Cas and Sam's adventures

[Stanheights]

Today I'm feeling a bit less tired so talking to Sam has been a bit easier, I think. It's still kind of hard to listen for responses, though.

 

I asked him what he was gonna have for lunch a while ago and I think he had.. spaghetti, maybe? Not entirely sure.

 

And today me and my class are gonna go out and camp until tomorrow, so I might not have much time to be in dreamscape. Or I don't know. I could probably manage to do that before I go and sleep. And I mean, Sam's gonna go there with me anyways.

 

I did go into dreamscape briefly a couple of times earlier, and both of the times Sam was just lying on the couch doing nothing.

 

Also, yesterday the house had two beds all of a sudden. I think that might've been an error or something, because a day or two ago I put the bed in a different place. I lied in one of the beds and Sam was asleep on the other. And when I went to kiss him goodnight or something he just pulled me down next to him so I'm fairly sure that's where I slept in dreamscape. It was nice, though.

 

Today I might also practice a bit of visualization, just because I feel like it. And I'll have to make sure Sam packs some stuff for later as well, because he's coming with me.

[Stanheights]

Oh, I forgot to mention one thing from today.

 

I let Sam control my left hand and he drew some stars and a squid! (I was probably helping a tiny bit, though, because it was a bit more "stable" than usual.)

 

Of course I can't be 100% sure it was mostly him controlling my hand, because it still felt like my hand, but at the same time it always feels like that, just a bit different.

 

I'm fairly sure it was him controlling it most of the time, though, because I'm not good at doing anything with my left hand and I'm pretty sure Sam can use both his right and left hand to write and draw.

 

I'm a bit nervous for tonight, because I'm not good at being around people. But at least I'll have Sam with me. Maybe he could help me talk to people or something, I don't know.

 

And since we're free from school most of tomorrow I think I'm gonna do some things with Sam. Because I haven't done much of anything I've said I'm gonna do.

[AnnagaiaLovesEDM]

Wooow!

Just..wow.

I found this when I was messing around in this forum.

I read all your posts, and I'm really happy for you.

I enjoy this so much that I'm feeling like I MUST leave a comment, seriously...I'm thinking of having a tulpa and if I will ever have one I think that mine will be really similiar to yours.

Don't give up!

Greet Sam for me xx

Annagaia

[Stanheights]

Wooow!

Just..wow.

I found this when I was messing around in this forum.

I read all your posts, and I'm really happy for you.

I enjoy this so much that I'm feeling like I MUST leave a comment, seriously...I'm thinking of having a tulpa and if I will ever have one I think that mine will be really similiar to yours.

Don't give up!

Greet Sam for me xx

Annagaia

 

Wow, thank you!:') I'm really happy you enjoy reading my progress reports!

Sam says hi!:>

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I'm back home now, finally.

 

I have mosquito bites literally all over the place and I'm a bit jealous of Sam for not being a big mosquito magnet like me.

 

Yesterday I made Sam pack some things and I'm not even sure what he put in his backpack. When I looked I saw spaghetti but that couldn't have been real. I mean, who puts lots of spaghetti in their backpack..? (I'm pretty sure Sam replied with "I do" when I wrote that question, what a weirdo.) His backpack was black and pretty nice-looking, if I'm gonna be honest here. I'm pretty sure he wore some kind of cardigan in the beginning when we were at that camping place.

 

Half of the night was pretty bad for me, I was really sad, but Sam comforted me and was there for me like he usually is. And he just hung around me most of the night, I believe. I just imagine him around me in my mind, and he usually just does whatever. I guess he's usually just sitting around, tho'.

 

He went swimming with me, and I think he thought it was nice. The water was cold the first time, though. But still, it was nice. I think he wore white and black shorts, but I'm not totally sure because I expected him to wear pink shorts or something.

 

And when I visited him in dreamscape for the night I lied down with him outside instead of inside the house. That was pretty nice.

 

Today I'm gonna take it easy because I don't have school until tomorrow, but I'm also gonna try and do some things with Sam.

[Stanheights]

I have talked a bit to Sam since I got home.

 

At about lunch time I asked him what he was having and he was eating ramen, apparently.

