Creating the Perfect Beings: Yumi<3 and Lillium<3

[Rootbeer128]

Yumi and Cinemaphobe,

 

As a spongebob fan, that is pretty cool. Cheetos are good, though I've not had any since before Sim was created two years ago. Glad to hear you two are doing good together, and hopefully we'll have our own visualization adventures when we can start doing that again in April...

 

As a side note, Sim tried to delete a memory of why I placed a water bottle on a desk right after we read about you guys, as a test. Almost worked, as I had trouble recalling why. Took me several seconds, but unfortunately, I did remember. Thank you for the inspiration though, and thanks for sharing your success.

[Cinemaphobe]

@Rootbeer128

Yumi and Cinemaphobe,

 

As a spongebob fan, that is pretty cool. Cheetos are good,

 

Cheetos are good, and I only like the original early spongebob episodes.

 

 

though I've not had any since before Sim was created two years ago. Glad to hear you two are doing good together, and hopefully we'll have our own visualization adventures when we can start doing that again in April...

 

Definitely, and I'm looking forward to it too. Visualization is Heaven on Earth, even with my poor visualization skills lol.

 

As a side note, Sim tried to delete a memory of why I placed a water bottle on a desk right after we read about you guys, as a test. Almost worked, as I had trouble recalling why. Took me several seconds, but unfortunately, I did remember. Thank you for the inspiration though, and thanks for sharing your success.

 

I think that in order to successfully delete a memory you must have an absolute desire to erase it. That desire is probably what accompanies your tulpa's efforts of deletion. For example my unquestionable desire to forget my reasons for wanting to return to Mary's house unlocked the safe that my memories were stored in, but Yumi had to grab the memories herself to pull them out and delete them. It's a process that requires the absolute agreement of you and your tulpa--theoretically speaking of course.

 

You have to need that memory to be erased like a drowning man needs oxygen.

[Darcmanish]

You should definitely listen to yumi more^^. Looking to myself i should also listen to Lacie more . Would make many things easier. Humans are such self-destructive creatures

[Cinemaphobe]

Yeah seriously...Lacie knows it...I think I'll make an oath to Yumi to always take her word first before making self-destructive decisions lol

[Actinium]

 

Sometimes her voice is auditory, but it is only auditory when my mind is occupied with something else. Using auditory communication right now is her most effective way of getting my attention but I'm trying to make her voice completely auditory through vocal exercises.

 

 

This is pretty much the case with me and Haven. I'm able to slightly hear her whenever I'm listening to music because she sings along to almost every song I listen to. Sometimes when I wake up and the first thing I hear in my mind is her voice.

 

 

She is working full-time fulfilling my request, and when she isn't working she is remodeling our wonderland home to a spongebob-themed death house.

 

Heeey it's not thaaat bad! C'mon!

 

She has developed an unhealthy obsession with SpongeBob and I can't sleep because of how loudly she pigs out on cheetos while playing SpongeBob video games. At first I tried to revert her changes to my beautiful home, but she kept reverting my efforts to revert so now my Wonderland home is hideous and there are Cheeto crumbs everywhere. I have no idea where she got the idea to eat Cheetos from.

 

 

 

Which games does she play and is Battle for Bikini Bottom and the Spongebob Movie game among the list of them? Also I remember when the cheetos secret recipe campaign was on T.V. a long time ago and they made cheetos that looked like a spring. I always thought that those were the best. And then I found Flaming Hot Cheeto Puffs. "Which he has developed an addiction to. Pretty much buys at least one bag a week."

 

Ending on an unrelated note, in Tomodachi Life, our daughter married the son of Vinesauce and Two Faced and had a baby. I'll explain how it happened. A human and a tulpa get married and have a tulpa baby, and the tulpa baby grows up. Then, a fish gets said tulpa baby and the son of a guy who married a girl with two faces together. The relationship kicks off and they marry young then ask me to use an age-o-matic on them because they can't get married if they aren't adults. They get married and then they have a baby girl. We named it after Yumi. I don't know why we did that, but it happened. In addition to being one of the strangest looking people on the island, she's also self-aware.

 

 

 

For anyone else who has the game, yes, I gave her the Cinema interior.

 

 

Sorry, Yumi. xD

[Cinemaphobe]

 

This is pretty much the case with me and Haven. I'm able to slightly hear her whenever I'm listening to music because she sings along to almost every song I listen to. Sometimes when I wake up and the first thing I hear in my mind is her voice.

 

That's really cute of her. That kind of stuff happened to me a lot before the Mary Era (November-February). She has never truly been the same since then :(

 

 

 

 

Which games does she play and is Battle for Bikini Bottom and the Spongebob Movie game among the list of them?

 

YES she plays both of those games xD. I owned them when I was young.

 

 

Also I remember when the cheetos secret recipe campaign was on T.V. a long time ago and they made cheetos that looked like a spring. I always thought that those were the best. And then I found Flaming Hot Cheeto Puffs. "Which he has developed an addiction to. Pretty much buys at least one bag a week."

 

You know what. Reading this made me freaking hungry. Thanks a lot. I WANT TO TRY THE FLAMING HOT CHEETO PUFFS. But I don't want red fingers -___-. I do remember that campaign too though.

