Moments that make you feel nuts

[Sorryman54]

Hey guys did I mention that way back years ago I had an imaginary friend and I'm pretty sure it was a tulpa so I sat down today for an hour and brought them back and now we're buddy-buddy lol.

 

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[412]

ok i get it. maybe i was puppeting then. but i really don't think it would be productive to start repressing everything though.

 

 

meanwhile i haven't had any "moments that make me feel nuts"

yet.

 

[konrad13]

the moments that make me feel nuts are just how long it is taking me to do it (make a tulpa). i'm hours into the process, and whe i feel that progress is made, it suddenly stops for days and slides back to square 1. so, i'm going to go review (again) a number of the guides and try once more. and i'm a little miffed, as my last major push i had begun work on her form when she flipped and just stopped all motion and i lost all "feeling" with her. i dont know

[NED]

strange. I have had some times when I feel i had 'lost' Silver. But that feeling never lasts and I regain her love and speech instantly. Maybe you shouldn't oppress yourself with the guides and maybe a little experimentation and freedom will stop this happening.

[konrad13]

I'm using the guides as just that, guides. I've not followed a single one to the letter, anyway. Koharu is just being difficult, either due to my wandering mind or my subconcious just f'ing up. Still, gonna keep at it.

[Sorryman54]

I actually made my own method, but used the other guides as a template.

[Natasha]

>Go outside with a cup of coffee, headphones on, just singing and talking to nastasha.

>After 1-2 hours someone walks by and i stop talking to her out loud and just switch to mindvoice so i don´t scare the living shit out of the old lady.

>Laugh out loud as soon as she passes

>Everything is fine, an other hour goes by and we ready ourselves to go inside

>I realise i live in a heavily populated apartment area

>Suddenly notice multiple people sitting on balconys 50~meters away from me with their eyes glued on the 19 year old whos been spending the past 3 hours out in the cold laughing and talking to a coffee cup.

 

If you would all excuse me i need to go book a flight to Siberia where i will live in solitude for the rest of my life.

 

[Frosty]

^^ lol awesome

[Natasha]

Decided to say fuck it and rid myself of my fear of people looking at me.

Walked around the city for a good 30 minutes while yelling (I sadly can´t call it singing) this:

 

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I never would have done something like that before i "met" natasha.

Despite being the reason i did it she kinda seemed embarrassed about it.

In the end i guess you could say i felt a mix of nuts & great.

Hooray for personal progression.

 

[Pashoo]

Decided to say fuck it and rid myself of my fear of people looking at me.

Walked around the city for a good 30 minutes while yelling (I sadly can´t call it singing) this:

 

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I do this already. I walk around my town blasting 1920's jazz on my trombone. Passing drivers have called it a flute on multiple occasions.