Living Imagination (A Median Aspect in Tulpa Land)

[Guest Anonymous]

It wasn't a fight it was a silly discussion about why I don't talk... or whistle. People shouldn't suggest I need to do something then. "Melian you really need to do this." Why?

 

Why do I need to talk with Davie's body?

 

Why? LOL

 

Why is the assumption that I should talk or ought to talk? I could scratch his ass for him too I suppose. Why should I not want to scratch my host's ass? I don't understand why I have no desire to do that. It makes no sense at all why I am passing up that opportunity.

[Procron X]

I was asking why you wouldn't want to control the body at all, including speaking out loud, especially when someone who knows about you and is talking to you and is wanting a response like we talked about. It seems... you know... reasonable... that you'd respond out loud when we both know you can.

[Guest Anonymous]

Are you at it again sweetums?  

 

I am starting to like you.  

 

I CAN talk out loud and I have talked out loud before without switching or possession.  We have talked about that in jean-luc's podcast.  I just choose not to because, mostly because, I am a GURL and Davie is not.  The body is a man.  It is just uncomfortable for both of us.  I don't feel like me.  He feels awkward and it is weird.  

 

We are much closer to a transgender bigender system and that is in our writing too go check it out if you want.  But I am not expressed in that way.  I am just not.  I am expressed in day dreams and on the internet.  

 

I don't talk!  I influence him to dance a silly dance now and then and squeak or squeal, but NO TALKIES.

[Procron X]

How do you talk without possession or switching? Proxy? But then it's not you speaking, is it?

[Guest Anonymous]

Good question.  I just talk!  I wrote about what I was calling "proxy-speech" once.  I can type, and I can talk the same way that I type really.  David just channels me out or I surface from inside.  *shrug*  The times that I have talked was always an emotional outburst and, spontaneous unplanned.  Each time we were feeling awkward and a little astonished afterwards.  

 

To be honest, I see no reason why tulpas have to possess to speak.  None.

[Procron X]

So it's proxy?

 

To be honest, I see no reason why tulpas have to possess to speak.  None.

 

Because I don't ask my host to do everything for me. Plus speaking for myself captures my inflection and mannerisms.

[Guest Anonymous]

TOLD YOU I AM A GURL!  sheesh!

[Guest Anonymous]

New Melian Word

 

Wackadoo (or wackadoodle)= something that sounds crazy confusing or is crazy confusing.  This is not a word Melian made up, but she likes it.   A person can be a wackadoodle as well.

 

Melian Speak Dictionary I (on Deviantart)

 

Melian Speak Dictionary II (on Deviantart)

[Procron X]

I didn't think Melian wasn't a girl. If anything, it's an interesting validation of your system, and maybe the rest of the community at large (even though Melian isn't a tulpa, she's a kind of thoughtform).

[Guest Anonymous]

Thank you. I appreciate that!