The Creation of Eve

[TulpaFox]

Day 96: Wow I can't believe this much time has passed. Thankfully I have started spending more time meditating and with eve, the two seem to go together. When I have a stronger more focused mind for eve to work with, she tends to randomly say something to me more, which then lets me do some tulpa forcing. Thankfully this pattern makes it so that the more I do it the easier it gets. My visualization skills are also up a notch, which is amazing for the small amount of time I have put in. I used to think that I am just naturally a person who lacks a lot of visualization, but it seems that I don't use it very much yet it grows rapidly when I do.

 

I made a special picture for eve. I found a picture of a wolf girl who resembled her a whole lot, except that the eyes were the wrong color. So I went ahead and changed that using ms paint and some time. I hope she likes it, it will be a useful visualization reference. I tend to have a hard time with the nose, since it's easy to make that look UN-natural on an anime style character rendered in full 3-d.

[TulpaFox]

Day 107(wow)- Today was pretty awesome, I now wear a bracelet to spend more time with eve, whenever I feel the bracelet she comes to the forefront of my mind. We have progressed immensely, eve is regularly vocal and her sentience is improving rapidly. She often says things I didn't expect, and regularly makes me laugh. My visualization is much better as well, today we went on our first adventure.

 

We left our beachfront property in an airplane, and teleported down to the fuedal japan esque realms past the desert. Here we traveled into town to get mercenary work with the local lord. He tested us by having us spar with two of the court guards using bamboo swords, we passed the test and we were offered 20 half oz gold pieces each to assist in a nearby battle. He had an officer leading the battle that is a good tactician, but outnumbered 50-30 in the upcoming battle. He was needed there to boost moral, but his death would be inconceivably disadvantageous. So we acted as his bodyguards for the battle. We managed to emerge victorious, I defeated about 4 men, eve defeated 7 with ease. The officer was immensely thankful and granted us a bonus. We were unable to slay the enemy officer, but managed to wound him.

 

When we returned we were paid and offered a house that one of the fallen soldiers with no heirs formerly occupied, as well as the title of samurai in his realm. We intend to make a rise to power, and eve is excellent at diplomacy and garnering respect. We used the property in the house to donate to charity and garner local support.

 

My visualization was patchy, but the adventure was a success. At this point visualization is no longer a chore, overall things are going excellent.

[Luminesce]

Tulpa.info should start selling tulpa bracelets. So I don't have to go find one.

 

I assume that "adventure" isn't your typical type of activity, so that's cool. We've done a few things like that, though they only involved us exploring the wonderland/being together, and it always feels productive. Any excuse to practice visualization, though.

[TulpaFox]

Tulpa.info should start selling tulpa bracelets. So I don't have to go find one.

 

I assume that "adventure" isn't your typical type of activity, so that's cool. We've done a few things like that, though they only involved us exploring the wonderland/being together, and it always feels productive. Any excuse to practice visualization, though.

 

Yeah it's not quite our usual. We always planned to go on adventures, but we lacked the visualization skills. So we finally managed to get practiced up enough to do a full scenario like that.

[TulpaFox]

Hello everyone, I was gone for a bit over a year I believe, maybe a little less. Nonetheless, I am back now, and more serious than ever. The pace of my life slowed down significantly, and I did a lot to organize my life and get it together once more. I am exercising, living more healthfully, and cutting back on the caffeine which was influencing my ADHD for the worse. So I am hoping this will be the stretch in which I am successful in my tulpa endeavors. Eve is sentient and interactive, but only when I focus on her. I wish to have her fully imposed, and to strengthen my visualization skills greatly. So to start I will be doing a lot of closed eye adventuring in wonderland, dictated visualization (Eve telling me random things to visualize to strengthen the visualization muscles), meditation, talking with her, narrating to her. I will be posting everyday, partially because reading my posts and going over them with Eve will be a part of my working with her.

