like to be friends with them. ย I'm also thinking about making a journal(physical) where I write maybe like 15 minutes a day and saying hi to my tulpas and explaining my day with them if that makes sense. Kinda like letter journaling. ย My head still feels weird as if my tulpas are trying to talk but I can't hear them. ย I had a very productive day today IRL despite not narrating as much. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:48:46 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: N/A ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.20.2025; They're definitely developing more of their mind voices which is nice.ย ย I have been feeling different feelings/thoughts of my tulpas so I'll take that as a sign. ย I basically had a dream where I said I was plural and I saw a potential Tulpa. ย I meditated for like 5 minutes since I changed up my routine so I took a brushed my teeth and shower right when I woke up. Meditating for 5 minutes felt like it was forever but it was okay. I am just gonna slowly start meditating and work my way up since I wanna develop it as a habit so my main focus is just focusing on my breathing and observing. I am going based off that guy who meditate for over 140+ days and started it by doing only 2 minutes but I wanna do 5 minutes. ย I played their source for like 2 minutes because I'm busy today. ย I've also been trying to visualize my tulpas with me for a few days like them following me and such, I used to this a lot even before tulpamancy. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 05:39:45 hrsย ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:21 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.21.2025; I did what I did yesterday. I think I did pretty good. I did 5 minute timer again. I was able to focus but my mind kept thinking about random things but overall it was easy. ย I played their source for a bit. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:21:24 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:15 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.22.2025; I'm kinda feeling unwell. ย I am writing this late. I felt dizzy after my shower like I have for a few days but tired meditating while cooking my food to eat. Nothing of note besides me having trouble focusing. ย Played a bit of source. ย I still wanna start journaling to my tulpas and start practicing Imposition. Instead of journaling for like 15 minutes I'll start small. I need to stop over doing my goals and start small. Which I have been visualizing my tulpas with me a few times. I think Habitica helps a lot with reward system in my brain. ย I exercised and narrated to my tulpas. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:24:43 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:10 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.23.2025; I meditated earlier I was super sleepy so I tried meditating because didn't want my streak to end. So, I just tried focusing on my breathe and such ya know normal mediation I did get distracted but I tried. I then went back to sleep after my meditation. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 04:28:05 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:17 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.24.2025; I had dreams of my tulpas. I didn't really get much time to meditate but when falling back to sleep before tracking my meditation. I slightly meditated more. I was meditating. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 05:21:11 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:01:33 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.25.2025; I had dreams of my tulpas, thought I heard them inside my head, along with waking up with pressure on my head. ย It was kinda hard to meditate because my head hurt when I woke up but I manage to do it. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:10:28 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:09 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.26.2025; I think I might've had dreams about my tulpas but I can't really remember. ย I tried meditating again nothing much but had trouble focusing. ย I probably already know the answer to this because I noticed people who manifest tulpas usually have different feelings towards their tulpas even when they start manifesting more, I noticed that I started for a while having different views/feelings on my tulpas. I guess my brain is treating them like real people now?ย ย I also noticed I sometimes get thoughts in slightly different voices but not the namesake voices of my tulpas and sometimes in my own voice but they aren't intrusive thoughts or my thoughts and typically are random. I think that's normal for tulpamancy from what I read? ย But I should definitely finish my new subliminal and stay consistent with my playlist because it seems to help my tulpamancy a lot. I usually get more results and I've very been listening to my subs. ย I'm sorry if that's hard to understand sometimes I have a trouble explaining things. ย Oh by the way I finally figured out how to have dark mode on here the other day. I feel kinda dumb for not knowing how to put on dark mode ๐ since it was so easy to find lol ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:09:45 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:03:08 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.27.2025;ย https://youtu.be/szT_uMFh3ss?si=XCP2wX6XcKv7zuo5 ย So, I listened to this video. I meditated all week last week ! So that's something. I don't think I'm ready to move up my time though since I struggle to meditate even for 3 minutes so I'll contuined trying to do 5 minutes. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:01:32 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:27 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: n/a ย โก10.28.2025; I had dreams of my tulpas. I noticed that when I start narrating when I go out I get happy inside so maybe my tulpas get happy I give them attention (since it's obvious I narrate more when going out) or maybe I get happy to be out or both, who knows. ย Ah, I almost forgot to meditate today. It was kinda hard to meditate but I tried. ย I'm thinking about trying to put more effort into my narration by narrating all day basically which is basically what waffles post about narration says. It'll probably take more effort but it'll probably help improve and manifest them faster. Don't worry I won't do anything to burn out, just to make more efforts into communicating with my tulpas. Usually I struggle with talking to them and such, ya know? ย I had this app where it tracks anniversaries and I put where I started narration and it's been 238 days of narration on and off which makes me realize that it hasn't been a long time and I should definitely stay patient. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 02:21:52 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:02:54 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.29.2025; Okay, new method I thought of us doing 5 minutes of narration every 5 minutes. So, like narrating for 5 minutes and taking 5 minute breaks so I don't burn myself out but try to narrate more consistently everyday. I can't promise I'll be doing this method I made though.