Communication problems

[arduinoman12345]

Background: When I first started working on my tulpa sunset I had absolutely TONS of head pressures, I had them more when I was passive forcing. After about a week I got doubts and fell back, I stopped feeling head pressures almost altogether after that, I now maybe have them once a week at most. Ive had maybe 10 emotional responses after that and that's a stretch. Later on I decided to go into the wonderland and she showed many signs of sentience, including one that wierded me out. She was very happy to see me and even after the session gave me emotional waves that sent me into a giddy mess. But during the session I asked her to surprise me when we were standing outside our house, and she promptly kicked me in the face. Now I didn't feel as though that was meant to be any form of communication but that It was meant to surprise me.

Questions and misc: Now lately I have adopted a passive forcing (on 3/1/15 to be exact) that I have felt myself slipping up on. And I have been feeling her a lot more now, but I have one problem. I can't communicate with her, like, at all. I think she might be sleeping a lot, I have accepted that possibility into my mind. But I almost never get head pressures and I would like to know why. Does anybody have any reason as to what is going on? Thank you for your time

[Darcmanish]

The best way to solve a problem like this is train your subconscious. If youre able to change it you can basicly have controll about youre mind and also about the decissions you make. I had´nt had any head pressures from my tulpa yet becuse she started to talk at the first day of forcing. She dosen´t want to sleep either so i cant tell if sunset actually sleeps alot or is in a trance. Maybe its more like you think you aren´t able to communicate with her. If you see thoughts like this try to just watch them a bit and let them pass. Then you going to say: I am able to comunicate with sunset. Its called autosuggestion and it trains your subconscious and its pretty the only technique i would say it works for 90% of all people. But if it is realy becuse youre tulpa isnt able to comunicate with you, you need to ask her. Best way to do this is dreaming in my opinion. You shouldnt look for a guilty of the problem. You should focus more to the problem itself and work for a solution.

But thats just my opinion of course. Good luck you two!

[Missy]

I can't say anything for sure since this is between you two, but here are my thoughts:

 

- Stop doubting. Doubt slows you down. Honestly, I'm not surprised that you started to notice significantly less when you started doubting.

- You actively came back to your wonderland after falling back and experiencing a period of doubt. Happiness and a big emotional reaction is entirely normal.

- Don't just passive force. Missy did that for a long time, and you start to stink at active forcing if you just constantly rely on the passive.

- Maybe you're still letting doubts interfere. Maybe she wants to get past the stage of speaking through head pressures, and is trying to cut back on them. I don't really know. Just guesses.

 

-Melody