uncertainty and bit confused.

[Aldutere]

After researching for quite a bit, I decided to make a Tulpa. Weird thing is, almost immediately after beginning,( as in the first half hour ) I had a large, almost overwhelming emotional feeling, which felt alien as sayd by others. This makes my first question

1. Can a tulpa become sentient and communicate

via emotion so early on?

I've read it cant happen that fast, but another sayd don't dismiss early success. About two days, I found out the feeling I had all the time was extreme stress. I then tried to talk to my tulpa. I repeatedly sayd that I believe in him and there was no need to worry and within a minute the stess was almost entirely gone.

 

I also tried to use the head pressure I experienced to ask simple questions. I whould say the left side of my head is yess, and the right side of my head is no . And again, weirdly, I was asked to actually puppet him instead of using other methods. So, second question

2. Will he Really want to be puppeted insted of

using other development methods? (I did read

puppeting can be used for developmet)

And lastly for now, a friend doing this sayd I must first do imposition before I focus on anything else. So

3. Can I do the puppeting and those things in my

head, or should I do imposition first?

Any answers will be appreciated, especially so if it can be givven soon. Thanks for any and all help!

[LordV]

First of all, how long were you contemplating the possibility of making a tulpa before you sat down to actually start doing it? I know I had been contemplating whether or not I wanted to create a tulpa for several weeks before I sat down and actually started working on her. And lo and behold, my very first forcing session I got tons of emotions out of her. It was pretty awesome. So yes, a tulpa can become sentient extremely quickly.

 

Second, yes, your tulpa could well want to be puppeted. It would be easier for him/her to learn how to move and speak if you did it for him/her for a while.

 

Finally, yes, do the puppeting and stuff in your head. Imposition is notoriously difficult, so don't stress yourself out trying to do it too early.

[Aldutere]

I haven't been contemplating it for to long. Few days about. But it is easily more than a year I wanted something/someone like a tulpa. Before I heard of tulpae, ive made an "imaginary friend" so to speak. I never had many friends due to rather personal problems. But here I dont Want to make you confuses. Simply put, its school things. Kindness is rare there, and those who are kind, suffers. I thus became a sort of a loner, but I longed for a friend, even more a true friend. It felt as if no one cared for me. Yes many says that, but I'd say its different if your parent's say you're lying, even after showing cuts, bruises and what not more you got from school.

I will not use my tulpa to avoid life, thats just wrong, I know. I only want someone who will actually understand me, aswell as be a companion to me.

Oh, and thanks alot! The reassurance is hulpfull!

[LordV]

No problem.