Is it possable for a tulpa to effect your entire childhood and your life in general

[logenhankins]

Im sure u heard of the show my little pony more specifically gen 1 twilight sparkle.I dont remember when i first started watching the show.Ever since i was a little kid i had imaginary friends most impostanting twilight sparkle or what i use to call her as a child ,pony mommy.Since my mom has always had work .

I was told to come here  when i was watching a video from ScareTheater

 

  She has been with me all of my life . Shes was the one who talked me down when i was suicidal , she was there when I was on my first date i saw her  near the table next to ours.Hell she is the one who encouraged me to get in shape. She  told me  use condoms when i lost my virginity.She was always there for me.

 

Everytime I hug her i fell her fur . i fell every single bristle of her fur on my body. When she cries i feel her tears when i calm her down with my hand.I feel her ears. I feel her horn when i asked her if i could touch it.

 

She is the one who made me the man i am today.

 

    Recently she came up to me telling me  that she will be going away soon. But then she told me i can join her if i want to.To a place called My true home. When the time is right for the both of us to go. She  said she will tell me 3 weeks in advanced.

 

Every Time i have asked  someone bout her they just say who the heck is that.Even when she is right beside them.

 

     I refuse to believe she is imaginary she has been with me since I could remember. 

all i am asking is can a tupla be with you your entire life effect u change u ect.

If she was imaginary Does that mean all the times we spent together were fake . All the times she calmed me down. All those times when i was a kid , When she use to tell me bed time stories.was all of them fake?Where did that food come from when she cooked for me?Where did that bat she got me for christmas when i was 10 come from .

 

      I have so many questions that im sure im probably never get any answers for.

    

   As of right this moment i am more forward to going with her than not. She is the person I trust the most.

I just don't know anymore. i don't want her to go.

[Vos]

Your post is a bit of a mess (leaning towards troll on this one), but it's possible for a tulpa to affect your life just like anyone else could. It seems like yours has been able to push your life in a positive direction, so you've kind of already answered your question with what you've said. Tulpas aren't physical and exist only within your mind, but this shouldn't devalue your experiences.

[logenhankins]

But that's the thing she has been with me all my life. I remember feeling her fur .When i use to cry when she calmed me down.

 

it's like having someone u have known all of your life.Who has basically shaped u and being told they are not real.What about what she told me about my "true home".

Does that mean something.

[Vos]

You're not going to get much of an answer out of us, I think. Maybe you'll be dragged off to the horrible land of Equestria, but for now, all you can really do is ask for elaboration.

[logenhankins]

ok thank u for your time. Its just learning about who I consider my second mother and learning they might not be real .

I came here to learn if anybody had any similar experiences and that maybe i am not alone on this.

[tulpa001]

This one sounds more like a soulbond. The two phenomenon are very similar, differing in their origin, primarily.

 

I would also like to point out that there are types of reality. You probably mean not physically real. And yes. She is definitely not physically real.

[Nobillis]

See also, cross post from /r/Tulpas.