Avalanche's mindhouse

[Guest]

You're losing faith, son.

[Sands]

Yeah and you just "started" anyways, give dem tuppers some time. Flora already was talking a lot and now you're thinking these bad thoughts again! You should be excited and have awesome tulpa adventures together.

 

How about you go do some silly quizzes with you tuppers? You can ask the questions out loud and they get to answer, some quality tupper time there. I think we should do that too, I am dying to know which Twilight character me and Roswell are.

[Guest]

 

Obviously.

[Avalanche]

Firstly, get rid of that big fucking pony. It's too big and too retarded.

 

Secondly I have lost some faith, but that's mainly due to being hopeful for too long. It's the same problem each time I go "oh noes I dont no wat do nw guise :(". I'm trying something else for a while to see how that goes for me.

[Guest]

It shouldn't be about being hopeful or expecting. It should be about - despite how much I hate using the word - believing and treating Flora and friends as though they're already sentient. See them doing something? That was them. See some other sign? That was them, too.

[Avalanche]

Well then they do an awful lot of stuff that I expected them to do and none of it feels like anything other than me imagining it and it becoming so.

 

Feels bad man.

 

You know what would cheer me up? Resizing or preferably deleting that pony picture.

[Sands]

Sands and I don't think the problem is quite that anymore. I'm sure he believes in them enough already, don't you Avalanche? Just disappointed by the lack of "progress".

 

Great deal of progress has been done, Avalanche. Enjoy the life together with Flora and Eva. Tell them I said hi and I would love to talk with them again someday.

[Avalanche]

I know I've made some progress, but it's just been like stepping up to the line. I got them to the race and got them up to the line to start... but neither of them seem to be showing any signs of moving off, past this point. It's very annoying and frustrating to be spending ages saying "come on, come on, just one foot in front of the other, let me see you're moving.... no? Just guna stand there, not crossing the line today? Well ok then".

 

This makes one weary after a while. I'm sure they are trying on some level, but it's not working.

[Guest]

Great deal of progress has been done, Avalanche. Enjoy the life together with Flora and Eva.

This. I don't really bugger too much about lack of this and that. I just enjoy life with tulips and be satisfied with what I have.

[Sands]

Controlling a body is hard work, be it an imaginary or a real one. They both liked drawing, yes? Perhaps you all should do more of that, it should be fun.

 

Expectations are difficult. It's hard to not have them but it can be hard to live up to those. I think we have always made the best progress when Sands hasn't had any expectations and just... Mh, went with the flow, willing to take in failures and successes? Not exactly helpful, but don't be disappointed in yourself or the girls.