 

And we tried a bit of thought ping-pong a while ago and it went okay, but I'm really bad at concentrating. I totally wanna try that again tomorrow.

 

But now I'm gonna go sleep, actually. I've kinda screwed my sleeping scedule over bit that's whatever. Like I can easily turn it around again now that's school's started.

[Stanheights]

I talked more to Sam today! I'm really happy about that.

 

He was really easy to talk to after he woke up in the morning, and I spent some time in school talking to him. He responded a bit more than usual which was nice.

 

I can't remember much of what we actually talked about, though. But I do remember talking a bit to him about this school photo I was gonna take. I just imagined him standing behind me while the picture was taken doing something silly. I even asked him if he could actually do that, because it'd honestly be really funny, but I got nervous later and I don't think he did it. Not sure, though. And I did get a picture of him in my head where he was in a school photo doing a weird face once, also.

 

I'm just gonna talk to him a bit today, maybe visit him. Oh, wait. I did visit him briefly in dreamscape. I don't remember what happened, though. My memory is so bad.

 

But yes, today I'm gonna talk to him and maybe visit him in dreamscape. We'll see.

I'm glad he's talked a bit more, at least.

[Akecalo]

I'm glad that things are going well for you now. We have enjoyed your progress report. Good luck for the future and I'm sure you will both be very happy together.

 

[Maya: Hi Sam, good luck with your development. I can't wait to see you posting here :) ]

[Stanheights]

I'm glad that things are going well for you now. We have enjoyed your progress report. Good luck for the future and I'm sure you will both be very happy together.

 

[Maya: Hi Sam, good luck with your development. I can't wait to see you posting here :) ]

 

Thank you!!:) (from both me and Sam!)

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Yeah, this'll be my last update for today because I'm probably gonna go to bed like.. after writing this.

 

I haven't talked to Sam as much as I've wanted to, but that's really just because my brother came and visited and yeah. It's a bit hard to talk to Sam while talking to other people. I might talk to him a bit before sleeping, though. Yeah, that sounds pretty good.

 

My friend might come over tomorrow, but I'm not sure. I guess that would be nice but at the same time I'd rather just be with Sam and do stuff with him over the weekend because we don't really do much stuff together anymore. I guess we'll see.

[Stanheights]

I really feel like Sam's started to respond more and more every day and that's so nice. I have some trouble remembering what exactly we really talk about, though. But I think that's because there's so much else going on while we speak during school.

 

He was with me when me and my class watched this movie, though. I asked him if he could understand it even though it was in swedish, and that's kind of a dumb question because he understands swedish and he even said "yes, i can" in swedish once when I asked him if he could speak it.

 

Last night I got this idea of maybe getting him a Twitter account, just for fun. I'm not sure, though, because I'm not sure I could really get much out of him that'd be worth posting there? I don't know, we'll see.

 

Also, I think me and Sam might be sharing dreams in some weird way, I'm not sure how. I just know that ever since I made him my dreams have often felt really, really weird somehow and parts that I remember seems all mixed up and flashes by. It's not always like that, though, but yeah. That's a bit weird.

 

I'm gonna try and visit him a bit this weekend, even though I might hang out with some friends during it.

 

I might also try and make a list or a schedule or something for next week so I can do something involving Sam almost every day or so, like something more than just talking to him. I should probably also find a list with things I can do with him.

 

Oh, I almost forgot to mention! for some reason the name Simon has gotten into my head a couple of times these last two or three days, and I'm not sure why. I think it might be Sam either sending me the thought or thinking it. But I still don't know why. Maybe it's because I know some people named that. I dunno.

 

EDIT: I also forgot to say that yesterday before I fell asleep I asked Sam if he would be okay with having a voice kind of like George Watsky's voice, because I find his voice pretty easy to imagine. But he actually responded with "I already have my own voice", which was kinda surprising in a way, honestly. I can't really describe Sam's voice, but yeah. I guess he's got his own voice. That's good.

[Adamaï]

It's funny. Most people remember their dreams better, or have more weird and vivid dreams when they do somethin with their tulpa before they go to bed (at least that's what I've noticed reading some PRs). I think the same has happned to you.

Keep on forcing and greetings to Sam!