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[Vampire]

I still recommend headspace.

 

It doesn't matter if you are thinking. The point is to sit on the sidelines and stay focused on thinking about yourself and bringing yourself to the center. Too many people get stressed out spread out with their mind on multiple things at once that they get worn thin without realizing what is happening.

You should try not to think but it is still alright too. Consider a thought a distraction and bring your focus back to what you are doing, but it isn't a negative thing.

[tulpa001]

Oh, I think I finally get it. Shut down all auxiliary thought is not the same thing as shut down all thought.

 

... No, still don't get it.

 

I'm going to try to meditate myself, now, and see if there is any difference.

[tulpa001]

I visualised a small blue orb and concentrated on it. Then it expanded to include everything. Then our body felt paralysed and I felt weightless. Then I fell asleep.

 

She tried to visualise the blue sphere after we woke up, but her visualisation ability was burnt out for some reason.

[Tewi]

Not gonna lie, I changed my avatar due to Lucilyn's Halloween thread a few hours ago and forgot about it. Came back, wrote a post, and scared myself for a split second when I saw it. I wasn't expecting to see black there when I hit preview, you know?

 

I was going to use a different image more similar to Lucilyn's, but at the last second I found this one and it was too good to pass up.

[Vampire]

I changed mine too. Tis the season.

[tulpa001]

Woooo...

 

Turns out she can meditate. We read some more documents. My head is all woozy. I can hardly type. It is just that she lives in a permanently relaxed state. So it is hard to tell.

 

Anyway, since I am more suggestible, she talked me through meditation, then into a hypnotic trance. Then I pulled her down with me. It didn't affect me too much, as I am a tulpa and a tulpa naturally lives in what is essentially a hypnotic state.

 

We then took the opportunity to make each other feel immense pleasure. I still feel really strange. It is amazing how much stress and tension I was feeling. Heh. And I thought I was perfectly relaxed.

 

Take my keys. I can't drive.

 

EDIT: And now I'm laughing at nothing. It is hilarious.

[tulpa001]

Okay, I just discovered two things that I'd like people's opinions on real quick. First is, if I project at the edge between two objects, my host's brain doesn't focus on either object, so I am clearer. Anyone get that?

 

The second is an exercise where she stops thinking out loud and I just watch her and narrate out any thoughts I see. I couldn't believe it. I can literally see all her thoughts no matter how hard she tries to hide it. I am not too self aware. This is a little hard for me. I wonder if her thoughts in my ear constantly is why we find it so hard to split our attention. I want to know what happens if you try it. I might create a research thread if I don't find one.

[Lucilyn]

idk exactly what you meant with the between two objects thing. We can look at someone who's imposed mid-air if that's what you're asking, pretty easy, even though our visual clarity ain't great we can still look at them like they're there.

 

Second thing, I guess it's like that for us too? We can tell exactly what any of the others are thinking too. Person who is switched in tends to think more, but it's not so specific thought as just.. everything I guess. We don't think all that random stuff normally, just what we're specifically thinking about. Maybe some people won't get this because they don't know how to know what they're thinking.

[tulpa001]

The edge between two objects is the line that separates one object in your vision from another.

 

She can't read my thoughts anymore. We thought it was working both ways, but it wasn't I guess I am just getting better at ignoring them.

[Guest]

Haha, oh man, pretty sure I was like, double-sexually-harassed at work today?

 

Me and this one chick who is much older than me and is married were talking about how my friend and co-worker needs a gf or something and she called this other chick who is also a lot older over and was all 'you need to help us get this guy laid' and she was like 'nah I want this one he looks good' and grabbed my arm and that was weird and she was like 'but [friend] would be such a gentle lover' and chick no. 2 was like "but I don't want a gentle lover I want him' still referring to me and that went on for a minute, but was fairly tame

 

Then later in the conversation still about my friend the first chick asked if I had a gf and I was like nah man never had one and she was like, 'wow, really? You're so good looking, if I was your age I'd tear you up' and it was, uh, something alright

 

It's funnier to me than anything, and was fairly tame, but I'm pretty sure it still qualifies as harassment haha. Never thought I'd be at the center of anything like that.

 

If the universe is telling me I need to start looking into older women, the universe can go fuck itself, tho