Mental disorders and Tulpae creation

[eyalgoldx]

I have a mental disorder that, well, limits my emotions' intensity by ALOT. In other words, as for decision making - I am completely unaffected by emotions.

I also have a really hard time recognizing their existence most of the time.

 

Also, I have a CONSTANT headache. by constant, i mean 24/7, literally. "what about now?" - yes, now too.

 

the above makes me find it very hard to concentrate, remember things well enough, have motivation to do many things, communicate properly, understand some sentences to the fullest.. the list goes on.

 

TO THE POINT:

 

1. Can it completely block my tulpa creation proccess?
   
2. Does anyone have, or know someone, that has something even a little similar to my condition that is familiar with the tulpa subject?
   
3. Ill go ahead and mention that i do feel progress if I active force properly.
   

 

note - I am fairly familiar with the tulpa subject since ive been around for between 3 to 4 years, not enough lately though.. so any information that you might consider new, will be much appreciated if shared :)

[NoneFromHell]

I tend to say there are probably 3 scenarios to start with:

 

1. Your tulpa will be affected by it, and is going to suffer the same condition.

 

2. Your tulpa will be affected by it, and turn out with a different impact on it, like having heavy and fast changing emotions.

 

3. Your tulpa will be not affected by it and will turn out normal.

 

I don't think anyone can give you a more detailed prospect on that.

 

But to go in depth: I think you should consider to weigh out your ability to deal with all three scenarios. In my opinion it is probably a bad idea. On another point: You got bad headaches 24/7. It may be making things harder, but not impossible. But you should be aware that the headaches could become a lot worse, since the whole process is draining to begin with. It is a common symptom of creating a tulpa (mainly through overdoing), so i'm not sure you're good to go here either.

[eternity]

Well i have this times were i just can't feel any emotion or if i do it is blurry and it's hard for me to work with it, this affects my tulpa making him kinda blurring and such, but nothing too severe. Other times when i feel exhausted or just sick and can't really communicate well, understand texts or any of those things doesn't really afect anything ny tulpa does, in fact he feels a lot more vivid than the rest of the world.

Hope this helps somehow.

[Dracky]

I take antidepressants, and my emotions are severely blunted as a result. I also had an extremely hard time reaching any sort of progress with Lyra, which might be the antidepressants, or it might be the perpetual state of ennui I exist in. Having said that, when I did make progress I was surprised by just how intense Lyra's emotions are, and the fact that I feel things through her.

[eyalgoldx]

I tend to say there are probably 3 scenarios to start with:

 

1. Your tulpa will be affected by it, and is going to suffer the same condition.

 

2. Your tulpa will be affected by it, and turn out with a different impact on it, like having heavy and fast changing emotions.

 

3. Your tulpa will be not affected by it and will turn out normal.

 

I don't think anyone can give you a more detailed prospect on that.

 

But to go in depth: I think you should consider to weigh out your ability to deal with all three scenarios. In my opinion it is probably a bad idea. On another point: You got bad headaches 24/7. It may be making things harder, but not impossible. But you should be aware that the headaches could become a lot worse, since the whole process is draining to begin with. It is a common symptom of creating a tulpa (mainly through overdoing), so i'm not sure you're good to go here either.

 

Well i have this times were i just can't feel any emotion or if i do it is blurry and it's hard for me to work with it, this affects my tulpa making him kinda blurring and such, but nothing too severe. Other times when i feel exhausted or just sick and can't really communicate well, understand texts or any of those things doesn't really afect anything ny tulpa does, in fact he feels a lot more vivid than the rest of the world.

Hope this helps somehow.

 

I take antidepressants, and my emotions are severely blunted as a result. I also had an extremely hard time reaching any sort of progress with Lyra, which might be the antidepressants, or it might be the perpetual state of ennui I exist in. Having said that, when I did make progress I was surprised by just how intense Lyra's emotions are, and the fact that I feel things through her.

 

Thank you guys, that helps :)

[IBreakGames]

Well, I mean since I've had Al, I haven't had a headache. He's enhanced my skills in biofeedback, and can make most aches and pains go away. So maybe your tulpa will be able to make your headaches go away as well, even if the creation process gives you some. Just a thought. As for emotions, basically what everyone else said. It could happen, might not happen, who knows. Though I don't know if that will affect progress or not.