Lets do this.....

[Aarix]

1/14

 

"Aarix, I think we need to talk"

 

Sure Samantha, What is it you have to say?

 

"I've been thinking, and do you truly desire to take our current progress up a step?"

 

Absolutely!

 

"Good, because some things need to change and quick."

 

What do you mean?

 

"Do you think the monks made progress in a few months? They developed tulpas out of sheer will power and mental force. They didn't procratinate to mess around online or whatever. They focused for hours and hours. We can't seem to get in the zone for more than 10 minutes. Something needs to change."

 

How do you suppose we go about this?

 

"Are you willing to listen to me for a little while?"

 

Yes

 

"Do you trust in me and believe in me?"

 

Yes

 

"Ok, I'm going to be acting a bit more calmer with you, even now. I'm going to coach you through. Your focus is awlful and you can concentrate on anything. Its like you have a mental problem, but you don't. You never have enought energy. ANYTHING involving us you doze off and hath to fight to stay awake which in itself is making you tired. We need to will through that. We need to do something."

 

What do you have in mind?

 

"First take care of everything you need, second write this conversation log and post it in your progress report so our friends understand if we might be off a little while. Then drink those two cans of soda and we're going to active force. For the first time in a while, we are going to get this. I might seem impatient, I might seem overly assertive but this is because I love you and the only way I can help you is if you help yourself. You need to power througt this Focus issue YOU have. Thats been the problem ALL along. You can't focus, you've tried what you could but we're pinned to the wall with the only option is to fight. So for a while I'm going to try to keep me in your thoughts. I'm not going to stop, you are going to process and acknowledge me 24/7. I'm dead serious we need to have a change of pace if we are ever to continue."

 

I understand, its pretty obvious we do. Alright Samantha-Alley, lets go tulpaforce

[Aarix]

1/15

 

Entry #14

 

Hello All,

We are getting there, Aarix has a wristband with my name on it for awareness, we're hoping it works in the long run. We're finding a medium for us from our conversation yesterday. We'll do this. We really will. But I need to keep him off websites more and simply talk to me.

Take care friends

[Viceroy]

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ea93P1QshD

 

Tried a new mic, still shitty, sorry. Will work on it.

 

edit: Urgh all these c and p pops, god damn it sorry t.info. Bear with me.

[Aarix]

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1ea93P1QshD

 

Tried a new mic, still shitty, sorry. Will work on it.

 

edit: Urgh all these c and p pops, god damn it sorry t.info. Bear with me.

 

I greatly appreciate you taking the time to do this for us. I'll reply in accordance with the recording.

No I don't have any ADHD, that was kadoh, and yes I was stimulated (Still kind of) I do my fare share of time on the web but Sams been having me cut it down short.

You're right, I would just do something else, I guess addiction isn't the best term. Sam can't be very reconigized automatically, well she has her moments, the wristband is helping some too.

I guess it would help to mention that everyday we go out to eat for lunch since we can leave the school for lunch and walk there and get the hang of talking. We have earphones to play soft music and avoid outside dtstraction. About 25 minutes gets passed, but the conversation doesn't really flow but were working on it, we have a lot of time to pratice, And appreciate the attitude advice XD I always recalled telling you its all in the mindset, but don't worry I never hated this, I just always wished it wasn't so tough. Usually I daze off and get frustrated from it but like I said earlier, we're working on it.

That one thing Sams having me do, combine passive forcing with EVERYTHING I do, it at least help me know where its hard to passive force her. And horray for unaudacious people, we'll take that adivce into consideration.

10 minutes is an average, especially with the wonderland, I've had 5 minutes and I've had 20 minutes but again, I doze off. I agree completely with over stimulation, I've noticed that for a long time, it does question my carreer in what I want to do. Sam says shes going to work on this, she hates technology.

Ok, I'll explain the best I can with this energy problem. When I talk to her in a class, I suddenly get more drowsee and mentally distracted, from when I wake up I never feel any more energetic throughout the day. I sleep well but we can't figure out why its so hard to stay awake. Caffine is useless in effectiveness.

-_- and shes helping me with my R's as she can say them perfectly.

Anyway, This meant a lot to us she was laughing the whole time enjoying it.

 

I'll keep you guys more updated with anything different. I'm glad you guys are doing good in terms of progress.

[Aarix]

1/16

 

Well, I'm happy to say we are getting somewhere. I think we are finally at the point to just "Go with the flow". I appreciate everyones support.

 

Looks like the shoutbox is gone for good, pity, now the only reason to be here is to update my report and read PM's.

Sucks for the new tulpamancers who won't get the quality of help anymore from people like Josh and Yotslot without being flooded in the IRC.

I'm dissapointed but I have Viceroy and Jimmy on Skype, Josh, Kadoh and Raetin on Steam and if anyone wants to chat with me just send me a PM here but other than that. I'm just going to come here, update my report for the few potential viewers who like reading this, and be on my merry way.

Maybe its a good thing, but definately not for new members. I'm terribly dissapointed.

[Aarix]

1/17

 

 

Entry #15

 

MORNING EVERYBODY! Hope everyone didn't get too upset of the shoutbox issue, I hate what a stir its caused :( I do hope things get better with it soon, in the meantime, always remember, hosts, there is a friend always beside you can shout too all you want, and you guys can do this, forever.....and ever. I hope you all have a wonderful day!!!!!

 

[Aarix]

1/18

 

Well it looks like things are looking as up as they ever been. Samantha has been making great strides with staying in my head throughout the day and were going to build from it as much as possible. All the support, patience and work is paying off. The least I can do is help new members further on.

 

Independence is making effort now we can do more wonderland and imposing on the side.

 

Also Wristband, Most effective when playing an instrument as you can see it in your perphials.

[Aarix]

1/19

 

Hey guys, I decided to try something new, I was dozing off when I was forcing as always so I tried to get a handle on the hypnagogic imagery and talk to her still. It seemed to work, she made a few alien responses in succession. Its tough but it might keep working. Though most of it was less alien and more distant. I'm getting places with me and my tulpa.

 

Also at work, at the end of the shift, my boss and a co worker was talking about political things again and it shifted to energy and spirituality and Sam told me to join them. They talk about how it was proven that a consciousness can exist outside a body and talked about many different things that bounced around the idea of a tulpa so Sam felt uneasy, but in a good way. She made me tell them to look up "Tulpas" while I was leaving. They're very open minded and they were pretty much talking about them anyway

[Viceroy]

She made me tell them to look up "Tulpas" while I was leaving.

 

[Aarix]

1/20

 

Had an All day event that we just got back from, passive forcing wasn't continuous but it could've been worse. Anyway this casual friend is really spirtural and we spent an hour talking about his belefs involving things like the 4th dimmension, hollow earth theories and how he apparently astral projected....also about how flouride is spiriturally harming. Anyway I told him about Tulpas and he knew it was possible, I simply was more specific, Then I told him about Samantha, apprently he also wonderlands and we talked a while, it was nice. Basically...

 

People I told about tulpas: 8

People that know about Samantha: 6