Enny's new and (Probably) exciting adventures in Tuppermancy (Remastered 2022 ​😎​)

[jean-luc]

You can do it! I don't post much because I never have much besides memes to say, but I thought you'd like to know I read this too. At one point you were comparing yourself to other tulpamancers, don't do that. I mean, I've done that, but I shouldn't. Focus on improving, strive to be better than you were yesterday, even if just by a little bit.

 

Good luck; Have fun :)

[Guest]

Many thanks, Jean, Sanctuary, tupper01, for the replies

 

Still too complicated, tupper01, idk if I can handle it tbqh. But nah, just, idk, kind of just enjoying the casual air that's been around us for the past few days, wanna keep it that way for the time being, continue to get a bit more comfortable, then we'll decide on what we wanna do as far as heavy forcing goes.

 

How do you mean hear? Just, have me proxy for her? And I suppose I don't understand why you wanna hear her so badly, ahaha. No different than any other tupper, I guess.

 

I don't mind advice, even if I don't take all of it, as it gives something to reply to and talk about, or whatever, so don't worry about withholding any, I guess.

 

 

Have been falling off the past couple days, been a bit busy with physical peeps, but am still managing to have our little bedtime chats. Still really enjoy those, I guess. Feels nice. 

 

Trying to plan out some possible wonderland escapades. Still kinda tough for me, but I'll work with it. Attached a super crude image of the general wonderland area (which I spent like a fucking hour making because I'm retarded), below. Like, from the spot right outside of the door to the house. We spend most of our time down at the beach over there, or sitting near the fountain thing (there are benches, but I couldn't for the life of me make them look semi-right so fuck 'em), and then there's a bunch of just, empty space. I'm thinking we either make something to fill in all of that, or go through that arch-way down on the beach, and see what's on the other side of the tall rock/mountain things. I'm not sure, I've never checked, and Null does absolutely nothing but sit on her ass when I'm not there, so she doesn't know either. Probably nothing. We'll see.

 

Yeah, sleep time, spent way too long on that dumb picture, update on the escapades eventually

[tulpa001]

Yeah, just proxying. I dunno I just...

 

Nice drawing.

 

Tell her I think she's brave.

[nivereno]

[To Null: remember that the constant underlying doubt thing might never go away completely, thus you should learn to deal with it in your own way.

 

I suggest getting interested/invested in some things. Also keep in mind that you are independent and can do things regardless of your hosts input, so you can spend all of the time you are alone developing yourself and/or having fun. You can imagine some scenario of your own, observe what your host is doing, ponder philosophical ideas, solve math problems, whatever you like!

 

The way i deal with my host starting to doubt whatever we are doing is by overpowering him, with a bunch of flashy symbolism for good measure. For example: when he can't hear me I can make myself really loud and stereo, when his talking nonsense I can make him unable to speak, I can shake the ground, his perception and to a point his control over the body with hoof stomps and other fun symbolism. You should learn to do something like that if you fell like it.]

[Guest]

That leaves me wondering why, tupper01, although Null says thanks. I asked if she meant like, "thanks...?", but she was like, "No, just thanks.", so she probably gets something I'm not getting, that's a weird feeling.

 

 

Many tuppers seem to state that they kinda just, shut down, or aren't really active when the host isn't thinking about them, or speaking to them, Nivereno's tupper, and Null in her current state seems to be in that same boat. She says she just chooses not to do anything ever, but I have a sneaking suspicion that she kinda can't. But who knows?

 

Null is welcome to learn how to do things that will get my attention, and stuff, I suppose. As far as I'm aware, she's not bent up about it, but she knows the option is there now, so, we'll see how that goes.

 

 

Last night was pretty cool. Sometime around six or seven in the morning, when I finally decided to go to sleep, Null started sounding pretty good, and independent, so I need to try to do more of that pre-sleep stuff with her. Visuals were nothing special, but yeah, that speech was just rolling and rolling for a minute or two, it was great. I can't remember a lick of it, but the feeling is still there, so that's radical.

