Avalanche's mindhouse

[Avalanche]

Because we all make tuppers to fulfill our circlejerking needs on the IRCees.

 

Says the man working on three tuppers.

 

Oh wait, sorry, not "working".

 

I meant to say "killing".

[Guest]

Sorry, but Pinkie claims to not be dead. And Louis doesn't even wanna answer that.

[Avalanche]

Sorry, but Pinkie claims to not be dead. And Louis doesn't even wanna answer that.

 

 

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[Avalanche]

So I have fallen into a bit of a lull in forcing. I messed up a few all nighters and day forcing is pretty crummy at best. I try for the standard hour and I daydream for 30% of it, then at the end of the hour I don't feel like forcing anymore as I didn't get much done so I feel totally demotivated. Plus there isn't much in the way of conversation yet, but I've gone over this, baby steps. I try not to expect full sentences or definite, positive replies right now, even if they should be coming along round about now.

 

I'm just going to focus on getting the forms done then try to get some responses going. They do respond, but it does feel on the verge or very similar to my own headvoice and/or what I would say myself.

[Sands]

Hello, Roswell here. Sorry for spelling mistakes.

 

Would shorter sessions be alright for you? If you can concentrate from the start, it might be better for you and you don't get burned out or lose focus later on. I liked having little sessions throughout the day, I didn't feel lonely then. Shower Flora and Eva with attention. Oh, and do say hi to them from me.

[Avalanche]

That sounds like a good plan. I tried it a while back I think but I didn't feel like I was doing much. Then again, back then was a stage where nothing much was going to happen, and I was doing a few things wrongly.

 

I'll try that out then. And I'll tell them you said hi. I hope sometime soonish they'll be on the irc.

[Guest]

I hope sometime soonish they'll be on the irc.

[Avalanche]

I know, it's crazy right... maybe even tonight..

[Avalanche]

So we went on the irc last night, went rather well I think. I wasn't fishing for super long answers to questions, but good, solid replies, which is what I mostly got. Eva didn't want to participate, or so I think however.

 

I don't think Flora cares much for the irc, or her first go at it was quite lacklustre, so we might try again sometime, but this won't be a regular thing. As for regular news, not much is new. Still trying to force some forms, I'll probably do a few simple sketches to get the barebones of sizes/hair/clothes down, then build on it in my mind. Right now when I look at them, it's like when you're blindfolded, and you know who is beside you, and you can imagine them, but not see them. I guess I see a human shaped.. essence.

 

Hate that word. Too fluffy.

[Avalanche]

I'm starting to think shorter sessions don't stack up to much. I read up on people who got tuppers started and done quickly and they all seem to have long forcing sessions in common with each other.

 

I only force maybe 40mins at night and maybe 20 during the day if I'm honest, so maybe doing it all at once in a big long session is best, but I can never sit down and do it for that long. Not day after day anyway. I'm not even sure how to actually force. I have tried many things and none seem to have lasting and permanent effects. I can try one thing but after a week I'm back to talking to an image that may or may not actually respond.

 

I get headaches and stuff which indicates that they are "still in there". But I have no idea of how to get them out or talking. I can't bridge this gap. It's like they are on the other side of a pane of frosted glass and I can barely see them.

 

It's getting frustrating. Again.