Creating the Perfect Beings: Yumi<3 and Lillium<3

[Guest amber5885]

She will be an awesome guide for you. It's never to early and its never to late to take control of your situation and make a better life for yourself.

 

But seriously don't wait until you're pushing 30 to do it lol also once you are on your own it may surprise you how your parents change, there are a million reasons for their behavior but every, at least almost every parent acts out of what they consider to be love and wanting the best for their child.

 

Once you're on your own, their attitude might change. Be open to that. Everyone deserves a second chance. Just set personal boundaries all the same.

 

People may have the tendency to suck. I know that all to well but they also have the capacity to change and to suprise you.

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Also it's really good that your brother has you. We all need at least one person who has our best interest at heart.

[Cinemaphobe]

You are right about everything that you said, thanks for the advice^^

They have improved a lot since I was a kid, and I do agree that everyone deserves a second chance. As you said, my attitude might change, which is extremely accurate, because it has changed before, and my parents have surprised me in the past by buying random things for me out of silent apology, so I guess that they have some degree of conscience, which contradicts my theory of sociopathy.

 

I'm glad that my brother has me as well^^

 

I'll go bake an Amber-cake now.

[Guest amber5885]

I just know that when I first left home my mom had a chance to miss me and I think it put things into perspective for her.

 

This will be my final peice of advice. There is nothing so bad that a little time and space can't fix it. When someone is around a lot be it a spouse or even a child it's easy to take them for granted. Give yourself some time to miss them and you'll see how much they really mean.

 

And with that I'm done.

 

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!! got any scary day plans? I'm gonna gorge on candy and go see Annabelle.

[Cinemaphobe]

Haha! Thanks for the advice and insight once again!

 

 

I wish that I could gorge on candy too, but I need to carefully conserve the remainder of my money for important things that'll pop up...:(

My scary day will be spent worshipping Satan :D

 

kidding.

 

But Happy Halloween to you as well! I forgot that today was Halloween for a second lol

[Guest amber5885]

I forgot too until I went to the bank to go take out money for rent and candy and saw everyone dressed up like nerds. They had taped up glasses and everything it was awesome.

 

It took me a moment to figure out what was going on.

 

I'm gonna dress up before I go see Annabelle. I don't know what yet but I have fairy wings and a werewolf mask so I think I'll be able to throw something together,

[FurryBlueNaki]

LOL, your post Cinema reminds me of "Det Satan Club" video on YouTube from CollegeHumor.

[Cinemaphobe]

@Furrybluenaki: Damn it. I haven't seen that video, but I'll look it up right now!:)

 

@Amber5885: I'm glad that you still have Halloween spirit inspite of the 10 years you have over me lol

 

 

EDIT: I just watched the video xD!!!!!! I'm fucking DYING

[FurryBlueNaki]

This might make you laugh too.

An atheist meets God.

 

 

I'm not an atheist, nor am I christian. So I can laugh at that.

[Cinemaphobe]

I also am not an atheist or christian!

 

The video was hilarious because it practically embodied every thought I have ever had about god's nature. According to Bible logic, a mentally handicapped person would go to Hell for the inability to worship god, much in the same way a Buddhist would go to Hell for not being born into a country where Christianity doesn't exist. Given that information, God creates some people for the sole purpose of going to Hell, regardless of whether they have the cognitive ability to worship or not, with no exception for those who had no ability of ever attaining awareness of the christian god. God having emotion and anger is yet another classic example of human anthropomorphism, which is a result of the limit of human creativity. After all, new ideas are formed by combinations of old ideas discovered through experience.

 

But in nature, there are things that occur that natural selection cannot explain. How does the DNA of a stick insect know what a stick looks like? If I recall the complexity of DNA correctly, then there are trillions upon trillions upon trillions of DNA combinations. One could say "It looks like a stick because of a mutation." a mutation that makes it look exactly like a stick? The odds of DNA conveniently making a stick insect look like a stick are too low for me to even fathom.

 

Maybe the stick insect wanted to look like a stick to survive so it changed it's genes consciously? Who knows.

 

And how does a firefly know about bioluminescence? Oh it just got lucky enough to know on a genetic level that combining a chemical with a catalyzing chemcial would excite an electron which consequently gives off light? Impossible. Not even artificial selection can explain the things that occur in nature sometimes.

Humans are made of atoms, and whether a person believes in autonomy or not, they are going to have to admit at some point that atoms have the ability to analyze themselves. The more scientists learn about the universe, the less they know. There are infinite possibilities, and humans haven't even mastered the brain yet. As far as I am concerned, there is an equal possibility of there being a divine force, and of there not being a divine force. Whether the force is a system of the universe that is impossible to be analyzed by science, or the force is some type of old-fashioned divine force, something isn't right about reality, and the universe, and sometimes atheists can be as close-minded as religious people, which is why I am neither an atheist or a christian.

[FurryBlueNaki]

Probably what I believe is closest to Panentheism.