Tulpa Skin Texture Keeps on Changing?

[CreamKitty]

Hello there, I have a bit of a question. I'm very early into creating my Tulpa, and I'm having a lot of trouble with his skin texture. Every time I go to try to visualise how he feels, it always changes, first being sortof like a dense mist, then a normal, human skin texture, then feeling more like glass, and today when I tried to focus on him feeling like glass, I couldn't feel anything, though he was still somehow solid. Is this normal? Is it because his form isn't anything that you'd be familiar with on earth? (he sortof resembles a tall, cartoonish, 3d shadow, if that makes any sense)

 

Thanks in advance, and sorry for the big block of text.

[Ashmo]

Have you thought that maybe your tulpa is trying to figure out on his own what he should feel like?

[CreamKitty]

Have you thought that maybe your tulpa is trying to figure out on his own what he should feel like?

 

Yeah, I have thought of that actually, though I wasn't really sure if that was the case or not. If that is the case, what should I do? Should I continue to visualize how he feels until I get something constant, or should I work on something else with him and come back to it later?

[Ashmo]

I would say go with the flow. If it still feels like you can work on it, do it. He might be toying with differing textures and feels to see what he likes, to see what you like, to see what you like together. When you feel it, give him feedback. You might even be able to turn forming him together into a very meaningful bonding experience for the two of you.

[CreamKitty]

Alright! Will do! Thanks dude!