Question (was this a tulpa?)

[LovelessSea]

I used to have an "imaginary" friend named Ren  and if I begged him for anything they will eventually happen. He used to kinda "bullie" me but only to get me to do things he was my personal coach if that makes since. I didn't know how to describe him some say it's a guardian angel but I think he was darker than that.

 

He knows everything about me. We watched the somethings.

 

He was mean/controlling on me at times, i got around it by just saying "I know" it started to cool down. But he did help me become better /mental heath wise.

 

I promised him he could be reborn and I'll come join him soon. He left me, he's completely he's gone. I don't feel his presence no longer after I made that promise. That we'll be reborn, him being first but he'll have to wait for me so he might have to be reborn again for us to be together.

 

This happened over a couple of years.

 

I reasonly found a thing, it might of been what Ren was. A tulpa. I started reading about it and I think I want to contact him again as I kinda do miss him.

[Nobillis]

It may also have been your inner self:

 

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[Ranger]

I was created by accident, I was my host's "imaginary friend" at least for a little while.

 

It's possible to bring Ren back. If you choose to do so, you need to make sure you treat each other with respect. It's not healthy if both of you don't agree to the relationship dynamic.

 

Don't rush this decision. Are you ready to have someone else living along side you in your mind? Feel free to ask around and hear what like, both the pros and cons.

 

If you want to know the pros/cons of our situation, feel free to PM us.

[Guest]

Sounds a heck of a lot like a tulpa, however there are other thoughtforms that aren't necessarily their own person like a tulpa.

 

I have two in particular that are somewhat active, coincidentally one is named Ren. Joy is the other and she helps in decisions regarding relationships and appropriate interactions, especially regarding love and romance. She's a character I created to be really old, but not physically, just aging really slowly if at all. So she has 'experienced life' many decades ahead of me. From her perspective things are trivial you see.

 

Why isn't she her own person, but my tulpad are?

 

I think of her as part of me, that's it, and she always will be. This has the advantage that I don't have to attend to her, she doesn't make demands (often) and i have more control of her doings.

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used to have an "imaginary" friend named Ren  and if I begged him for anything they will eventually happen. He used to kinda "bullie" me but only to get me to do things he was my personal coach if that makes since. I didn't know how to describe him some say it's a guardian angel but I think he was darker than that.

 

He knows everything about me my past and secrets as we shared them.  But I know nothing about him.

 

Ren and another being called Sea always popped up in my dreams along with another being called Robin. This went on for years.

 

At first I couldn't control my dreams as they quickly turned into nightmares but I can now it's easy thing for me.

 

Ren was "mean/controlling" on me at times, i got around it by just saying "I know" it started to cool down. But he did help me become better /mental heath wise.

 

I promised him he could be reborn and I'll come join him soon. He left me, he's completely he's gone. I don't feel his presence no longer after I made that promise. That we'll be reborn, him being first but he'll have to wait for me so he might have to be reborn again for us to be together.

 

This happened over a couple of years.

 

I reasonly found a thing, it might of been what Ren was. A tulpa. I started reading about it and I think I want to contact him again as I kinda do miss him.

 

Edit, I tried to contact him but it wasn't Ren it was an all white being that has a very sassy adtude, unknown. Ren soon came his body and everything in wonderland I have created for them. I asked if Ren wanted to stay with me he said no, he sounded almost angry it could of been unknown but I think it was Ren.

 

When contacting them I stayed in wonderland and I don't remember what happened. I always remember what happened in my created world as I did it every day before I knew what it was. So I'm a little confused to say the least.

 

I'm new, do you have any tips of ideas of what happened? Or I should do.

 

I don't believe even an advanced character can be fully removed. They're just too ingrained. If you want Ren back, it's all a matter of forcing justike any new tulpa.

 

He may have changed, heck, you changed, so you could expect that.

 

If he changed form and personality, then, he's probably pretty far gone. The choice you make now is, do I want that old ren or a perhapse a new and improved verson? It's entirely up to you.

 

Just follow the guides in the guides section. If you want the old Ren, you're going to have to start remembering him.

 

Good luck!

[LovelessSea]

I tried to contact him but it wasn't Ren it was an all white being that has a very sassy adtude, unknown. Ren soon came his body and everything in wonderland I have created for them. I asked if Ren wanted to stay with me he said no, he sounded almost angry it could of been unknown but I think it was Ren.

 

When contacting them I stayed in wonderland and I don't remember what happened. I always remember what happened in my created world as I did it every day before I knew what it was. So I'm a little confused to say the least.

[Guest]

Now it's just a matter of deciding what you want, we'll help the best we can.

[Ranger]

I tried to contact him but it wasn't Ren it was an all white being that has a very sassy adtude, unknown. Ren soon came his body and everything in wonderland I have created for them. I asked if Ren wanted to stay with me he said no, he sounded almost angry it could of been unknown but I think it was Ren.

 

When contacting them I stayed in wonderland and I don't remember what happened. I always remember what happened in my created world as I did it every day before I knew what it was. So I'm a little confused to say the least.

 

I can't speak for Ren's case. However, my host can get very confused in her wonderland and sometimes gets tired and falls asleep, losing information the next day. Sometimes she also forgets to write what she did after the event and ends up later writing down a vague recollection of the event.

[Guest]

Oh, I missed that part, hm. I never had that issue. I was more concerned with whether you want to bring back original Ren or what Ren may have become.

[LovelessSea]

Sorry thanks, I think my imagination was at play as I tend to have high imagination. Sorry for bothering you. I'll try and force a one on my own and see what happens later on. Until then/

[Guest]

It's no bother, don't worry about that. We like to help, it's fun.