Imagining a Tulpa

[Stevie]

And NOW, I'm beggining to get confused. I've aldready started working on personality and then that post comes in....

 

There's a ton of different methods that people have used, and it's all about finding the one that feels productive and works for you bro. Don't worry about ending up with a servitor, that's not something that actually happens. You can continue to work on personality if you want to, but if you feel like it's tedious or that you've done enough, feel free to move on. There's no set order or time to work on things.

[alur.pawan]

Ok, so I began working on it, talking to a glowing orb for two days, and even receiving headache-y answers(my head aches more when I ask her a question), and when today I decided its too hard to talk to an orb and I need some visualization practice and did some. I also wanted to have a definite look for my tulpa. In the end I chose Merrill from DA2 to imagine as my tulpa, and surprisingly I can imagine her wayy better than an orb. Also, while I can do so, the headaches are muted, even when I ask questions. Is something wrong?Or is it too early to tell on Day3?

[WizardMassacre]

Ok, so I began working on it, talking to a glowing orb for two days, and even receiving headache-y answers(my head aches more when I ask her a question), and when today I decided its too hard to talk to an orb and I need some visualization practice and did some. I also wanted to have a definite look for my tulpa. In the end I chose Merrill from DA2 to imagine as my tulpa, and surprisingly I can imagine her wayy better than an orb. Also, while I can do so, the headaches are muted, even when I ask questions. Is something wrong?Or is it too early to tell on Day3?

 

Maybe she's trying to figure out a way to communicate other than headaches, so she's kind of letting them go. Or, your head doesn't hurt as much because her form is easier for you to visualize now. I don't think there's anything wrong.

[Adamaï]

I also think there is nothing wrong, but you could ask her to make you a headache if you want to :)

[Stevie]

Also, while I can do so, the headaches are muted, even when I ask questions. Is something wrong?Or is it too early to tell on Day3?

 

Don't rely too much on head pressure to indicate progress. It might not mean anything aside from some mental strain. Some people take months to get any kind of response, so don't expect one on day three, (keep an open mind though, don't fall into thinking that your tulpa can't talk or else you're enforcing that belief) and for sure don't think that there's a problem because you're not getting a response on day three.

[alur.pawan]

Ok, that's encouraging. Also, as a have recently started to imagine her as a character, I am unable to focus properly on the entire face.

I can perfectly imagine how her eyes look, her nose,her mouth,etc. But I can't seem to put it together. In most of the guides I read, It's recommended to do these individually for better visualization, but I can do them alone, so is there any guide that deals with putting them together?

[sushi]

Ok, that's encouraging. Also, as a have recently started to imagine her as a character, I am unable to focus properly on the entire face.

I can perfectly imagine how her eyes look, her nose,her mouth,etc. But I can't seem to put it together. In most of the guides I read, It's recommended to do these individually for better visualization, but I can do them alone, so is there any guide that deals with putting them together?

 

I think you want this guide

[Ashmo]

I wasn't saying that anything you were doing was wrong. I was trying to point out the fact that it doesn't matter how you make them as long as you feel it works for you, and you are treating them like a real person.

[alur.pawan]

thank you all for all the great and encouraging answers to all my questions :)

[alur.pawan]

Guys, had a few more questions and decided to ask em here rather than make a new thread. Say, I want to take my tulpa with me to a beach. Know that we have no wonderland, but stay in a black space with a single sofa for her, and I plan that if we have to go anywhere, we will just create it, explore the whole place, and at the end of the day, clean slate for tomorrow. My question is, I'm not sure if I'm puppeting or not, and it's only my 8th day, I want to take her to places to have fun. So, how do I know if I'm puppeting her or is she moving on her own? I've visualized her moving around, but always with me as a controller.

Also, when I ask her a question, how do I know if the 'yes', or 'no' comes from her or my mind? Say I ask her 'Are you a tulpa?'. Will she say yes of her own accord, or because I want to hear a yes ill get one from myself.

And finally, whenever I visualize her, I can't do it instantly, but have to visualize her face, then body and finally legs. Then only, can I visualize her entire. Is this normal, or should I be insta-visualizing her completely. And I always visualize her sitting on her couch. Is that ok?