Confessions of a Poorly Trained Tulpa

[Guest Anonymous]

Bunny suits are cute though. Can it be a sexy bunny suit? Was what type of bunny suit specified? Cause if it were me and it weren't specified, I would be a sexy bunny.

[Guest Anonymous]

Last night I had this dream: https://community.tulpa.info/thread-the-dream-thread-record-your-dreams-here-especially-if-tulpa-related?pid=143322#pid143322

 

After I came fully awake from the dream I had another important thought. I have been saying that none of Melian's thoughts are hidden from me. I have realized that cannot be true. Maybe most of her thoughts I can hear or perceive, but some must be hidden.

 

I had that thought because I am now assuming Melian is indeed sentient. It is a total game changer. With that assumption, when Melian surprises me with flash images and mind voice sentences and emotional responses, some of her thinking must be hidden from me for that to happen.

 

Holy shit! Melian does have hidden thoughts after all! What the hell else is she thinking about?

 

Why was I so blind to this before? I just didn't want to accept it! Melian's anger and resentment toward me also surprised me recently (and her as well actually). There has to be a hidden process or thinking somewhere, somehow going on in order for her to surprise me.

 

So. I need another modification in the "Melian Model." I perceive most of her thoughts because we are blended, but I do not perceive all of her thoughts.

 

Guys, what the hell is happening to me? LOL

[Guest Anonymous]

It's time to end this thread here and start a new Musings Thread.

[Guest Anonymous]

A little story, by Mistgod

 

TI Newbie: Hey! Hi, I just joined and I am making my first tulpa! I see that you joined like two and a half years ago, wow, that makes you really experienced in this stuff!

 

TI Elitist Veteran: Yipee skip, another newbie. Okay, here are some basic things you need to know. Don’t ask a question until you read the rules, read the FAQs and slog through all the thousands of threads already written. Make sure it isn’t an old question that was already answered. It will annoy me a lot to answer a question that has already been asked.

 

TI Newbie Oh okay. I was thinking about writing a PR and talking about the experience of creating my tulpa.

 

TI Elitist Veteran:: Yeeeeahhh you do that. Just remember that the PR is about your progress points on your tulpa. Nobody gives fuck about your stupid feelings about it or what your tulpa thinks about it. PRs are not blogs, they are scientific reports, so keep it on topic and scientific.

 

TI Newbie: Oh. Well. Okay. Well, I see there is a Lounge for off topic stuff. I can talk about my feelings there I guess and about how my tulpa is changing my life!

 

TI Elitist Veteran:: Yeeeeah right. Look, I don’t want to be rude but you shouldn’t blog about your day with your tulpa or your happy feelings in the lounge either. That is pretty much attention whore shit posting in my book. Nobody gives a fuck about your wonderland adventures either.

 

TI Newbie: Oh. Oh I see. Well. That’s okay I maybe I will respond to some of the polls I see and some of these very interesting topic threads I see in the archive.

 

TI Elitist Veteran:: That’s idiotic. Look, that would be necro-posting. None of us senior established veteran members give a fuck about those old topics as we have already discussed them and know just about everything there is to know about tulpas and tulpamancy. Your input isn’t really needed.

 

TI Newbie: Oh. Sorry. Well, maybe I will just read through the old threads and get inspired to write something of my own and spark a new discussion based on some of the stuff you guys talked about in the past?

 

TI Elitist Veteran:: Uhhhh, no don’t. Like I said there is nothing a new person like yourself could possibly add. You’re input isn’t needed. Us senior members have already covered everything, talked about it, and finished our tulpas. Then most of us left the forum for good. The rest of us could give a shit what you have to say about what we have already discussed back in 2013.

 

TI Newbie: Oh okay. Well, if I read the guides, read the FAQ and then still have a question, will you help me then?

 

TI Elitist Veteran:: Not likely. I will probably ignore your question. I don’t write on the board much at all. I am not likely to answer your stupid newbie questions as you are ignorant compared to me and probably a lying role player anyway or really don’t have a fully conscious and independent sentient tulpa, like I do, but some stupid imaginary friend instead.

 

TI Newbie: Oh. Maybe I won’t bother with this forum.

 

TI Elitist Veteran:: Whatever. As for me, I will return to lurking, those few times I do visit the forum. I won’t post anything. No need. I already know everything and have a fully autonomous independent tulpa that can possess, do imposition and scratch my ass for me. I will however police the forum for idiots, attention seekers, special snowflakes, role players and liars, of that you can be sure.

 

TI Newbie Hey, wait a minute. You look familiar to me! Yeah! Aren't you that super epic freaky nerd guy no one ever talked to in high school? Wait a minute...you're having masturbating fantasy sex with your imaginary friend aren't you?

 

TI Elitist Veteran: My tulpa is not an imaginary friend!

[NoneFromHell]

I lol'd

[Guest Anonymous]

It is epic in it's truth and that is what makes it funny I guess, but kinda sad at the same time. :-)

[jean-luc]

that was... an expeirience. When I first saw "TI" I thought you meant Texus Instuments xD

[sushi]

The sad thing is that although this experience hasn't driven Mistgod away, I have seen people leave tulpa.info for other communities because of exactly this.

 

That and I see a bit of myself on the veteran.

[Guest Anonymous]

I almost left. No really, the thought crossed my mind for about a minute. But I am too stubborn and ornery to leave.

 

Nah, sushi, you are not an elitist bag of wind like my fictional example based upon real people I have encountered. I can't think of anyone I respect more on this forum than yourself.

[Reisen]

Lumi: That was like a checklist of things to make sure I don't do. As far as I can tell, I don't.

 

I don't think all the old members do either, but somehow that is the feeling that permeates this place for new members. Not even a hundred percent sure how.. Loud minorities?