KruegerMeister April 20, 2015 Author April 20, 2015 4/19/15: Dash seemed pretty nervous about the possibility of copyright infringement. I tried to figure out if this webpage violates any sort of copyright law. I had a sore throat, but tried to sound like Rainbow Dash anyways by slightly pitching up my voice. [Pitching...meh. The rasp's the main thing.] ^Maybe you should try again when you don't have a sore throat...^ RD and I wondered what it'd be like to talk to Lauren Faust, or reveal to her that I have tulpas. Dash was pretty scared of lawyers.
KruegerMeister April 21, 2015 Author April 21, 2015 4/20/15: Keystroke told me that he considered the first time RD hypnotized me to be him his first day of life. I wondered if dream characters were proto-tulpas. Re: Dash's lawyer-phobia: Fluttershy said "You'll never know unless you take a chance." ["Lawyer-phobia"'s not the right word. Lawyers just happen to be the people who facilitate lawsuits; I care about you, Pet.] I know, Dash. It's like Fluttershy said, we can't live in fear of lawsuits. [You're the one whose work up-ness rubbed off on me!] ... Touché. I thought about the times I'd had trouble sensing my tulpas when I was emotional. These emotions were often "negative", such as sadness, not positive, such as the post-Walter Mitty Routine euphoria. When I bought a sandwich, Nina asked if they had bacon. They didn't. I asked her if she wanted to be anthro or feral. She asked which was easier for me to impose. I told her that it was her choice, and she stuck with feral. RD flew in two excited loop-de-loops when I heard that MLP was going to have a sixth season. When I walked into the bathroom, I saw Shou silhouetted in the dark. When I turned on the light, his back was reflected in the mirror, but there wasn't anything casting the reflection.
KruegerMeister April 22, 2015 Author April 22, 2015 4/21/15: RD briefly appeared as an Equalized pony, because I'd thought about Starlight Glimmer before bed last night. After this phase, she and I worked on vocal possession. I think I did a good job sounding like her, but I didn't record it, so I wouldn't know. Note for future reference: I didn't actively try to sound like her. I let RD hypnotize me, so that Sarah could possess me. Sarah: *delighted fangirl shriek* Me: I ended up dozing off from about 6:30PM to 7:30PM, and had trouble remembering what had happened before. RD cheered when I started to debate with a friend about human nature, even though the debate was a few minutes long and didn't really go anywhere.
KruegerMeister April 24, 2015 Author April 24, 2015 4/22/15: I forgot to log stuff (I think). I let Keystroke possess me (again, with a hypnosis aid courtesy of Rainbow Dash). He experimented with being a mare. When I peeled an orange, and juice spilled onto the paper I was peeling it above, I licked the juice up (I don't know why). RD asked what I was doing, and Fluttershy whistled "Bats!". Keystroke and I worked on possession. {Keystroke here. Mistress hypnotized me; I'm currently possessing my host. We actually did a full-body thing--I can...I can see hooves and all that jazz, but only if I concentrate on it. It's like how she turned into Slenderdash that one time with just the slightest thought. Still having trouble with my tail, tho. The fact that my hooves are sort of his fists? Oh, man, that just brings back memories from the early days :).}
KruegerMeister April 24, 2015 Author April 24, 2015 4/23/15: I asked my tulpas if I ever unintentionally 'forced them. [sometimes.] When I browsed Amazon for Pop Rocks, Fluttershy gave me advice on what to buy. ^ ^_^. We didn't end up buying anything, though.^ RD and I talked about stuff. Fluttershy said that she and my other tulpas couldn't have opinions different from mine because I hadn't thought about the topic until very recently. I thought about RD's sweatshirt (specifically, the lozenge/X symbol on it). When I wrote yesterday's entry into my PR log, RD said "We started out with a file w/ a script--part of it said your fingers'd curl into fists/hooves." {:D Yep.} [i think the X-diamond could be my cutie mark.] Later, RD wondered if "a cutie mark [was] absolutely necessary". I saw her hovering by some clouds when she said this, in Flash-animated form. When I browsed Amazon, Fluttershy commented on the oddity of someone "selling a single pack of Pop Rocks for $0.45." When I noticed it was 1:03AM, RD said I needed to go to bed.
