May April 11, 2015 April 11, 2015 Has any ever had a tulpa that was made form their dark thoughts or influenced by you dark thoughts or some varient of that? Is it even possible for a tulpa to be that or to be influenced by that, by you or on its own?
Piaapo April 11, 2015 April 11, 2015 Well, there was this "voice" who kept on saying mean things about people around me. It firat didn't have any form, but I always knew where it was. Later on, I realized that I had made a new tulpa. And not a good one. It always tried to cause terror in my wonderland and only I was able to beat it. It always had different forms, that's why I called it a shapeshifter type tulpa. No matter how many times I "killed" it, it always came back in a matter of days. One day he even destroyed my whole wonderland. I started to call him "Alias" by the fact that he didn't want to tell us his name. Well, later he told me his name. His name was Azrac. He didn't want to tell it because he knew I would tell it to my other tulpamancer friends. And he didn't like humans. He liked only me. He wanted to protect me and was still holding grudges against all the people who made my life hard in junior high school. He hated that I let those bad feelings go. He wanted me to avenge them or something I guess. Later he changed into she and her name was Lita. Soon Lita left and I haven't seen her since. I'm telling this because I think Azrac was born from my inner hatred towards the people I hate, so yes, I guess what you're saying is possible. But if you don't want it to happen and it happens, just don't interact with it. They will eventually fade away :) ~Amicitiae nostrae memoriam spero sempiternam fore~
May April 12, 2015 Author April 12, 2015 Hmmmm. Thanks. I'm asking this because I have 3 tulpas from mine and my tulpas dark thoughts. Their names are Hylda, Vinitus, and Omega. They named themselves. Hylda looks like a dark version of May. Vinitus looks like dark version of me and Omega looks like a dark version of my other tulpa Maria. I say "are" because they ate still here and don't seem to want to leave. And for some weird reason... I'm OK with that. I mean dark thoughts are part of who we are right? Then aren't those tulpas from our dark thoughts a part of us too? Sorry that "ate" is supposed to be an "are" XD I have big fingers for small buttons
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