Confessions of a Poorly Trained Tulpa

[DreamDoll]

It's okay to treat me (Melian) and Mistgod as separate peoples. :-)

[Guest]

I'm just over cautious. I doubt he meant offense anyway.

[DreamDoll]

I'm just over cautious. I doubt he meant offense anyway.

 

Not at all.  I would never take offense.  Lumi and I go way, way back and he has stuck up for Mistgod and I, going way out on a limb sometimes and standing up against a lot of (understandable) anti-Mistgod-Melian hate and resentment.  Lumi protected us in the past and we won't forget about that.  It wasn't blind either, Lumi had his reasons and doesn't really play favorites.  We greatly value his advice, even when it is a stern warning or reprimand.

[Guest]

I have to say, Lumi is really cool. A little preachy though, so I guess you take the good with the meh. B likes to try to preach back to him in a way, but it's all in fun and he has a good sense of humor obviously.

 

His whole system is full of warm and welcoming people. Tewi is ironically the most warm and welcoming in our opinion, if I can speak for all of us.

 

[bear] Tewi is our favorite, yeah.

[DreamDoll]

I miss being able to respond with just emoticons or gifs, but I do recall that is against forum rules on Tulpa.info. I would have just normally put up a picture of a big ol' heart in response to something like this. It says it all and in a simple way. I love that about Deviantart. I did do that in a few places in this giant thread, like post nothing but a giant heart, but started getting warnings for doing it if I recall.

[Guest]

I don't know about lounge, but you can do that in games, like LOTPW, we've done that.

[DreamDoll]

I don't know about lounge, but you can do that in games, like LOTPW, we've done that.

 

I could always post a picture of a heart along with a short poem.  LOL

[Guest]

In LOTPW, we have just posted pictures, I don't think people would care even if it's not allowed, but I'm pretty sure it is. Don't follow my advice though.

[DreamDoll]

Okay. I think what I will do is always make sure there is text accompanying an image. It's simple enough and I avoid irritating the moderators.

[DreamDoll]

AND Mistgod and I are leaving again. It didn't take long did it?

 

We have to take breaks because we get so easily agitated. I tell you what the conversation in this thread here https://community.tulpa.info/thread-general-negative-feel-like-i-ve-gone-too-far has got me PISSED OFF. This is precisely why Misty and I resist the concept of tulpas being independent from imagination. Anxiety and fear based on tulpa sentience (and the ethics related to tulpa sentience) are really, really, really, really, really full of cringe. It's incredibly frustrating for me and Misty to see people come in here worried that they are spawning real people in the head, or could spawn real people in their head, just by imagining and thinking. Oh my friggin' gods.

 

LOOK, Misty spawned me because he wanted to do that. Thankfully, he recognizes the products of his imagination and can pretty much usually make a distinction between what is real and what is fantasy. It's okay to have a vivid imagination and enjoy it.

 

WE .... ARE.....FRIIGIN.....LEAVING.

 

We are just going to get pissed off again when this subject comes up. This place can bite me butt for now.