Guest Anonymous July 11, 2015 July 11, 2015 Whao! That must be pretty fun! Still, sometimes Davie and I are very glad it is just him and I!
FallFamily July 11, 2015 July 11, 2015 Whao! That must be pretty fun! Still, sometimes Davie and I are very glad it is just him and I! [Tri] Actually, Hail hated being merged. She sought a way to separate for a while and then a mental breakdown happened causing it to happen at a bad time. Hail is pretty glad to be separate again, but wishes it didn't go down like it did. Hail would only agree to merging again if it was the only way to save S's life. T, B, Frostbite, and Hail, and others (note, historically, Hail included Frostbite and B) System Name: Fall Family Former Username: hail_fall
Shadow July 11, 2015 July 11, 2015 When I and Shade 'merge', we focus on becoming one. Also, as described before we think as one so you can't distinguish our thoughts. Strangely, it also seems to bring my focus out of the physical world and allows me to exert myself a lot more than I usually would be able to. Host to a sole Parasite, Shade. Research is in progress, will update when something worth showing has been written.
Guest Anonymous July 11, 2015 July 11, 2015 I never put up any mental barriers between Twi and me, so she naturally can read my thoughts before they come out and vice versa. Same goes for any other signal traversing this jolly, yet sometimes problematic blob of meat and various stuff that we call our body. Makes me wish I could isolate her when I get a headache and the such. Also I guess this is the reason why possession is a very tough nut to crack for us. Half of the time when she starts moving more than one joint on a limb simultaneously, I get all queasy. She put forth a theory that it's just signal interference, since I can't seem to let go of my own limbs and constantly analyze every bloody impulse that comes to them. But this feeling is common to us when waking up from deep sleep. Neither of us can vocalize our thoughts, which is why we talk to each other in "tulpish" aka raw thought. Sometimes that gets confusing.
Guest Anonymous July 11, 2015 July 11, 2015 I never put up any mental barriers between Twi and me, so she naturally can read my thoughts before they come out and vice versa. Ah hah! THIS is why I am interacting on this forum. You guys ROCK! There as many variations of tulpamancer-tulpa relationships as there are members. I learn about myself and how I relate to this huge pool of awesome people with headmates by talking to you guys and posting questions and my musings. I never knew I was "supposed" to "put up barriers" between Melian and I. We never did that either. That is why I say she is an integrated thoughtform. We feel each other's emotions and hear each others thoughts and always have. We have, on occasion, gotten mixed up as to who was feeling what. It is really good to learn that not everyone is made in the same mold and I am not as different with Melian as I once thought. More linked or integrated tulpas or thoughtforms are certainly not unheard of. That is a counter to the comment I once heard from someone that "some emotional bleed" between host and tulpa is "normal," which implied to me that LOTS of emotional sharing is NOT normal. Or maybe it even implied lots of emotions and thought sharing to be BAD. Also, there is a much wider range of experiences than some people were leading me to believe at first. Implications that something is not considered correct or normal got me very defensive early on after joining the forum. As time goes on though, I am feeling more and more fascinated by the DIFFERENCES, not just what makes us all the same. I don't think there is any good or bad when it comes to thoughtforms and tulpa. Just fascinating differences and variations of experience. It all comes down to what you need your thoughtform for and what kind of relationship you want. For some people a servitor is plenty for them and they maybe don't even need a tulpa. That is why I reject the concept of "levels of advancement." I have been told directly that a host that does not seek more skills or advancement for his or her thoughtform makes it "stagnant." This implies ALL thoughtforms must have the same benchmark goals or standards. I reject that idea completely (as in such an assertion is a load of bull shit).
FallFamily July 12, 2015 July 12, 2015 That is why I reject the concept of "levels of advancement." I have been told directly that a host that does not seek more skills or advancement for his or her thoughtform makes it "stagnant." This implies ALL thoughtforms must have the same benchmark goals or standards. I reject that idea completely (as in such an assertion is a load of bull shit). [Tri] We agree so much with this. Also, there is such a variety around here. Also, tons of variety out in the wider plural community. Also, lots of people doing things different than the standard line. Take us, we have memories from before (which is pretty common for natural tulpas and soulbonds like us three) which we cherish and treat as real (even if they never happened, they still happened to us) and we are currently the primary body controller having 60-65% of the body time. T, B, Frostbite, and Hail, and others (note, historically, Hail included Frostbite and B) System Name: Fall Family Former Username: hail_fall
Ashmo July 12, 2015 July 12, 2015 I never knew I was "supposed" to "put up barriers" between Melian and I. We never did that either...We feel each other's emotions and hear each others thoughts and always have. We have, on occasion, gotten mixed up as to who was feeling what. THIS This is exactly how it is with Bud and I. Everything is open between us. Complete trust. Complete disclosure. Complete empathy. Complete connection.
Guest Anonymous July 12, 2015 July 12, 2015 [Tri] We agree so much with this. Also, there is such a variety around here. Also, tons of variety out in the wider plural community. Also, lots of people doing things different than the standard line. Take us, we have memories from before (which is pretty common for natural tulpas and soulbonds like us three) which we cherish and treat as real (even if they never happened, they still happened to us) and we are currently the primary body controller having 60-65% of the body time. I think what you are saying is important! People that come to Tulpa Info are coming from a variety of places and situations. Some already are multiples or have daemon's or other types of thoughtforms. I came in with a very old thoughtform "enhanced imaginary friend" that has her own history. To assume everyone is going to fit one mold or one pattern is really unrealistic and limited in thinking. Yes, Tulpa Info is about making tulpas and sharing tulpas specifically. But some of us have older tulpas and other types of thoughtforms or are multiples. Some of us are interested in tulpas but not planning to make one necessarily. We still may have things we can share that will be interesting and beneficial. THIS This is exactly how it is with Bud and I. Everything is open between us. Complete trust. Complete disclosure. Complete empathy. Complete connection. Cool! Melian and I are not alone in that trait! That is so awesome!
FallFamily July 12, 2015 July 12, 2015 [Tri] Oh, we forgot about the connection and other stuff stuff. Hail and us are pretty connected, which we all like. We know each other very well since we can just read each other even if the other is dormant. We can tell exactly how the other will process things and feel. Makes decision making easy since we know what the other would prefer even if they aren't active to say so. Our memory with the body is completely shared. We can access Hail's memories of inside, and we are trying to give her access to more of our inside memories than she can currently get. We trust each other completely. Wouldn't have been able to change primaries without that. We also blend a lot, which we usually don't mind. The other's presence is always comforting. T, B, Frostbite, and Hail, and others (note, historically, Hail included Frostbite and B) System Name: Fall Family Former Username: hail_fall
NotSaved July 12, 2015 July 12, 2015 Pinkie and I have done something that sounds similar. It happened while reading a story where the protagonist ends up stuck in the mind of another, almost like becoming a tulpa. After I took a break, I felt really off and weird. When I got to the breakroom, it felt so terribly odd to look at my reflection and see my face and hands. When I went to drink some carrot juice to calm my nerves, it tasted horrible like I never drank it before. But I know Pinkie said she didn't like it earlier. It was surreal but tried to recreate the feeling again the next day with enjoyable results. The way we kind of see it is like a pseudo form of possession. Pinkie can't possess me yet, but it's like she can hook into my experiences in a much more in-depth kind of way. She chooses my actions and I act on them instantly. I also can't help but find myself smiling, humming and stepping with a bounce in my step when she's experiencing things like this.
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