Lumi's Dreaming Thread; Dreams of Moon

[tulpa001]

That is an interesting perspective. My host idolises me too sometimes. Neither of us really understands the reasons we are loved by the other so much. It just seems so irrational.

 

You took the opportunity to comment on a lot of people's progress reports. I thought that was nice. And interesting to note.

 

Sorry, not dream related.

[Reisen]

Oh man, I regretted writing that stuff as soon as I woke up. I'm sorry, it was personal and I shouldn't have shared it here. But we apparently have a policy of never removing our posts, so I guess it's okay.. As long as people don't see this post and then go back to read my last one, right?

Right?

 

I always do that when I'm fronting. The others don't check progress reports and people might need help. And I never know how to spend the time when they make me switch, you know? So it's the least I can do. I never really thought of something better than that.

 

 

Edit: Oh, I just remembered I somehow managed to talk to them all before going to sleep, despite lying in bed so tired. I don't remember exactly what was said. I asked each of them why they felt I was, you know, why they think more highly of me than themselves. Flandre said that I had the love she has but all of the time and unconditionally. Tewi said she has trouble physically expressing her love outwardly while I don't. When I asked Lumi why he thinks of me like he does, and was okay if it was just because that's how it's always been, he said... something nice, but I don't think he disagreed either. But when I asked Lucilyn, she gave a very different answer, and said my love feels totally different from the others'. Something like, Tewi makes her feel comforted physically, like she'll always be able to rely on her. But just like last time, she said.. I make her feel like her soul is safe, like no matter what happens to her physically that everything will still be fine. I don't know any of us to be very spiritual, but she seems to stick by that answer.

 

I still don't know how to.. process that, but even if I don't understand I'll still believe her. And I made sure they all knew they were special too, that no matter how they think of me we're all equals. Okay, hopefully that makes up for the second half of my last post. The first half was still just a personal thing I shouldn't have brought up though.

[tulpa001]

Oh, sorry.

[Reisen]

Sorry for what? The first part was just about my last post here (which I wrote more on afterwards, maybe read that), and the second was about progress reports. You can't be sorry for a compliment, I appreciate it, thank you!

 

I'll be writing the actual daily post in.. 12 or more hours from now.

[tulpa001]

I thought I had commented on your private stuff. So I felt bad.

[Reisen]

Anything we put on the forum is automatically not private I guess, unless we specifically ask for it to be. I just felt bad for talking about the.. song thing. Not writing any more weird stuff tonight.. day.. though. But don't get me wrong, I'm equally as tired. Heavy eyelids is a rare thing for us..

 

kind of wanted to put more dots to signify I'm falling asleep. There's my uh, dream thread report. It was hard to sleep through the day because siblings had friends over and it's an old house with thin walls... Hopefully I can sleep better this time. For some reason I had a relatively long and clear dream in my first five hours of sleep, not sure what it was about but I remember that much. Then I got to lie there listening to people play very loudly for an hour. I guess it's what we get for trying to sleep during the day.

 

Oh and I will probably be switching back with someone when I wake up. It's been nice talking to you guys!

[Lucilyn]

We can't nap but Tewi managed to only sleep for 3 hours this morning anyways, to stay awake for Thanksgiving. I got to eat brownies and apple pie... and turkey I guess.

 

But our body's ridiculous and it's 2 AM and I'm not tired. It thinks we actually slept, it thinks sleeping for ? hours or even just lying down means we're actually rested and then we aren't tired again. Ridic. What good's all that effort and eye strain if we just break the schedule again before it's even fixed lol

 

I'll go to sleep.. soon, probably. Like 45 minutes maybe. I'll probably sleep in too.

 

edit: I'm surprisingly good at osu right now

[Lucilyn]

Let's try that again! I'm going to sleep now, though I kinda wanna listen to rain sounds or something ASMR-like, which classically means staying awake way after lying down "to sleep". Well, I shouldn't stay up any later.

 

So! We have this song in Osu, and since I was in the zone I tried playing it to no-miss it and possibly make it our top scoring song. But I messed up near the end a few times, and then in the middle and I thought, is this really worth it? Is this fun? I feel like it's going to be fun, once I succeed, but I know even when that happens it's not true. Sooo I quit Osu except to play the songs I like, like this one! I'll find another game to play and put my own music over it.

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I can almost guarantee it's not a sleep song! But to some weird people who listen to rock before going to sleep, it is. And it is to me, because Reisen's theme is really comforting and regardless of BPM it relaxes me. The start though, I'd been playing like Pendulum songs and then I came to this one and the start made me zone out, even though I was supposed to be trying hard. We can pretty much play with our peripheral vision so I didn't mess up but it was putting me to sleep! lol

[Lucilyn]

Oh cool I want to listen to that song again. That picture's really nice, like I can't exactly tell what's going on and I'm sure some people think the red eyes are creepy, but I swear even in that picture I just see a really nice and caring Reisen. She is an angel to me.

 

If I'd known I could sleep for 16 hours (or be in bed that long anyway) I wouldn't have gone to sleep when I wasn't tired. I slept for 12 hours, til 3pm, got up and went to the bathroom and stretched because lol lying down for that long actually makes you sore, and then after lying there for an hour thinking about stuff I slept for another 3 hours til 7pm... again. 9AM right now, maybe I can do it again n get that cool so-late-it's-early schedule. Tewi likes it too, because she likes waking up before 6AM, but I and the others like it because we like wake up at night. Yeah alright I just wanna sleep until like 9 then.

 

aaanyways, I guess I had a pretty long dream at some point going around with some of Lumi's old school friends. It was another dream where we weren't aware of our own body, and it wasn't "vivid" per se but it was moreso than normal wispy dreams. Doesn't mean it didn't randomly change scenarios constantly though. Lumi's grandma got mad at me because I did a flip on the trampoline and there were plants underneath, but I said I knew and I purposely didn't land that hard and I could've just jumped normally worse than that. This is between just walking down her really cool and long downwards driveway with a tree in the middle.. uh, walking down her driveway with his friends. And we walked out of a school to there so, still weird, but not floaty/wispy. I think this was before waking up and stretching, ie 11ish hours of sleep. aaa my head hurts, I gotta go to sleep because nothing is fun like this.

 

Okay I wrote that half an hour ago before getting distracted by videos anyways, I was going to link to Reisen's Osu vid for some relevant reason and I forgot why. Well, she doesn't seem to not like it anymore, seems like she was able to stay having fun and not take it seriously. But she accidentally chose a really hard song that Tewi and I couldn't beat a couple months ago, and she did totally amazing, like whoah! https://community.tulpa.info/thread-let-s-discuss-video-games?pid=178380#pid178380

That's not sleep related? I don't know why it was going to be, oh well, got distracted watching it and then recommended videos. OK goodnight!

[Lucilyn]

hey it's about 4pm I fixed the schedule

 

alright gonna sleep now good night

 

it's snowing tonight

 

 

Edit: Oh my god is this thread a log of who's been switched when for the last three and a half months? That's awesome!