How Much Are You Willing to Sacrifice?

[noizy]

I have seen the same question on reddit the other day, and I have to admit that it makes me uncomfortable. 'How much am I willing to sacrifice for my closest family member', isn't something I joyfully consider... And no matter how I think about it nowadays, I don't see how to 'stop' tulpamancy. It's not just something we do, it's what we are now, and to reverse that process (if it's at least partially possible) would take an incredible amount of time and effort, which means continuing tulpamancy in a way. (I guess we're stuck in a paradox, ah ah).

[tulpa001]

We've tried to reverse the process. Last month, we've tried various ways to ignore each other, or pretend the other is not a person, or suppress the other, to see if the antagonism promotes better parallel thought or memory separation.

 

Some of the stuff actually seemed to work. Other stuff it is really unclear. One thing is obvious. Neither of us is able to stop the other from thinking.

[MrMCgrady]

honestly, the more we accept who we are, the better we feel about it. while certainly not everyone is ready to accept that my Tulpa exists. it would be detrimental to our health to deny it entirely. i do have a few close friends that he feels comfortable communicating with but on the whole we prefer to just keep it to ourselves unless asked.

 

Scratch: eh, i don't mind that people don't know i'm around. i dun think they could handle me even if they /did/ know. i'm too much awesome for them anyways.

 

its hard to be serious when you interrupt every post i make!

 

Scratch: and it's hard for me to take a nap when you're busy typing!!!