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[Luminesce]

Yeah, it's like, i see that moon and it reminds me of a planet, and you're all living there, but there's a law, 'no lucid dreams allowed.' It's literally the only law, didn't you know?

 

Ah, dang. Maybe I'll move back to Earth some time soon..

[Guest]

LOTPW is pretty flooded lately, i would normally put something like this there, but it's really word wall heaven there lately and moving fast.

 

Anyway, i got this link from the system themselves and i have to say OP is pretty dang relatable.

 

The way Melian is described in this first post is exactly what my moons are, that was an AH HA! Moment for me. I also have three tulpas obviously.

 

I also fit a lot of the symptoms for FPP as they are described there.

 

So interesting!

[Ranger]

I need more time to think about the Grays again. I'm not comfortable calling my system a Median system because I don't even think we qualify for that.

 

The Grays as individuals of a bigger whole? I guess in that sense, yes. They're far more limited and live their lives in the wonderland though, so probably not. Melian/Mistgod, could a host and tulpa have their own median "alteregos" or such? Do you know anyone with that dynamic?

 

The topic of our system potentially being identifiable as median little overwhelming for Cat right now, so she may not add much to this until later. However, I am very curious where this is going...

[Guest]

I'm not saying i'm a median system i don't think. These terms are always confusing to me.

 

I simply have members of our system that are not fully or inherently independent of eachother. Clearly Ashley, Dashie amd Misha are independent. My argument is Ren, Joy, Gwen and all the lesser flavors down to NPC level aren't.

[LovelessSea]

used to have an "imaginary" friend named Ren  and if I begged him for anything they will eventually happen. He used to kinda "bullie" me but only to get me to do things he was my personal coach if that makes since. I didn't know how to describe him some say it's a guardian angel but I think he was darker than that.

 

He knows everything about me my past and secrets as we shared them.  But I know nothing about him.

 

Ren and another being called Sea always popped up in my dreams along with another being called Robin. This went on for years.

 

At first I couldn't control my dreams as they quickly turned into nightmares but I can now it's easy thing for me.

 

Ren was "mean/controlling" on me at times, i got around it by just saying "I know" it started to cool down. But he did help me become better /mental heath wise.

 

I promised him he could be reborn and I'll come join him soon. He left me, he's completely he's gone. I don't feel his presence no longer after I made that promise. That we'll be reborn, him being first but he'll have to wait for me so he might have to be reborn again for us to be together.

 

This happened over a couple of years.

 

I reasonly found a thing, it might of been what Ren was. A tulpa. I started reading about it and I think I want to contact him again as I kinda do miss him.

 

Edit, I tried to contact him but it wasn't Ren it was an all white being that has a very sassy adtude, unknown. Ren soon came his body and everything in wonderland I have created for them. I asked if Ren wanted to stay with me he said no, he sounded almost angry it could of been unknown but I think it was Ren.

 

When contacting them I stayed in wonderland and I don't remember what happened. I always remember what happened in my created world as I did it every day before I knew what it was. So I'm a little confused to say the least.

 

I'm new, do you have any tips of ideas of what happened? Or I should do.

[Indigo Blue]

You already posted that question here. No need to keep posting it.

[Guest]

LoveLessSea, I answered your new question in that other thread.

[LovelessSea]

Sorry, it had changed since I last posted the comment and I wasn't sure if anyone would answer it or if I had to post it somewhere else for it to be seen.

[Guest]

We see all~

[DreamDoll]

I need more time to think about the Grays again. I'm not comfortable calling my system a Median system because I don't even think we qualify for that.

 

The Grays as individuals of a bigger whole? I guess in that sense, yes. They're far more limited and live their lives in the wonderland though, so probably not. Melian/Mistgod, could a host and tulpa have their own median "alteregos" or such? Do you know anyone with that dynamic?

 

The topic of our system potentially being identifiable as median little overwhelming for Cat right now, so she may not add much to this until later. However, I am very curious where this is going...

 

Dear I don't think there are any official "rules."  I think therefore a tulpa and host could have their own alteregos or such if they really wanted to do that.