ย ย Ah, my method has been okay, I'm not very consistent with it so far? I think I'll eventually be able to narrate more with practice. I also think it'll help develop my parallel processing skills. Yes I believe people can develop those skills.ย ย Anyways I had dreams about my tulpas! ย By the way I also finished my new sub which has more affs for those skills too and the elements. https://youtu.be/GJjQvWo0KS4?si=OQB1vVaY9XSuPavs ย I know I have to work on my fire energy so I mediated to that track for a few minutes. Still gotta practice meditating for longer. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:42:06 mins ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:03:53 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.30.2025; I think I had more dreams about my tulpas. https://youtu.be/c0DH5OnhXVc?si=iCuKPbWQ5bOmzerE ย So, I listened to that while meditating along with my subs + my tulpas source voice lines. Anyways, it was easier to meditate and I felt comfortable compared to other times. My face felt tingly too. ย It's my partnerโs (@/Twisted Honey) and Iโs 100 day anniversary today! Go support them, they are such sweethearts! ๐ฉท๐ ย I've also set my repeat timer to 10 minutes and am trying to do 2 minute narrations during the day to practice multi focus and to narrate more. ย Since I literally always seem to easily dream of my tulpas I'm thinking of doing all day awareness and practicing lucid dreaming again. I know some people manifested tulpas that way. ย They are very touchy today. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 00:40:03 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:05:15 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โก10.31.2025; Happy Halloween! It's also my great grandmothers birthday today too! ๐ ย They were also pretty touchy today. I noticed since I've been using the alpha waves my brain has been focusing better. https://www.youtube.com/live/0buq1v9mzjQ?si=GS_DOe-d5K_xls3b ย I've was using the alpha waves. I stopped because I was getting memories/feeling of stuff I didn't want to remember I tried accepting since the music reminds me of past mediations. So, my meditation was pretty short too. ย ๐ฒTulpa narration: 04:09:10 hrs ๐ฒTulpa meditation: 00:01:58 mins ๐ฒImposition Practice: N/A ย โ โ โ โ เญจโกเญง โ โ โ โ ย ๐นOutro/Ending Notes/Warp Up๐น ย โห โง โโโโโฑ๐โฐโโโโ โง โห ย โกI think I'll post what I'm working on once my tulpas are fully vocal, I really love how the posts have come out so far! I want to revamp it though with my tulpas. I also want my tulpas permission first and to be a fully established system before doing anything like that! I'm hoping people on here would like the posts too, I wanted to make a space with me and my tulpas can be comfortable, sometimes I feel uncomfortable (at times) posting on others spaces and or the unofficial chatroom because I don't feel like it's my space. I'm sure it'll be fun though along with other people to join in on my post too. ย โกAnyways, Happy Halloween! Thank you for all the support and bookmarks, I've been feeling the usual down and ups and sometimes wonder if I should really be using this website, but sometimes I just get paranoid, ya know? ย โก11.1.2025; Ooh! Iโve created a space hey site I might start using that along with tumblr! ย โห โง โโโโโฑ๐โฐโโโโ โง โห ย ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต ย ย [Images of my lovely tulpas art not by me!] ย Edited December 21, 2025 by Mai_x_v3 ๐น12.21.2025; added gifs๐น ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก Spoiler ย โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก โกTHAT one aesthetic account/crazy V3 tulpamancer both are fineโก โก"Rome wasn't built in a day" โญ.แ โก๐ฉท๐Host;; Mai [She/Her] [Pronounce as โMyโ] โกMy own progress reports โก[See About me +ย bio for additional information + my DNI/Boundaries] โกDMs are open! 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dashie22 December 2, 2025 December 2, 2025 How is tulpamancy going for you mai!? โThere are only two ways of telling the complete truth--anonymously and posthumously.โ โ Thomas Sowell ย
Mai_x_v3 December 2, 2025 Author December 2, 2025 8 hours ago, LessMarxMoreMises said: How is tulpamancy going for you mai!? ย It's going good x3 I have to post my monthly log later today when I'm not busy, how about you? ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก Spoiler ย โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก โกTHAT one aesthetic account/crazy V3 tulpamancer both are fineโก โก"Rome wasn't built in a day" โญ.แ โก๐ฉท๐Host;; Mai [She/Her] [Pronounce as โMyโ] โกMy own progress reports โก[See About me +ย bio for additional information + my DNI/Boundaries] โกDMs are open! Feel free to message us! โกMy Spaceheyย [More about us] โกMy Tumblrย [Productivity + Tulpa log + Anons + Reality Shifting + & more] โกMy Tulpas/Soulbonds ย ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต
dashie22 December 3, 2025 December 3, 2025 Im making some good progress. I think I finally got over my parroting paranoia and doubt. Her voice is still not distinct and different than mine but its not entirely my own either. I started the hour count over but I have a lot of past experience doing this, i just kept giving up. This is the last and final stretch. im done giving up โThere are only two ways of telling the complete truth--anonymously and posthumously.โ โ Thomas Sowell ย
Mai_x_v3 December 4, 2025 Author December 4, 2025 23 hours ago, dashie22 said: Im making some good progress. I think I finally got over my parroting paranoia and doubt. Her voice is still not distinct and different than mine but its not entirely my own either. I started the hour count over but I have a lot of past experience doing this, i just kept giving up. This is the last and final stretch. im done giving up ย Ooh that's amazing and definitely, wouldn't worry about puppeting or parroting and I see that's okay it'll eventually become distinct you got this!ย ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก Spoiler ย โก๐นญ โ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ซ๐ฆ๐จ๐ง๐ข๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฆโ ๐นญโก โกTHAT one aesthetic account/crazy V3 tulpamancer both are fineโก โก"Rome wasn't built in a day" โญ.แ โก๐ฉท๐Host;; Mai [She/Her] [Pronounce as โMyโ] โกMy own progress reports โก[See About me +ย bio for additional information + my DNI/Boundaries] โกDMs are open! Feel free to message us! โกMy Spaceheyย [More about us] โกMy Tumblrย [Productivity + Tulpa log + Anons + Reality Shifting + & more] โกMy Tulpas/Soulbonds ย ๏ธตโฟ โน ๏ธตโฟเญจ โก เญงโฟ๏ธต โน โฟ๏ธต
dashie22 December 6, 2025 December 6, 2025 :D how sentient is ur tulpas? โThere are only two ways of telling the complete truth--anonymously and posthumously.โ โ Thomas Sowell ย
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