Avalanche's mindhouse

[Avalanche]

I don't drink coffee. It's not a problem with being too tired or not having the time (usually), it's just not having the motivation. I sit down and force for like 10 minutes then my mind wanders for another 10 and then I think what's the point?

[glitchthe3rd]

[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTpsrqvGL2Q

[Avalanche]

[video=youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTpsrqvGL2Q

 

[Sands]

Oh I know that. Sometimes it just feels like there's nothing to say or do and you're just forcing yourself to force. Usually that feeling goes away for me when I just spend time with tupper and realize how much fun this whole thing is, even if it's hard sometimes.

 

What do you usually do when you force these days? Could you do something else? Just relax and spend time if you feel like you don't have the will to do anything else? Perhaps it feels like you don't get much done, but I'm sure she would like your company. Ever went wonderland/real world cloud watching? It's a lot easier to narrate about the things you see just pop up than trying to make things up yourself. Just relax and chill, let your mind wander a bit but keep her close or something? I don't think I'm helping at all, just uh, remember that things will get much easier once they can communicate. I feel like that at least. Time goes so fast just by talking it's crazy.

[Avalanche]

Yeah, I hope she likes my company when I force. But it does feel like that. It feels like I sit down and force and I get a little bit done then I daydream for ages and I feel like I've let her down AGAIN.

 

Bluesleeve was telling me that I should try focusing on her presence and getting her to communicate, over trying to get her form down. I think I'll try that, it's something different. But I will need to do the form sometime, so it doesn't really fix that problem. I'm just going through a sucky period again, where I can't motivate myself and I feel like shit.

[Sands]

Gotta get through that period while giving her enough attention, then. And remember to give her massages. While she's naked.

[Black Bane]

...wut

[Avalanche]

Gotta get through that period while giving her enough attention, then. And remember to give her massages. While she's naked.

 

I'll uh... stick to the attention giving part.

[Sands]

Gotta work on that touch and form sooner or later you know, what better way than to go through her body with your very own hands, feeling the muscles and bones and oh man do I love anatomy.

[Avalanche]

I already did that. I don't need to focus on it anymore. It's probably the easiest thing for me to plant into my head, along with auditory stuff.