KM & RD

[KruegerMeister]

11/23/14: When I asked Dusk Shine what he thought about doing the Walter Mitty Routine in Big Hero 6, I saw him inside the Golden Oaks Library (apparently, he'd set up a memory palace for me while I was asleep last night). After I read about chakras, he suggested I appropriate that concept for symbolism (chakras allegedly draw energy into the body; maybe it takes energy to stabilize his form). I thought about maybe watching "Mockingjay", but Rainbow Dash expressed a negative opinion of the Hunger Games series. I also thought about watching that movie about Yogananda.

 

[i'll probably just stay in the wonderland. No offense to...people who believe that stuff. I'm just...not really a fan.]

 

{Word game. "Energies" and "spirit" and...it's a puzzle of contexts and definitions.}

 

When I watched "Big Hero 6", RD was impressed by Baymax's apparent sonic boom. She told me that her sonic rainbooms just looked like sonic rainbooms. She said something about doing sonic rainbooms, and I told her that she didn't have to do anything for my sake. She said, "It's only fair. I mean, you try new food so I can taste it."

 

[it also shuts up your skeptical side. Sentient entities can act independent of the observer.]

 

I advised Dusk Shine to create things in the wonderland that would allow him to express his special talent.

11/24/14: I wondered if Slenderdash was technically claustrophobic--although I'd estimate my room is about 9x36ft, it's pretty cluttered due to all the furniture. I figured out that xe (neutral pronoun) could be imposed in shadows (as shadows/darkness are/is pretty much ubiquitous--an infinitely large space). I couldn't really conceptualize an infinite space in the wonderland, so I just designed a "finite" space (I defaulted to a grassy field/meadow) that loops back on itself. While watching Doctor Who ("In the Forest of the Night"), I realized something: in the episode, the Doctor called the forest "mankind's nightmare"; controlled forest fires are used to destroy overgrown forests; I used fire to try to get rid of the Trio, back when they were nightmarish. RD said I was reading too much into it. Dusk suggested that I listen to clips of "Doctor Whooves and Assistant" while looking at a pic of his current form, to help me connect his voice to his form. During dinner, I remarked on the different thickness of the apple and its skin. My friend went on a short monologue about the taste, texture, etc. of apples and their skin. Dusk said that, subconsciously, I'd made my remark for Dusk's sake. I said goodnight to him and Rainbow Dash before bed. They both appeared as SFM-style ponies without manes or tails.

[KruegerMeister]

11/25/14: I briefly freaked out because I thought that, by accidentally locking Slenderdash in my room that one time, I'd caused xyr claustrophobia. Xe said that I hadn't. Rainbow Dash said that I seemed "kinda stuck on that SFM stuff." When I read about the game "Ingress" changing your thoughts (or something to that effect), RD told me to ignore that. I envisioned a filing cabinet and put a red ball of "Ingress-related thoughts" inside it, so that I could get through life without constantly wondering about what I'd read. After I watched the trailer for that film about Yogananda, RD specified that her opposition to metaphysics/New Age stuff was "a metaphysics thing".

 

[if people connect us to them, that's it. We're...kinda done for. Not everyone's as open-minded as Dusk Shine. "This is associated with metaphysics, therefore it doesn't exist."]

[TheSanctuary]

I keep havin to google random stuff you mention and it's been quite educational! Also loving pony waifu. Vixen isn't a pony but we still do duets of the song - she does occasionally veer into a pony form to make a point when the line "and I'm your pony waifu" comes up though hehe.

[KruegerMeister]

Nice :). Does she still elongate her mouth?

 

Also, I'm thinking that listening to the song all. The. Time during tulpa creation (so that my brain forms one more Rainbow Dash-related connection, thus making it that much harder to forget her) may have led to Rainbow Dash and I being in love. Is it brainwashing/mind control if you don't know you're doing it?

[TheSanctuary]

Probably more considered subliminal suggestion or something like that - your love for the words while using it to help bring RD into the world more fully - could of course have pushed you towards the association however --

love is more than words and the meaning behind a song, it's the support, understanding and the being generally a great fit personality wise so I wouldn't go worrying too much hehe.

 

Actually no she hasn't done that in ages thankfully think it was a one time troll. She seems to have taken a liking to wonderland battling lately (nothing serious just ott dragonball z style madness resulting in us just going well that was fun... Full cure and world repair. Now what were we doing?) esp when I stop paying attention to her.

 

You would think I was obsessed with the program but I haven't watched it in years. Apparently she took a liking to it.

 

Ah well it's immensely fun- usually starts out I get distracted and when I come back I meet a typically super powered kick or some such and hilarity ensues. ^^;

 

Edited for godawful grammar because phone post = shitpost

[KruegerMeister]

11/26/14: I wondered how sassy Rainbow Dash was. She said that she was sassy more often than I thought, but that I wasn't familiar enough with sassiness to recognize it. While in our wonderland, I wondered if I should add proprioception, touch, etc. to my form to make the wonderland more immersive. I worried that it could bleed into reality (a la the Cloudsdale Incident). Still in the wonderland, Rainbow Dash hypnotized me with Kaa-style eyes and told me that my fear wouldn't come to pass, using her then-current status as my Mistress to add extra weight to her statement (as I'm under the impression that taking a dom's word as absolute truth is an implicit part of the dom/sub relationship, or that the one under hypnosis is supposed to take the hypnotist's suggestions/affirmations as absolute truth).

I saw Dusk Shine as an SFM pony, laying at the foot of my bed. I solved the lack of a mane and tail by imagining him with his base's mane and tail. He gawked at me after I shook an imaginary can of spraypaint and spraypainted his skunk stripes onto his mane and tail.

[TheSanctuary]

Bahahaha I have an excellent image of that moment with the spray paint in my head. It's something like ..

 

"Wait... What are you... No you can't possibly plan to.... //clackclackclack SSSSSsssSsSsssSsssSs//. Well. This is... One way I guess ". Ah love you guys!

[KruegerMeister]

Actually, it was more like this:

 

Me: *sees Dusk Shine laying on my bed*

Me: *successfully imposes his mane and tail onto his body, but with violet & purple streaks*

Me: *shakes imaginary spray paint can, and uses it to color the streaks gold and red. Dusk is silent throughout this*

Dusk: O.O

[TheSanctuary]

Lol just a silent witness to your actions - at least it's only mental paint or your bed would be ruined!

[KruegerMeister]

11/27/14: Rainbow Dash said she was bored. I suggested doing the Walter Mitty Routine in Death Note (which would be the first time we'd used an anime). We didn't follow through on this. I asked my tulpas what they were thankful for, since it was Thanksgiving today.

Shou: being alive

Sarah: having a loving father (Shou)

Slenderdash: my shadow idea

Dusk Shine: that I tested out the Twilight hypnosis file, resulting in him getting his cutie mark.

Rainbow Dash: undecided.

 

RD said that I needed to work on little details of imposition (mainly equine body language, like ears being flattened when sad).

 

[Visual, then...auditory?]

 

{Bit too schizophrenic. Hearing voices from outside your head.}

 

[Tactile?]

 

{Sure.}

 

When I remarked that Shou and Sarah's parent/child relationship seemed to be a new, abrupt development, Sarah explained, "Father and I agreed to spite it," meaning that they're doing it to distance themselves from the characters that inspired them. I think that's why her hair's been brown more often than blonde recently. RD, Dusk, and I talked about random stuff before bed.