GrayTheCat December 17, 2018 December 17, 2018 You need to make an Earl Gray to be head among them or something. Blue (Gold at the time) was assigned and in part created to be in charge, but the other's attitudes were basically "no" and Blue was never considered a leader. Aside from myself and Ranger, the closest Gray to a leader is Dark Gray, but he takes the role of older brother or dad more than leader. The Grays never treated him like a leader because he has caused a lot of trouble in the past and has a bad reputation for it. I'm like never going to check this account. If you want to ask me something, you should check our status on Ranger's account instead. Meow. You may see my headmates call me Gray or sometimes Cat. I used to speak in pink and Ranger used to speak in blue (if it's unmarked and colored assume it's Ranger). She loves to chat. Our system account
GrayTheCat December 17, 2018 December 17, 2018 Earl Gray was a tea joke. Happy monday! Now I get the joke... technically I am Earl Gray I guess... Half of the Grays have color names because "I am the greatest at giving names." One of the Grays actually has two names... I wonder if you guys can guess which one I'm like never going to check this account. If you want to ask me something, you should check our status on Ranger's account instead. Meow. You may see my headmates call me Gray or sometimes Cat. I used to speak in pink and Ranger used to speak in blue (if it's unmarked and colored assume it's Ranger). She loves to chat. Our system account
Guest December 17, 2018 December 17, 2018 Thank god Ranger is a good guy! You have an incredibly interesting set of thoughtforms... all my thoughtforms whi seem evil are just misunderstood and they never really do any harm-ish to anyone except for a scarce few, but you need a protagonist in a story, i just chose to make them 'the bad guy' but they're not really bad, okay one or two are pretty horrible... i just hope Stephan King never discovers tulpamancy, his intrusive thoughts would be insane.
GrayTheCat December 17, 2018 December 17, 2018 Right now none of the Grays are truly evil...well maybe Moltosha is still a little bit evil but everyone else was never evil to begin with or deviated away from evil. Red Gray is trying to be more friendly, Hope isn't really evil either, and Dark Gray stopped trying to cause trouble a long time ago. Bune can be creepy but he's not evil. Most of the other Grays are neutral-good or just neutral. Evergreen is neutral now, and he certainty isn't scary anymore. Jasper was never a bad guy to begin with even though he was a little bit scary. He has mellowed out and while he's a bit antisocial he seems to be getting along with Red Gray at least. Blue was and is pretty much always a good guy, and so is Ranger. I'm like never going to check this account. If you want to ask me something, you should check our status on Ranger's account instead. Meow. You may see my headmates call me Gray or sometimes Cat. I used to speak in pink and Ranger used to speak in blue (if it's unmarked and colored assume it's Ranger). She loves to chat. Our system account
Guest December 20, 2018 December 20, 2018 Lumi, I don't think my visualization is dangerously good, but my memories of those adventures are becoming that way, and i do underappreciate it because i just feel like everyone should be capable to be this way. I would say my visualization is like a lucid dream, as in 'more real than real life' for less than a second at a time, during moments of awe. Like perfect sunlight, casting perfect dust lit beams of light in an old study through a stained glass window. But most of the time, it's just like getting into the good part of a book you like, except the book is about you. My lucid dreams aren't as complex as that. My real life is feeling somewhat faded in that the things i do involve a lot of work in front of a computer and that in itself is easy to become lost in just doing the work. Plus i have hyperfocus due to slightly autistic tendencies and easy to come by obsessions. So in essence my wonderland may not be like fully emersive continuously on 3D brilliance, but the memories i take from the adventures are better in any qualitative way than walking to the store to buy milk. In the last lucid dream i really liked, Misha stood in front of me and i saw her as if she was standing in front of me in real life and in way more detail all at once than i could replicate in my imagination. That was pretty cool, i'd like to have visualization that good, and i think i can for less than a second at a time, rarely. So lately, i've been playing with those moments before sleep when hypnagogic images begin to appear, and when i'm in a quiet room and totally relaxed, i can achieve that state. Visualization in that state is probably 60-75% of a lucid dream. This is way better than i could ever hope to do 9 months ago. This is what i'm concentrating on. If Bre can get full imposition, i want full visualization inside my mind. I don't care if I actually achieve this, but i want to do this with my tulpas more than anything else and they want it too.
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