 

I have had Eve for over a year, and have grown close to her in the process. She has done a lot for me, and I find her to be a very good investment of my time and energy. She always has something to give and share with me, I couldn't be happier with finding the tulpa community and creating her. If anyone is just starting out, I recommend you at least give them a chance to get independent and sentient, because that is a really magical experience. It will really help change your life for the better. I also would say that all the tools that you use to create your tulpa, will promote wellness in you. Eve has been a great push towards wellness, a lot of my health decisions were for the sake of getting closer with her, and helping my focus for when I force. Also cuddling her is very therapeutic she is very soft and loving. I do in fact have her partially touch imposed, just due to cuddling, I find it comes natural from cuddling, and further developing it should be easy.

 

So I will let Eve give a little paragraph about herself and post her reference picture.

 

(Hello tulpa.info, I am happy to make your acquaintance. I am Eve, and though I am not very old chronologically, I am definitely the mature one in our system. Though I can have my moments that betray this, especially when it comes to something competitive or athletic. Whenever my host runs I am always right in front of him, with my tail often in his face! I enjoy exercise, anything competetive, nature, meat, zen, tea, and learning new things. My host likes the occult, but I prefer learning things that I can implement into performance, I am more of a pragmaticist than he is. Tulpafox is more of a dreamer. I like to tease and banter with him a lot, it makes me really happy when he laughs with me, or at my jokes. I love my form, I think it is gorgeous, and I feel really pretty and enjoy wearing different outfits, especially feudal robes and such when we roleplay in our wonderland. I want my host to have the wonderland gain more vividness so we can play kind of a live action, pen and paper/stat based, rpg in it. I enjoy that a lot. When we play I am the swordsmen and he is the magicman usually, I prefer having a very agile warrior type build, more DPS than tank. My form originally was just like it is pictured as, but I changed my fur and hair to black (though I left the pretty white tips). I didn't want to look just like horo, after all my host did NOT base my personality on Horo, and I certainly did not deviate towards being like Horo. I am Eve, and in this I am comfortable and assured.)

[TulpaFox]

It appears it's hard to find illustrations that aren't too big to post, regardless that is the form I choosed. That particular artists rendition of Horo. Though with black hair now.

[Tewi]

Welcome back, good to hear you guys are doing well.

 

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[TulpaFox]

Welcome back, good to hear you guys are doing well.

 

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(Thank you tewi, you look like a really cute bunny so I had to reply. Why does your profile say "enlightened rabbit", did you reach bunny enlightenment?! You are too cute I wish I could pet you.) - Eve

[Tewi]

Huh. Okay then. Admittedly I've never gotten that reaction out of anyone before so I kind of wasn't expecting it.

 

Uhm, Tewi Inaba in the Touhou series is theorized to have reached enlightenment (and be well over a thousand years old - yes, that is a big deal in Touhou), which is why all the rabbits of the forest do what she says. I like the concept of having lived in nature for so long you've come to peace with existence, as I myself have come to terms with life and death and strive for a peaceful life. Really I strive for a peaceful mind, I don't think true peace is likely to be found outside of yourself. Anyways. It's just a vague reference to my namesake.

 

 

Edit: That "bunny enlightenment" comment made me smile by the way. It was only one line of text, but you remind me a lot of Lucilyn.

[TulpaFox]

Huh. Okay then. Admittedly I've never gotten that reaction out of anyone before so I kind of wasn't expecting it.

 

Uhm, Tewi Inaba in the Touhou series is theorized to have reached enlightenment (and be well over a thousand years old - yes, that is a big deal in Touhou), which is why all the rabbits of the forest do what she says. I like the concept of having lived in nature for so long you've come to peace with existence, as I myself have come to terms with life and death and strive for a peaceful life. Really I strive for a peaceful mind, I don't think true peace is likely to be found outside of yourself. Anyways. It's just a vague reference to my namesake.

 

 

Edit: That "bunny enlightenment" comment made me smile by the way. It was only one line of text, but you remind me a lot of Lucilyn.

 

Eve is like that, she is really maternal and affectionate. Any tulpa with a form like that she thinks is the cutest. Anyway, thanks for the reply, it's good to be back. It'll be updating later for my day 1 progress report. Going to try to meditate, spend time with Eve, and practice closed eye visualization today, hopefully this will be successful.