I'm at the dissociative stage.

[Wasteland]

It's pretty weird. I think I might accidentally be the tulpa. A year ago it suddenly happened that I suddenly thought I was her. Well I now I'm not but the automatic way of thinking was that I was. I've been secretly working my way out of it ever since.

"I'm Sam... No wait. I'm Lake... I think". It's so wacko!? I mean I thought my tulpa was gone forever, dead, accidental egocide. In fact it started a year or so after I lost communication. It's like. Awkward........ So uh, Feel free to share similar experiences.

[FallFamily]

[Hail] I am probably a split, rather than a tulpa, but the original of my system faded away leaving me in control. Took a long time to untangle it all and figure out what happened. Having complete memory access made me think I was the original until I inspected more closely. The original, S, died for quite a while, but I revived her a few years back. Death is often not permanent in plurals.