KruegerMeister April 25, 2015 Author April 25, 2015 4/24/15: I listened to several German rock songs. Fluttershy swayed to one with a surreal animated music video. RD asked, "What, is every song ever an earworm now?" {Keystroke again. Possession/hypnosis. I looked in the mirror, and god damn, I was like "is that me?".} While browsing Amazon, Keystroke gave me a minor head pressure to indicate that he likes cherry-flavored Pop Rocks. {(re: the mirror) Then again, I'd say I was in a pretty deep trance. I think my/our eyes were glazed over, but I could've been misinterpreting that I didn't see that many eye veins. To my host: it's 2:00 in the morning, you need to go to bed.}
KruegerMeister April 27, 2015 Author April 27, 2015 4/25/15: I asked the Trio what they thought about the song "Creep". Nina asked why it mattered. When I watched a Let's Play of Sonic '06, RD and I wondered why the characters had such big heads. Nina and I worked on possession. She used the same "mirroring my actions" thing Sarah did last month. We were able to do full-body, but I think her mindvoice became sort of generic as the possession went on. Nina: I'd say it was fun. RD and I chatted about random stuff before bed. I thought about whether to make our mindscape 3-D or not.
KruegerMeister April 27, 2015 Author April 27, 2015 4/26/15: Keystroke and I worked on possession. {We didn't get much done today, did we?} ^Well, we did wake up at like 10:30...^ {*facehoof. To Krueger* Did you have to stay up 'till 3:00-bloody-AM last night?} Nina panted when one of my friends said that there were bacon-flavored Pop Rocks. Nina: Call me a dog-stereotype, but...bacon. F*cking. Bacon. Me: Keystroke and I worked on possession, but it didn't really pan out. {Meh, it was okay. We did full-body.} I asked Shou about encapsulated text, and he opted for pluses. +Like this. In case you're wondering, no, I don't know why my daughter suddenly likes bacon.+ [i blame Krueger. He's liked bacon since before we were here.] {Idareyoutophilosophizeaboutbacon!} What the ^yay^ are you guys doing? I stretched, and accidentally moved my hands to either side of my head, similar to a girl in a Youtube video about "male and female energy". RD made a sarcastic comment on this. Whenever my tulpas possess me, my mindvoice "comes from" somewhere on the body's left, and I can see and feel as normal. I wondered if this was possession or switching.
KruegerMeister April 29, 2015 Author April 29, 2015 4/27/15: When I imagined what it'd be like to reveal my tulpas to my mom, Fluttershy opted to explain it instead of RD, because RD would be more condescending than her. I thought about drawing a portrait of all my tulpas, maybe in our wonderland. When I asked RD what she wanted to do today, she said I had homework. +Cuz you do.+ [What's your obsession with long entries?] I dunno. I think it feels like we did more stuff if the entry's more packed with stuff. [Wanna work on our wonderland?] Sure. +Now hang on. Don't we have to name it first? I think either Rainbow Dash or you said that referring to it as "our wonderland" seemed dull.+ Plus 1 Internet for long sentence/vocality, um...minus 0.5 for form trouble (for about 50% of the above, I saw him in my mind's eye as an animated human. For the other 50%, I saw him as a static character sheet of his usual form; when he was in his usual form, he spoke in a whispery voice overlaid on a normal-volume voice. When I wrote everything from the semicolon to the period, he whispered it. [i'm not letting you pad this.] Wha? [You're putting separate things on separate lines! That's called padding, Pet!] 'Kay. Should I go back and edit that or-- [...I'd vote for authenticity; keep the exchange makin' sense.] I wondered why Chrysalis' hair was full if holes, since gravity would make the unconnected hairs fall. RD said "magic".
KruegerMeister April 29, 2015 Author April 29, 2015 4/28/15: RD and I talked about stuff (it was a short conversation that I don't remember). When my friend started philosophizing about truly random, Keystroke asked "Is the shape of bacon truly random? Is Sunset Shimmer's hair truly random?" {It's not my fault her hair looks like bacon.} [Who wants to bet we can turn bacon into a running meme!?] ^Running gag.^ When I read a FiMfic starring Fluttershy-the-character, I asked Fluttershy if she was okay with this. She said I needed to stop worrying about existential crises. When I thought about RD pretending to be a flesh-and-blood person, she expressed irritation at having to lie to be taken seriously. Fluttershy said that she'd be okay with this, comparing it to how Keystroke was still Keystroke when he changed his form to Dusk Shine. Out of nowhere, Keystroke pretended to be a mute fluffy pony for a few minutes. I asked Fluttershy and Keystroke if they wanted to hang out with me. When Fluttershy said she did, I saw an image of her sitting in a grassy field, wearing black leather socks. She and Keystroke brainstormed stuff. I ended up falling asleep instead of visualizing them.
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