Avalanche's mindhouse

[Avalanche]

Wonderland shit hit the crazy fan.

 

Im not sure if I already posted that we moved wonderlands to an island with a lighthouse and volcano. We have only been there for maybe 4 days, but it's already been changed quite a lot. Most of this is relevant to the tulpa creation process, I assure you.

 

Firstly, the island is a tropical island in the middle of an endless, bright blue sea. There's a lighthouse at one end, some forested areas and then a volcano at the other end. We set up a bed and stuff at the top of the lighthouse and there's some deckchairs and Jack Daniels on the beach.

Flora made a metal pole appear at the top of the lighthouse, next to her bed. Don't know why, I just turned around and it was there. She also made the Jack Daniels appear. Later on when we got bored we went around to the back of the volcano to wall climb up the sheer surface. I cheated a bit by using web shooters and Flora apparently responded by earthbending the rocks above me to fall and knock me off. We then did some zombie shooting from the top of the lighthouse. She was losing with the headcount, so she took out an rpg and used it to get an easy last kill. She then turned it on me and took at shot at me for winning, but it missed and hit the volcano, triggering an eruption.

 

It exploded and sent a huge plume of lava flying over my head. She somehow cooled it to stone, but they fell over that half of the island, ruining it. So Flora get a HUGE razor blade and literally chopped the island in two, then scraped the ruined section away, de materializing it. We are now stuck with half an island, with one perfectly straight cliffline.

 

I suggested we make a bridge to another island that she could make. I made a bridge.. but it didn't go anywhere. Flora tried to earthbend a new smaller island to join the main island, but it only made a little Giant's Causeway structure that didn't even touch the bridge end. So we gave up, and when I turned around, some kind of plant had appeared by the bridge. when I touched it a flower opened up at the top. I asked her what it was called but she didn't have an answer for me. We left it at that.

I then decided to have a picnic. I laid out the cloth and opened up the basket, but all that came out was some wine, cheese wedge, a carrot, some eggs, marmalade, a bread roll, more wine.. I upturned the basket and two big piles of random foods flowed out.

I then had to go do something in real life, but when I came back Flora had made a sandwich, one for her and one for me. I was impressed- none of the ingredients were from the piles. Also she had done it herself.

 

I'm still getting strong headaches and pressures, but not really as frequently, but when they do come they are quite strong.

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Also I forced her an appearance close to what is my avatar picture. Felt quite good to give her a solid form, instead of hoping she would make one herself one day. It already started to deviate, her shoes changed a few times but never really settled, and her hairstyle changed as well.

[Guest Albatross_]

Flora took out an rpg and took at shot at me, but it missed and hit the volcano, triggering an eruption.

 

I hate it when my tulpa does that.

[glitchthe3rd]

I remember when my tulpae used to do a whole bunch of crazy stuff like that. Nowadays they're seemingly content to build stuff or force themselves some items.

[Avalanche]

So I must be doing something right then. We are on the right track finally it seems.

 

@Alba yeah it was quite annoying when she destroyed half the wonderland. A simple shove to my back would have sufficed, but noooooo, she had to take out the anti tank high explosives.

[Avalanche]

Some more changes, mostly to the wonderland (i.e. not very important) but some were important.

 

Haven't been able to take a long narration walk in ages thanks to the crappy weather. So I have really tried to get at least a solid hour of forcing done at home. Seems to have paid off somewhat.

 

Continuing on from the wonderland split in two, last night I turned up in the lighthouse and it was bucketing it down outside. Turns out (probably) that Flora was going to flood the whole place to cover up everything except the lighthouse and the surrounding paved over area. She even put up these maritime guardrails along the side of where the water would reach up to. The island was at that point only 30meters across, so not very big.

I got distracted, had to go away but when I came back I decided to leave the wonderland for a bit and just force her form again I started from the floor while she sat on the bed and these new boots were there. Turns out her whole form had changed to something I am quite familiar with. She was very clear to look at in this form.

 

I'm not sure whether it was me who "picked" this form or whether it truly was her. I want to believe it was her but it's a form I liked but decided not to use because it's of a character. There were some key changes to the form though and I get the sense that Flora herself hasn't changed underneath.... I'm just going to leave it and assume that if she doesn't like it she will change it.

 

Later on I said she should extend the wonderland by making another nearby island. It was still raining as we made a bridge to nowhere. It was short and wooden, but at least it was covered. As we crossed the bridge a whole new island appeared before us. It was slightly larger than the lighthouse one, and had these little mounds everywhere, separated by these dirt paths. It was all very neat and fresh and nice. There were tulips everywhere and a windmill off to the right, about as big as the lighthouse. It was also not raining on this island, even though it was only about 10 meters away from the lighthouse island. It is basically Holland condensed into a little island. I think we might add some more islands to increase the size of the wonderland again.

 

Hopefully no more rpgs this time.

 

Right Flora?

[Guest Albatross_]

I bet you anything under every single one of those mounds is a viking king, buried with unspeakable amounts of treasure.

[Avalanche]

I shall have to go digging later...

[Avalanche]

Went digging, Flora said that she wouldn't have buried any dead bodies under the ground so there wouldn't be any treasure anyway. So I broke up my shovel for firewood.

 

On that subject though, I'm not sure if I'm parroting or not. Common fucking problem, I know, but I've kinda reached the end of my patience for "if I believe I'm not parroting, then I'm not parroting". Does that even work?

It's been nearly 60 hours into creation and she hasn't done anything that I can call "definitely not parroting".

[ThatOneGuy]

Do some parallel processing tests if you can. That should help determine whether or not they're parroting.

[Avalanche]

How do I do them? I have never heard of that before.