Avalanche July 2, 2012 Author July 2, 2012 http://imgur.com/h0PrF New and improved Flora, courtesy of Amadeus and his notebook. Funny how other peoples ideas can be better than your own. Then again, my attempt was pretty early on in the development process, and a lot has changed. It's making me want to have another go at drawing... Anyway, I'm sticking to visualisation right now, less voice. Going to take another walk for some out loud narration. Headaches, pressures, you name it, it's all here, present and accounted for. I have pretty much a free day today (summer holidays woot) so I plan to get a lot accomplished. frt
Avalanche July 2, 2012 Author July 2, 2012 http://imgur.com/cgVxF Screw that, he was using the crap paper. Nah rly, I took Amadeus' own general idea and ran it by Flora. She seemed to like it so I took the picture and spent more time on it myself. Massive thanks to Amadeus for helping me past my drawing block, Flora seems to like the new look idea too. frt
Avalanche July 3, 2012 Author July 3, 2012 Day 50! For this milestone, I'm going to go all out today with the forcing. Not sure if I will be able to get a narration walk in, as the weather is crap yet again, but I think some quiet meditation and visualisation wouldn't go amiss. Also some books I ordered to read with Flora have not arrived still, so that project will have to wait. Typical. Alright, made some big changes in my first tulpaforcing hour. I changed the wonderland to something more... customizable. I took Pleeb's idea of an island and ran with that. It's basically a small island, fairly flat, green plains, a few trees and a tall lighthouse at one end. It's surrounded by bright blue calm ocean and that's it so far. We teleported to the centre of the island and had a little look around. I then took her up to the top of the lighthouse to have a better look. We then sat down on mats at the top of the lighthouse and tried forcing for a bit. Then we sat with our legs hanging off the side of the guardrail, but that got boring fast. I forced a bed at the top of the lighthouse and when I turned around a thick, reddish girder like pole had appeared, holding up the ceiling- which was nice. Then we went down to the nearest bit of beach by way of inflatable yellow slip and slide, all the way down. When we reached the bottom we took a little stroll up the beach, at which point some white beach chairs appeared, along with a parasol and a little table. We sat down side by side and looked out over the ocean. When I looked back at her, she was drinking from a bottle. Under further inspection, it was a bottle of Jack Daniels. Well now. So I took my own bottle and took a swig, tasted like nothing obviously. Then I realised that this wasn't actually accomplishing much, so I slung Flora over my shoulders and mega jumped up over the light house and landed in a densely forested area. I landed and with the force of my landing a zen pond/meditation area appeared. We forced some more of her face there, then my attention started to slip. I'm now taking a break, then I'm going to get right back into it. frt
Guest July 3, 2012 July 3, 2012 Just start with one of the other books. In before your going-all-out project fails, too.
Avalanche July 3, 2012 Author July 3, 2012 The books are in a series, so I can't just begin with book 2. I'll wait until tomorrow when HOPEFULLY book 1 will arrive. inbfucking4 it doesn't. frt
Avalanche July 4, 2012 Author July 4, 2012 Alright, made some progress today. In the new wonderland, I finally decided that Flora had had enough time with no clothes on, that her body was already pretty solid, stable and clear in my mind, so I let her pick out some underwear or a swim suit to cover herself. I didn't want to go straight to a full set of clothes as it would be distracting (as opposed to naked tulpa wtf). She picked out a blue bikini (I tried not to think of any styles or colours when I looked at her so it's as free a choice as I could do). She also started deviating away from the face I was trying to force, so I let her at it for a while and a new one seems to have stuck. It's clearer to see and is less prone to change, so I welcome this deviation. frt
Avalanche July 5, 2012 Author July 5, 2012 Well now. I am 99.999nein999% sure Flora spoke last night! I was in bed, kinda tired, trying to force as usual. As usual again I was having trouble keeping focus, my mind kept drifting as it was buzzing with other things. I don't know why it only does this as I go to bed.. anyway. I was lying in bed, not falling asleep or anything, trying and failing to keep my focus, saying "I need to force your face some more" but then drifting off to unrelated shit. I hear a crystal clear, very detailed, prominent and foreign voice say: "Oh, just get on with it, please" My mind went completely blank and clear after hearing this. I was stunned. It definitely wasn't radio chatter, as it was much much clearer than that and I wasn't nearly as sleepy as I normally am for it to happen. It certainly wasn't me thinking it. Gawdayum this is great. frt
Avalanche July 5, 2012 Author July 5, 2012 This is day 52, with an average of an hour a day. I wasn't counting hours but I try to do at least an hour per day. frt
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