Enny's new and (Probably) exciting adventures in Tuppermancy (Remastered 2022 ​😎​)

[Guest]

I'm about the same way with cycling. Right now I'm fine. Peaches on the other side of the bed, doing whatever it is she does when I'm not looking, I'll look over at her and we'll idly communicate every bit. It's pretty good. Few days? Who knows. Probably nothing. Still, up ah, all is well in Ennyland.

 

And I'm a bit different with the belief. When I started, nearly two years back, the whole totally separate consciousness thing is what kept me on, and did for a long time. Now, I'm less of that than ever, though regardless of what I know it to be, I still need to convince myself otherwise for it to work well, I guess. Who knows.

 

Peachy is gay and tupperforcing is gay and you're all gay, talk to you tomorrow nerds, now I sleep.

[Guest]

Two weeks.

 

Wow. Two weeks have I been active in this community, and I've contributed next to nothing. Aha, well, shit happens. Looking forward to another unproductive week of browsing this place!

 

So anywaay. Sigh. I've been considering moving past pony tup. Not because I dislike it, I really like it, but I can't keep it looking consistent. I can't even remember what Peachy looks like unless I look at a picture of her first, and that wears off in a few minutes. Seems pretty fine with humanoids, though. So maybe?

 

I don't know. I don't have anything in mind, so I don't know what we'd even switch to. And the name would probably have to change as well, might not fit whatever we pick, aha. Probably go with Polyphia? Yeah, that sounds alright. I'm far too lacking in the creativity department to make my own character, so I'll figger something eventually.

 

Peachy seems wary, but is starting to see my reasoning. I'm also starting to go out a lot more, and it's easier to imagine a human gal, over a pony, walking around with me. Learned that when I gave it a go with Miriam, back in the day. Also biking! Because I genuinely might get atrophy if I keep up this "Sitting in my chair playing games for twelve hours, sleeping the other twelve" shit. Imagine pegs on the back, arms around me, eh? That seems like it'd be better than trying to figure out how the pony run-cycle even works. I don't even know.

 

 

I'm pretty anti-modern-anime, but there are a few I like I can look through? And I like older stuff. I've pretty much seen every episode of Gundam ever created, so there might be someone I've thought looked cool or pretty in there. Who knows. I'm an unoriginal bastard.

[Jay]

So are you going to abandon Peachy, or try to help her transition into a human form? Peachy seems like a fine name, though. If you ask her whether she likes the name, can she answer yes or no? Maybe you could use a human version of Peachy's pony form to start with?

 

Lethal, my first tulpa, began as a pony, with a design I specifically made for her. The form was crappy, to be completely honest, and visualizing her was difficult, possibly because I was new to tulpas, maybe because it was a cartoon pony, maybe because it didn't resemble a human. At one point I believe that I saw her as a human during an active forcing session, and immediately decided to visualize her as one. Neither of us have looked back since, though her human form has gradually changed. What might be interesting is that, for a time after this transition, I tried visualizing her as a taller gal, but that eventually failed, with her returning to her smaller form. I guess the first one was near-perfect for her.

 

My other tulpa has undergone similar changes, starting out with the form of an anthropomorphic character and slowly transitioning to a human-like form. Right now I'm just not sure where my tulpas' forms lay on the realism-anime scale.

 

You should try it out if you feel like you're in a rut. Maybe doing so will result in a breakthrough of some kind.

[Guest]

Transition Peachy. I doubt much progress will be lost if we do decide to switch forms up, so I might go for it. There isn't any human art of her either, otherwise I would probably just use that, yeah.

 

And name, hm, we'll see. Peachy has been weird to say, honestly. I like it, but how it would fit on a human that doesn't resemble what I'm used to, I'm not sure. Course, I don't know about anything at this point. Peachy gave me a half-and-half nod on whether or not she'd like to keep the name, so again, not sure.

