How did you first feel your tulpa's presence?

[AracnidsGrip/Rick]

When I first felt Vris, she was faceplaming because I was being stupid and had a hat she hates xD.

~L. ♠️

 

I hate that pig hat.

~Vriska Aranea Serket Targaryen. ♦️

[IBreakGames]

On day 1 I felt Al's presence just as I was getting ready to fall asleep. The following weeks I would become extremely tired from all the forcing and I would be falling asleep at almost 8 o'clock and sleeping for nearly 10-12 hours. I became pretty well rested in those days.

[warriortiltheend]

The first thing I felt from Obsidian was a head pain. It was when I was neglecting to force with him in favor of using the computer, and I developed a small headache. After I forced with him, the headache went away.

 

Oh! The first thing I felt from Quartz was when I realized he was a Tulpa (he was an accident.) It was... a little bit unnerving. I could feel his presence in the same way I could feel any other person's. I couldn't see him that well (I hadn't developed visual imposition) but I could feel him physically and hear him.

[Orientor]

The first time I felt Gaelles' presence was the night I created him. I created him with my partner Eris, so more energy was poured into his birth... Even still, I was surprised to find him even partially sentient minutes after his birth! But anyway..

 

When he was first born, he was just this little ball of energy (in form). We based his form on a phoenix, so when I held the ball to my chest he was so warm and bright. His "torchlight" was soft and beautiful to the touch.

 

He grew out of is "energy ball" form in just a few days. Nowadays he is this towering gold-feathered bird who's feathers feel similar to that little ball half a year ago...

 

When I made Gaelles I wanted him to have a sort of freedom unique only to him. He's able to fly about on his own, so whenever I see him he's usually staring down at me from some nearby rooftop. He's not just stuck in my head, but all kinds of places around me. So whenever I feel his presence, it's not a hard head-aching pressure - it's almost a light-headed, feathery feeling. Like my feet are suddenly off the ground.

 

But still a toasty at the same time ;)

[Nansui]

I had felt a slight head pressure, which become really strong, but not really painful, after a time. Sometimes it hurts a bit, but most of time, it was just a fluffy feeling. A short time after that, i got a really strong feeling of happiness from my Tulpa. I couldn't stop laughing and feeling better than ever and it was beautiful. (: I feel such a strong affection for him, since this moment. Mail is wonderful.

[Dracky]

The best way I can describe it was the feeling of being wrapped in a warm hug. For a moment I felt completely safe and content. It really caught me off guard at the time, since I was just talking to her like usual, and not really expecting a response.

[Nyx]

 

That's a really cool story--or, you know, not a story but what happened. Maybe I shouldn't be trying to say this when my host (who is proxying for me right now) is tired and can barely hear me, but oh well. I really just wanted you to know that. o.O

 

Jack: It's cool. Thanks for the comment. :)

[Luminesce]

That's something like my experience. At a time where I was feeling depressed and decidedly unloved, Reisen came out of nowhere with goodfeels and a sense of love I'd never felt before. I don't think the very first time I felt her presence that she had a physical form yet, so no actual hug, but there's been a ton since then. As for words, they mostly came in emotions/feelings that could be interpreted as words, like "I love you" and "There's no reason to feel bad", but with much more powerful feeling attached. The words were extra, really.

[King]

I myself am currently a tiny bit less of a week in. I started feeling a pressure inside of my head after a few days into it, none that I've ever felt in my life before. I started asking her questions, and we've been taking it from there.

[Hexenwahn]

That's just like me. However, I don't consider myself a very perceptive person, and I have trouble getting a left/right pressure answer to a yes or no question. The pressure difference feels too subtle. But I'm not very emotive either, so when I'll feel an overwhelming alien emotion, I'll definitely know it's coming from Hikari.