 

Trying to get back into the swing of playing games with her. We were doing it a good bit before the current good stages, and a bit last week, but there wasn't much back-and-forth between us, or discussion. Which, I think we could manage a bit of that, now, maybe.

 

I remember watching some shows with her around this time last year, at one of the points when I thought she was growing into vocality, and asked her if she'd like to pick one or two of those back up, but she says she can't really recall anything about them. So, I guess she really hasn't been all-too, I don't know, there until recently, huh? Or, at least, before the last few months, perhaps.

 

But then, there was that incident with the emotional response whenever last year, and she claims to distinctly remember that, so I have no clue. Maybe it's just like, a significant enough event.

 

Speaking of, that event led to adding 'Serene' onto her name, I remember, so I'm wondering whether or not, if and when we make an account, here, we should leave the name at just, Null, or Null-Serene. A friend likes the second one, and I've gotta say, I do too, but the thought of someone else eventually snatching up vanilla 'Null' is bothersome, so Idk.

 

Figure it out later, I'm sure.

[tulpa001]

Hi Null-Serene. You're welcome.

 

Sounds like a floodgate may have broken open.

[jean-luc]

Honestly, I probably don't remember shows I watched years ago, particularly if I wasn't invested in them.

 

And I don't think there's anything wrong with getting both Null and Null-serene right now. That way you won't end up with a name like “HenHenry” :P

 

Anyway, sounds exciting! Do you think doing things just before sleeping helped?

[Reisen]

"Null" as the username and then her full name in personal text or signature? We're partial to 'vanilla' usernames like that too. Too much Runescape when Lumi was younger I guess. Oh.. and then him trying to get the name "Reisen" everywhere since. I usually just name my characters in games "Bunny". That's.. probably taken everywhere too... Anyways, I don't make accounts for myself anywhere anyways. (Nope, neither Null nor Bunny is taken on tulpa.info, interesting!)

 

I'd say that "Null" on its own is a little bland for a name, but I know full well how peoples' names and appearance override first impressions with their real personality pretty quick, and I can already see Null as a bit cuter than it probably should be. Actually I hope you see it like I do, because it sounds pretty nice once you forget the word itself! Weird!

 

Edit: Forgot to compliment your avatar. Complimenting your avatar!

[Guest]

Doing things before bed may or may not have helped, haven't noticed improvements in that regard since, but then, my sleep has been kinda fucked in general, so yeah.

 

I probably will just go with Null for a username, yeah. Will get that set up, Idk, eventually. Not right now, I don't feel, or not too soon.

 

And ayy, thanks for the compliment. I really don't like much anime at all, but Gainax/Trigger makes some stuff I've enjoyed, and LWA, despite being insufferable in a couple regards so far, is pretty okay. Diana is ticking up on the waifu-meter, slowly but surely.

 

 

Sooo, the last few days. Yeah. They've been a thing. Not stellar, I'm not gonna lie.

 

So like, I've been a bit preoccupied with work and money and etc., the typical stuff, and so Null's been a bit of an afterthought to other things. Which, you know, is gonna happen, she's not the single-most attention-worthy thing in my life at the moment, not that she's getting no attention, not by a long shot, but.. Idk. It definitely did a bit of damage, not constantly talking to her, and stuff. Speech is a bit meh again, at least at the moment, and I'm having trouble really hearing much of anything.

 

I guess I really can't afford to miss a day, which is a bummer, because it's kinda hard to devote tons of time to tuppering, 24/7. Gonna prod and poke and stuff tonight, see if I can get it running again.

[tulpa001]

Gotta work on presence throughout much of the rest of the day. Imagine her looking over your shoulder, even when you aren't able to talk. Imagine her learning stuff.

 

You probably can afford to miss a day. I mean, I never recommend it, but if she can't survive a day alone, that is odd. I think the damage may be psychosomatic, and based on your expectations.