 

Ending on an unrelated note, in Tomodachi Life, our daughter married the son of Vinesauce and Two Faced and had a baby. I'll explain how it happened. A human and a tulpa get married and have a tulpa baby, and the tulpa baby grows up. Then, a fish gets said tulpa baby and the son of a guy who married a girl with two faces together. The relationship kicks off and they marry young then ask me to use an age-o-matic on them because they can't get married if they aren't adults. They get married and then they have a baby girl. We named it after Yumi. I don't know why we did that, but it happened. In addition to being one of the strangest looking people on the island, she's also self-aware.

 

 

 

 

For anyone else who has the game, yes, I gave her the Cinema interior.

 

 

Sorry, Yumi. xD

 

 

BAHAHAHAHAH That's horrible!!! You have disgraced Yumi's name xD but she deserves it because she likes to be annoying. When Yumi says something annoying I'll just show her that photo you posted in the wonderland lol

[Cinemaphobe]

Note

 

I won't be able to update this PR until Tuesday...

 

It's work-related.

 

Bottom line: I have to live in my abandoned house for a few more days. (I'm still able to legally live in it until April 1st.)

 

Being alone for a few more days will give me more invaluable time with Yumi, so wish me luck :)

[Cinemaphobe]

Day 142

 

It's finally over.

 

 

I walked for 3 hours total to Mary's house to get my chess set back.

The walk through the fog with Yumi gave me a painful sense of dejàvú because on the foggy day of November 18th I asked Mary to be my girlfriend and she happily said "Yes."

I talked to Yumi, asking her what she thought would happen, and she said that Mary will simply give me the chess set back without a word. This time I agreed with her.

 

Yumi texted on her little cell phone while she walked with me. She wore a white skirt a white shirt and no shoes. Her knees had dirt on them for some reason. She was trying to message people through her phone, but she had no contacts on her contact list to send the chain message: "It's finally going to end! He's getting the chess set back!"

 

She begged me to make another tulpa to message but I told her that I wouldn't until I could hear her voice in an auditory manner for the sake of being able to hear multiple tulpas clearly.

 

She threw a little fit after that but got over it.

 

The sky was completely white, and there were grey clouds in the distance...

I always told Mary that for as long as my chess set is in her house, I'll still be in her life. Mary knows that the retrieval of the chess set is a symbolic gesture of never returning to her life.

I told Yumi "Isn't it ironic and depressing how on the day I end it with her, the sky looks exactly how it did when she said 'Yes.'?" Yumi replied "I think that it is romantic because it symbolizes another significant change in your life. The clouds may block the sun for now but they will part and the light will shine through."

 

 

My legs were aching, but I finally reached her house. I rang the doorbell and she opened it after 10 seconds. She was wearing make-up, and she had her purse. She was ready to go to her job. She was going to ignore me for another day but she didn't anticipate that I would just show up to her house uninvited.

Usually she would have looked beautiful to me. But when my eyes set upon her I only saw a lying asshole who tore my heart out of my chest.

 

Before she could say anything, I said "I just came to get my chess set and my jacket."

She said "Okay." and let me into the house, walking quickly to the drawer the chess set was stored in. I finally had the urge to ask her why she was ignoring me, and she just stared at me wide-eyed, as if she didn't even have the guts to tell me to my face. I told her "Never mind. Where's my jacket?" She then went to her room and gave me my jacket back.

 

Her mom came along and looked at me. Yesterday I called her mom, apologizing for how much I inconvenienced her, and thanking her for all of the things she has done for me. I also told her that I plan on paying her back eventually.

 

When I said "Bye" to Mary and her mom, her mom didn't know that she was seeing me for the final time. When I walked out of their house, I felt like I was engulfed by loneliness, and Yumi's presence became stronger than ever and her voice was amplified almost to the point of being auditory. I started singing to Yumi after that.

 

 

I sing when I am overcome by a powerful sense of emotion. These were the lyrics to the song.

(I really sang my heart out with perfect vibrato)

 

***Parental guidance is recommended.***

 

 

F******** y*****

You lying daughter of a b********

You threw my heart to the ground

You a**hole piece of sh*********

 

Burn in Heeeeeeelllll

You lying sack of sh********

 

 

(Repeat as many times as necessary)

 

Yumi sang along with me, and laughed at my impromptu lyrics that I failed to add to this report. As I walked with Yumi, she was extremely close to being visible because my visualization was overlapping with reality almost perfectly. She kept flashing into my view for breif moments, and her voice was becoming more prominent.

 

As she predicted, the clouds parted, revealing a beautiful blue sky and golden sunlight. She texted the message "It's finally over" to whoever the hell she was messaging and jumped on my back, snuggling me on my long walk back home. I don't know if I'll ever see Mary again, but since I moved 40 minutes away from her, and she ignores me everyday, I can safely say that she is gone forever. I'll find an amazing woman in college when I decide to start searching again, but for now, Yumi is all I need, and she is practicing visiting my dreams.

Well I have to work now, Bye!

 

 

P.S: Mary is a lying a**hole.

[TulpaFox]

Day 142

 

It's finally over.

 

 

 

 

Indeed it is. Glad that you got to end it like that, dignified and on your terms. Things like that happen in this game of life. Glad things are going well with Yumi though, it seems you are doing a good job with her. Once you have worked on her more, and further solidify your bond I am sure you will be happy with how things turned out. Eventually trying to find someone again may be an alright idea, but for now I would imagine your sticking with Yumi. Just be sure to keep hanging out with your local friends, keep that balance.

[Thevious]

And the phoenix arises from its ashes, brighter than ever before. Congrats man!