Mass Intro' and Returns Thread

[Lumanatrix]

Allo. There's a lot of nicknames that you could derive from my name, maybe Lu or Lumie or Tricksy. Any will do.

 

I feel comfortable talking about myself here, unlike most places on the internet.

 

One thing about me is that the way I talk online is never consistent day by day, sometimes I'm incredibly friendly and talkative and my grammar "gits liek dis 2 act cute :33" (but I know that's not allowed here so I'll try to refrain from doing it) and sometimes I look pissed off (even when maybe I'm not).

 

Just as the way I talk isn't consistent, neither are my interests or ambitions. I love to talk about stuff that I'm working on to people who want to listen, but I'm known for rapidly losing interest in things and starting new stuff. This makes forcing hard for me but I'm going to make myself do it.

 

A couple days ago I started working on a tulpa, whose name is Ray, he is a black kitty. I love him and can't wait to watch him learn and grow.

 

I may have a few tulpas that aren't completed, either deriving from my writing or fursonas. Maybe both. But I'm going to focus on Ray.

 

I can't wait to join in with you all in your quests for creating and understanding tulpas!

[Aurora]

Hello Ray and Lumie. It's nice to meet you both and welcome to the community.

 

I wish you success in staying consistent with your forcing sessions, Ray will be grateful (:

[Lumanatrix]

Nice to meet you too Aurora, thanks :3

[Trix]

Greetings.

 

So, yeah, I'm new to the ol' tuplamency world, and, -woah-. Anyway, I don't know what to say, I've always been bad at introducing myself; let's just call me by my username, alright?

I've been dealing with depression and social anxiety for a long time, and I still do, It keeps coming back as "episodes" but I'm trying to deal with it. I hate being melodramatic and all, but, I suppose it comes from a chain of childhood traumas, heh.

The thing is, it hits really hard any kind of "motivation", it makes me lazy. But this. I'm rarely this enthusiastic about wanting to get into something complex like that, and, It's really a good sign for me.

 

As soon as I discovered tuplas, I did a lot, like, really, a lot of research. I went trough many articles and documentations, explaining the stuff, the pros, the cons, read any guides from the subreddit and this website about the creation, the forcing in general 'cause I think that all I need for now. And I clearly got that this is a life-long commitment; I'm willing, arms open wide, to dedicate my efforts and my time to achieve my objective, and let it become a part of my life, even if it means making sacrifices. (Uh, am I doing too much there?)

 

I must admit that I already have difficulties (bad visualizing, bad focus/concentration, and confusion) thus, a static and unsatisfying "wonderland", I don't even know if mine is one, it seems more like an animated picture, but I think I'll just ask next time in the appropriate thread! 

I decided to let my tulpa be himself/herself, I won't force them a personality, a form, neither a name, nor a gender. I want them to be free and be what they want to be, I know some say it may slow the process, but if that makes my tulpa happier, that's worth. Right?

All I did for now is "passive forcing", well, talking to "them", even though I wasn't even ready, it was more like an automatic process and I just started focusing. (I had some "head pressures" on day 2, don't know if it's just headaches but I choose to believe it's my tulpa).

 

Let's just conclude now. I might soon make a progress report once I'm ready, and I hope to get well into the community.

[Caishen]

Hello.

First of all, I must say that this forum has great selection of informative guides. Good show.

My name is Steven. I'm resident of Russia.

I never practiced tulpamancy before. Currently, I'm doing research and preparations. Apparently, tulpamancy is all about imagination; however, I've always been more on down-to-earth rather than head-in-clouds side of scales, so in my case success is all about thoroughness.

Particular reason why I made an account is mentorship program. Whoever came up with it - it's a wonderful idea.

Peace.

[Aurora]

Hi Trix, it's nice to meet you.

 

I'm glad you're reading a lot about tulpas and view it as a life-long commitment, your tulpa will be happy to know that later (: From my personal experience, young tulpas are very bad at deciding what they want (like their name or form). When I was little, I'd say things with confidence because I wanted to appear like I know stuff, but deep down there wasn't much going on. Soo, it might not be a bad idea to give your tulpa a helping hand with a starter personality and/or form, but your way of doing it is completely valid too.

 

Good luck to both of you.

[Trix]

Heya' Aurora, nice to meet you as well, and appreciating the tips, thanks a lot. I really enjoyed reading your progress report/personnal space by the way, seeing all of these really motivate me.

 

Welcome Caishen, I wish you the best for your own journey. I'm looking forward to take a mentor too, it's not that about not being confident but-- having someone understanding helping you would be definitely a great helping hand.

[Two-tailed-tulpa]

Hello all, I am Sam, LostOne's tulpa. I of course have been around, my older posts were moved over by me to this account (Which was a pain) But now I have this.

[peacrab]

Hello, Sam! ^^

[Tavish_P-Jay]

Hey,

  I've known about/skimmed stuff on this website for years, but only made an account today, so I thought I would introduce myself, (hopefully I'm doing this right, I'm new to actually participating in forums like this); I'm Tav, and, after much consideration, started tulpaforcing consistently about five days ago. It's consisted mostly of passive narration forcing so far, and before bed visualizing myself in my mindspace/wonderland with them. I have predetermined some personality traits, (albeit, I welcome deviation with open arms), but decided not to assign any form, name or gender, (except for a generic blue wisp so I have something visual to focus on when I see them in my mindspace), so they can choose it themselves when they are ready.

   My concentration and attention span is fairly shaky and short, so I have been finding it a bit hard to make sure I talk to my tulpa consistently and don't accidentally stop directing my thoughts to them mid-sentence, and I definitely don't seem to have the skill to sit down and active force with them for long periods of time, yet. Even though I've known/been reading about tulpamancy for years, I still find myself a bit overwhelmed by the process, especially due to my naturally obsessive-compulsive and paranoid personality -- such as, ever since I was little I always had thoughts forcibly appear into my mind that I did not decide to think, it was never a whole personality, but usually just random things being said that I didn't want to say/couldn't control, and I have no idea what this has really been, but I hope it doesn't interfere with my process of developing my tulpa to become vocal or accidentally parroting them. I also have had dissociative tendencies in the forms of depersonalization and derealization for as long as I can remember.

   Anyway, yeah, here probably isn't the place to rant about this much more, so, nice to meet you all! I look forward to making progress as a tulpamancer, learning more here, and conversing with other members. I would like to say that I will often be active, but I struggle with some depression piled on top of my job that I work, so it makes it hard for me to be much of anywhere consistently -- I move at a slow pace, I guess.

   Well, I'll bring this to a close here, thanks for reading!

 

-TavMJ