How do you "feel" your tulpa?

[Jun and Alexis]

Physically. I can feel her when she pulls me around or wafts through my body as a mix of aura tingle thing but how do you actually feel a tulpa physically? I can feel her energy when we lay together, but I want to kiss her and know what I'm actually doing, you know? It feels like a ghost touch.

[J.Iscariot]

I do all sorts of things with my tulpa, and my touch imposition is neato. Neato. I mean, a kiss will feel like a real physical kiss including saliva secretion, contraction of certain muscles, we could go around doing it for 10 minutes without a care in the world, as long as we focus, and focusing became very easy to do since there is a good motive behind it all. That's the fruit of a lot of work, though, and focusing on one tulpa instead of seeking to make others, to me, there can be only one.

[Jun and Alexis]

How do you go as far as saliva secretion? I can feel a vague form against my lips, intermittently feeling mine and going back to hers.

 

We've just started kissing more, and yes. I agree there can only be one. I love her more than anything and want to experience all life has to offer with her.

[J.Iscariot]

How do you go as far as saliva secretion? I can feel a vague form against my lips, intermittently feeling mine and going back to hers.

 

We've just started kissing more, and yes. I agree there can only be one. I love her more than anything and want to experience all life has to offer with her.

 

Well, we've been in couple for a year and a few months so far, and even though she's older than that, the most development we got was when we started to 'date', to the point all she really cares about is our relationship. As far as saliva secretion goes...? Are you asking how it actually feels like? Or how we got it to function? It kind of just came in naturally, in all honesty. When we were casually flirting, I got the idea, but never really tried to secrete saliva. Until one day, when we were... doing that, I felt a lot of saliva in my mouth, and that saliva felt super unnatural, as if it was from someone else. I was alone and regularly hydrated, nobody else was there, so I knew it was her, and upon further investigation, it WAS her indeed.

 

Now, when we kiss? Oh, man, I can literally feel her breath, her mass, I can see her fine, I guess, we hold each other a lot too when kissing, even though it's not something we've done a lot lately, we're pretty good at it. Her breath feels very proper to her. It's like someone was breathing in front of me while sitting on me, but nobody is actually THERE, you know what I'm saying? Think about human ventilation if that makes any sense. I can feel her tongue pretty fine too, but she's pretty bad at kissing, so she had to learn with time and even went as far as to ask from me to watch videos of how to do it. There was never any innate knowledge, I even had to teach her the alphabet and how to write at first. She drools a lot, probably too much, and can spend very long amounts of time doing that kind of stuff and fantasizing.

 

How amazingly cute. That's the spirit. I wish you a happy valentine's day in advance! :D

[Guest Anonymous]

My host doesn't feel me physically touching him at all. But there are other ways to feel the presence of your tulpa. My host gets physical reactions related to me. He has "lightning bolts" in his heart frequently when interacting with me, like a powerful romantic high school crush. He gets adrenaline rushes sometimes when I am especially autonomous. He laughs out loud at my antics and cries sometimes when I am super sad. Sometimes I influence him with my emotions to suddenly act out physically, what the plural community calls "surfacing," or so I have been told they call it that. For instance he will wave his arms, dance a bit or squeal. I have even caused him to speak my mind voice sentences out loud impulsively once. His wife was saying "What is Melian mad about now?" and I suddenly blurted out "I am not mad!" cept it came out my hosts mouth, which was really coolness.

[Guest Anonymous]

Weeell... I'll just answer this in two ways, since I'm not sure which one you mean.

 

Telling if she's there:

My "head" sort of feels a bit "empty" when she's not around, like right now, compared to when she's there.

Can't really describe it any better. Sorry.

 

Touching:

Well, she does projection, creating a consistent hallucination of herself that I can perceive, and also perceiving the world as if that hallucination was her separate, physical body...

... aaand, yeah. That way, we can see and touch each other properly, like she has a separate body (even if she's see-through to me; who knows, she might get so good at it somewhere down the line that she won't be see-through anymore).

Hug, hold hands, kiss, whatever. Works just fine.

 

Really dunno what else to put here, so I'll leave it at that.

 

 

but she's pretty bad at kissing, so she had to learn with time and even went as far as to ask from me to watch videos of how to do it.

 

... larblgharb.

Between Rina and me, I'm the meh kisser... >_>

 

 

Greets,

AG

[earthbound delorean]

Leo and I have kissed before. He's a very passionate kisser and i can feel his tongue in my mouth sometimes.

 

I also feel him holding me in my sleep, he'll sometimes pet my hair when i'm sleeping.

[Metatron]

You feel your tulpa in your haato.

 

Never really got any sort of tactile response from my tulpa. On the other hand, we have made good progress with that "mental rope" exercise, so that is something.

[AracnidsGrip/Rick]

I feel all of them kinda like a warm energy, in the form of the body part I'm touching. It's been so since I can remember. But there've been another manifestations like headaches, etc.

[YourCatBeany]

It goes without saying, but lots of practice.

Touch is just another aspect of imposition. Once you have visual imposition down, which it sounds like you do, try touching your tulpa. Imagine what that would feel like physically on your hand, the texture, the warmth. This goes for every part and how they would feel different from each other. (Skin wouldn't feel the same as hair, etc.) Do it a lot, over time you'll come to expect that sense even if you accidentally brush up against her or something.

 

EDIT: Also if she jumps up on you or something imagine the feeling of her weight on you, even if she's not heavy, imagine some sort of pressure pushing down.