 

Few weeks ago, my brother had me watch this thing for a show called RWBY. The opening sequence to the second part or whatever. I liked the song, and wound up looking into it. A lot of people liked it, and a lot of people hated it, but a lot of the people who hated it wound up being weeb faggots who overanalyze everything, so I wound up watching it (Seriously, back in my day, we watched Robotech, and regardless of how much it sucked, we fucking loved it cause it was cool and robots ahhh). For a lot of the cliché, there were enough funny moments to keep me watching and I wound up enjoying it.

 

Anyway, I thought Ruby was a doll. Maybe that as a form? I also always thought Scheris from S-Cry-Ed was cool. I watched that a lot as a kid, and recently went through it again.

 

Form just cause I think it's cute is probably a bad idea, though, so I'll try and bring some more to the top of my mind.

 

Uhh.. Well, I can't right now, but I'll put some thought into it, yeah? Peachy is still a pone right now, and we'll manage like that until we can figure anything else out.

 

 

Edit: Spontaneous decision, gonna take a break from being on here, do a bit of forcing, maybe figure out a new form for Peachy.

 

See you lot next weekend, one of the days. Don't any of you die in your sleep or anything.

[Guest]

Scratch the last. I don't feel good about tuppers, or tupper sites right now. I'm not giving up on Peachy, but I really need to leave this time. Two weeks is too long. It's way, way too long..

 

Skype is currently Enny, but I think I initially registered as EnrisPony if that's what you need. Pic is Null, the pony with the long black hair. Not assuming anyone I'm not already in contact with wants to talk in the future, but who knows?

 

I didn't have much to contribute anyway, so it'll be fine. Too many damned PR's, probably good to kill one of them off..

 

Later. Won't reply to anything here, so if anyone wants to know what's up, or say stuff, yeah, Skype is the place to do that.

[arcanemagic]

Aw man, I really enjoy reading your PR but I can see why you need a break from everything so good luck, hope to see you back soon!

[Cinemaphobe]

You better come back Enny. Too many people disappear on this site.

[Guest]

Ugh, fiiiine. Anyone who's followed me for any length of time knew it wouldn't last anyway, no point in delaying this.

 

 

New rules: No more timed sessions, no more feel-bads for not doing an hour a day, so on, so forth. They don't help. Also, no more strictly-themed sessions. I might feel like narrating for five or ten minutes, then chilling and just thinking about Peachy for a bit, then I'll try and look at her. So I'm gonna keep at that, and try not to be so hard on myself for having trouble narrating, or visualizing, or whatever.

 

Anyway, all that being said, just spent time with her for the first time in a couple weeks. Put on some Daft Punk, despite her (as far as I know) not being their biggest fan, lit some smell-good stuff, relaxed, and just did whatever. Spoke, felt the music, thought about stuff, tried to just spend time with her. When I listen to music with buds in real life, I guess that's how it goes. Just sit, listen, talk when there's talking to do. I'll try to do that from now on. Head is feeling a bit pressurey, maybe? Well, had throbbing headaches this morning, so could be anything. Either way, success, failure, don't care. I'll try and spend however much time I feel like with her throughout the day, and keep it up from now on.

 

Hopefully less stress, for it.

 

Still a pony. I don't know what to change her to regarding humans, and I guess it doesn't matter. Will also stop referring to reference images when I can't remember what she looks like. I think they were handicapping me, to be honest, and being dependant on them isn't something I wanna be anymore. I'll worry about it when I'm feeling it, either way.

 

Alright to be posting again, I think I was suffering from actual withdrawals for a while, there.

[arcanemagic]

First off, welcome back! I missed reading this :P

Secondly(that's a word, right? It's always seemed like it is until now... meh.), those new rules seem like they'll do some good. I used to beat myself up for not meeting my goals with Markus and it really didn't help. We follow a method similar to the one that you've got now. It works for us, for the most part :P

[Dracky]

Glad to see you back, d00d! Based on my experience setting really strict goals just makes forcing feel like more of a chore, which probably doesn't help. Listening to music and just chilling sounds like a good idea; I think the most progress I've made is when I was relaxing and listening to music. Also props for liking Daft Punk.