Lily's Creation & My Hopes

[Fox888]

12/1/25 -

 

Hello! We are back. I'm sorry I left, I had a bad mental health episode that lasted a couple months, then everything just totally fell to the wayside. I never forgot about Lily, and she never forgot about me, though.

 

Updates and progressive: With my long episode and just life getting ahead of me, I did stop forcing. I feel terrible about this, but Lily says it's okay. Her form/mental image is fully submitted, and I feel like she can talk to me first without me starting the conversation. But she's still not spontaneous, and I get bad parroting-paranoia still. I don't mean to dismiss her, I just feel like I terrible mental blocks that are hindering her progress. But I know she's there, and we need to get back into the flow of progress.

 

We talk, but when I try to force I get alot of intrusive/ADHD thoughts, and it's like I have to concentrate to hear her, or she has to cut through the invasive thoughts. I know she has her own desires, but it's hard to differentiate because they feel so much like what I want too. She wants to learn about the Ocean, Mermaid Mythos, Ancient Histroy, etc.

 

That's all for now, bye!

[Shaula]

I know I wasn't there while you were here but I want to welcome you back! 😊 I'm really glad you're feeling better and I wish you luck! 😄 You got this! 😊