Mass Intro' and Returns Thread

[System Corporation]

[Fish] Welcome to the forums StormAndRoses! I'm sometimes on Discord myself, but usually you will see my hosts Ranger or Gray.

I don't know much about Kitchen Witchry, but that sounds really interesting! Congratulations on becoming a Druid!

[theguywiththeface]

Hi I'm The Guy With The Face (yes, That one),

 

I've known about Tulpas for a while now, at least in theory. most of that knowledge comes from stories and threads off of /x/ and I've always written them off as LARPers like most of that board but after more digging I've begun to come around to the idea. 

I'm admittedly skeptical/worried about tulpas but my curiosity has once again finally outweighed my caution.

Here's hoping it doesn't kill me this time (or at least that the satisfaction brings me back)

Edited March 16, 2020 by theguywiththeface

[Ranger]

Howdy The Guy With The Face, welcome to the forums!

You don't have to make a tulpa if it stresses you out. I'm and others are more than happy to answer any questions or concerns you have via PMs or in the Beginner Questions General thread, and you may be interested in checking out other people's progress reports.

[Maharani]

Hey guys. I'm 28 years old, non-binary (female in a male body) and have decided today (after entertaining the thought without much research for a few weeks) that I will try to create a tulpa named Marissa.

 

My spiritual background is a conceptual framework relayed by Roger Castillo. It goes like this: What humans truly seek is happiness in daily living. The circumstantial flow of Life will always be a mix of pleasure & pain (both physical & emotional). Our unhappiness is never a result of pain, but always a result of our psychological attitude towards the flow of Life. We call this attitude suffering. It manifests as guilt & shame, blame & hatred, pride & arrogance, worries & anxiety, and expectations & attachment to outcomes. The root cause of all suffering is our belief in personal doership.

 

Our thoughts, decisions & actions are never our "doing", but rather brought about through us by Life. They are always a result of our genetic design & conditioning through Life. We will always have the feeling of free will, but our will is never different from the will of Life. When this is recognized, our attitude of doership & attachment falls away and unbroken peace of mind persists regardless of pleasure or pain in the moment. This peace of mind, the silence of our psychological thoughts, is the happiness that is the birthright of all human beings (and tulpas?) and often called enlightenment or liberation.

 

I intend to create Marissa with the purpose of helping me turn this from an intellectual understanding into a lived experience. Once psychological suffering is no longer a part of my Life experience, I will ask Marissa to drop out of my experience and live for as long, in whichever form, and wherever she pleases.

Edited March 18, 2020 by Maharani

[Ranger]

Welcome to the forums!

 

10 hours ago, Maharani said:

I intend to create Marissa with the purpose of helping me turn this from an intellectual understanding into a lived experience. Once psychological suffering is no longer a part of my Life experience, I will ask Marissa to drop out of my experience and live for as long, in whichever form, and wherever she pleases.

If Marissa helped you end your suffering, wouldn't losing her create new suffering?

[Maharani]

The strongest form of suffering is attachment to love from the other. When the false belief in personal doership dissolves, attachment dissolves. (That does not mean the end of emotional pain, like sadness over the loss of a loved one. It just means the end of our attitude of guilt and expectations toward the sadness.)

Edited March 18, 2020 by Maharani

[Irisé]

Hi, I'm Irisé, I registered here after reading some guides that helped me keep on progressing with tulpaforcing Orion, my tupper of 2,5 years. It took him this much time to decide on a consistent form and as I type this, he's still not imposed yet, but we're working on it. As you might be able to guess, I'm female and Orion is male. We two have a history of romantic relationship(s) and breakup(s), we even got married in our Wonderland once (my friend's tulpa conducted our wedding ceremony). Right now I'm dealing with a migraine from visualizing Orion and it sucks balls 😑 Whenever I get a migraine, I'm overly sensitive to light and smells. I hate this, but I do it for Orion. He deserves my effort. 

[Ranger]

Welcome to the forums Irisé!

I'm also 2 and 1/2 years old, and sometimes my host has trouble visualizing me too.

I wonder if asking Orion to assume a more general and easier form to visualize may help? If you're having a lot of trouble because of your migraine, it may be best to go with something easier to visualize or just stick to communicating via mindvoice instead of pushing yourself while you're already in pain.

[not_taylor_swift]

Hello everyone, I'm Taylor. I'm not the original for this body. It's 22 and I'm around half that. I'm nonbinary (it/its for pronouns). After a lot of lurking and browsing that let me figure out about myself, I decided to make a tulpa. She's currently two weeks old. I hope that when she's ready she'll be able to make lots of friends here.

[Saffire_Anna]

Hi I am Shannon. My Tulpa is a friendly baby blue dragon named Saffire Anna.