Creepy sentience too early?

[Harugot]

I posted on the tulpa reddit thread earlier but I wanted other opinions.

 

So i just started making my tulpa about a week ago. Ive been forcing every day but there were some very strange moments in the first couple of days. One time while forcing my tulpa, an image of a hyper realistic face flashed across my vision (my tulpa is from an animated show) and it kind of shocked me. I assumed it was nothing and tried to go back to it but all I saw was the image. My tulpa was only 2 or so days old at the time and I didnt think there was any way it could be sentient but it really scared me. It happened again 2 days ago but this time it was her face and it was bloodied up. That one kept me up for a good while. I guess my question is can tulpa's respond or interact with you using images? As far as I can tell she still cant speak but she keeps nudging me to change her name it feels like, (she started as molly, changed to sally, then to lily, and now to nadi). I just feel like it's way too early for her to be doing this.

 

On another note I was wondering if anyone has tried this game we play and if they met any success with trying it. So basically (it was her idea i think) I close my eyes and she leads me around my house. The whole goal is to try to do a lap around the house with her leading me without bumping into anything.

 

TLDR: my tulpa seems to interact with me through images, and very early in the forming process. is that possible?

 

Please guys, I'm not trolling, I just want to know if I should be doing something differently here and I don't want to do anything to hurt her.

[Linkzelda]

I posted on the tulpa reddit thread earlier but I wanted other opinions.

 

So i just started making my tulpa about a week ago. Ive been forcing every day but there were some very strange moments in the first couple of days. One time while forcing my tulpa, an image of a hyper realistic face flashed across my vision (my tulpa is from an animated show) and it kind of shocked me. I assumed it was nothing and tried to go back to it but all I saw was the image. My tulpa was only 2 or so days old at the time and I didnt think there was any way it could be sentient but it really scared me. It happened again 2 days ago but this time it was her face and it was bloodied up. That one kept me up for a good while. I guess my question is can tulpa's respond or interact with you using images? As far as I can tell she still cant speak but she keeps nudging me to change her name it feels like, (she started as molly, changed to sally, then to lily, and now to nadi). I just feel like it's way too early for her to be doing this.

 

On another note I was wondering if anyone has tried this game we play and if they met any success with trying it. So basically (it was her idea i think) I close my eyes and she leads me around my house. The whole goal is to try to do a lap around the house with her leading me without bumping into anything.

 

TLDR: my tulpa seems to interact with me through images, and very early in the forming process. is that possible?

 

Please guys, I'm not trolling, I just want to know if I should be doing something differently here and I don't want to do anything to hurt her.

 

Before I respond to this, this is just something I think we all go through:

 

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transderivational_search

 

Because TDS is a compelling, automatic and unconscious state of internal focus and processing (i.e. a type of everyday trance state), and often a state of internal lack of certainty, or openness to finding an answer (since something is being checked out at that moment), it can be utilized or interrupted, in order to create, or deepen, trance.

 

TDS is a fundamental part of human language and cognitive processing. Arguably, every word or utterance a person hears, for example, and everything they see or feel and take note of, results in a very brief trance while TDS is carried out to establish a contextual meaning for it.

 

The point where I'm getting at here, don't worry about seeing these things early as being creepy or a bad thing. It's just that your unconscious mind is connecting the dots and making neurological connections a bit better (and by that, the totality of it, like preconscious, subconscious, etc.).

 

Our mind generally has better hold on imagery, and there are ways where we can use words to induce a type of imagery, like:

 

'Imagine'

'Just pretend for a moment'

'How would it feel like'

'Do you know....'

Etc.

 

Those words themselves, and much more induce the TDS (transderivational search) so that your unconscious mind can make better imagery and find things to match and mirror those words based on your desire. So just see it as a good thing, and just have continued assurance that it's going to get better, because it really will get better. Trust me, your unconscious imagination combined with you doing mental exercises to be more aware of it will make your experience that much easier to do.

The main battle we all have is finding ways to temporarily set aside our critical factor (or bypassing it) so that we can start seeing the wonders of implicit knowledge, transderivational search, and other types of automatic and unconscious responses from the unconscious mind that helps us in our tulpa-related endeavors.

 

TL;DR : If the thoughts come by without you being able to conceptualize them in advance consciously, be very grateful for that, because most people (like what I did for 9 months) tend to take that for granted. There are ways for you to let things happen unconsciously, but it's just a matter of making exercises, rather than using symbolism and hoping people get the idea.

 

I hope to make a guide some day in the future, but right now I'm experimenting with it, since it has a lot activities a host (and tulpa) can do. But so far, it's helping with my imagination/visualization/etc. along with my tulpa's vocality. When you see your unconscious mind as your ally and you practice finding ways to collaborate with it (metaphorically speaking of course), there's nothing that can stop you other than fear itself.

[Harugot]

thanks for the reply, i was kind of hesitant to visit her in her wonderland again but ill keep at it from now on.

[Angus and Alexis]

"The point where I'm getting at here, don't worry about seeing these things early as being creepy or a bad thing. It's just that your unconscious mind is connecting the dots and making neurological connections a bit better (and by that, the totality of it, like preconscious, subconscious, etc.)."

 

O.o

 

I have been wondering what the hell was happening when i started making Alexis, now it is all clear, thanks ;D