Wonderland fighting change, possible sign of sentience?

[Zaya]

First things first, hello, this is my first post. I am the host, and Zaya is my emerging Tulpa.

I looked around, but couldn't find an issue like this, so I decided I had to actually ask.

 

I've been tulpamancing for about a month now, and Zaya is pretty well developed, but there is still work to be done.

He communicates in feelings occasionally, and sometimes I even get responses in the form of head shakes when we're in our wonderland. These responses feel immediate and feel like they're coming from Zaya, but it's hard to be sure as most of this is a relatively NEW development.

 

Our wonderland looks like a giant floating island with a huge tree in the center, its roots holding the ground in place. While I admit I should be furnishing it more, it's relatively bare, minus a bed and a memory TV for Zaya to watch.

Today, while in the wonderland, i looked around and saw how cramped it looked, and tried to expand the ground farther out.

The ground wouldn't expand, no matter how focused I tried to become. I've never encountered my mind fighting me before.

I decided I shouldn't be pushy, and stopped. Suddenly, I felt pulled away, and was somehow mentally "transported" onto a cloud above the scene. Zaya was there, laying down in his bed, the tv moved in front of the bed, all on this cloud. He seemed happy, so I didn't question the move.

 

Has anyone heard of this happening? I only ask because nothing like this has ever happened before, and I think it could have been him, but because of the lack of prior communication, I'm not entirely positive.

I genuinely care about his opinion, and I hope i wasn't confining him.

[Drakaina]

I've had my wonderland "fight" me before, but I feel it was my own mind resisting me, not my tulpa. In my case I was trying to put an expansion on the home tree, and it wouldn't take because it didn't work within my mental physics.

I think it could easily be that your mind is just used to how it is now and.or can't compensate for the ground just expanding how you were imagining it. It might be easier to grow your mind world if instead of just expanding the current island's space, construct bridges of some kind, cloud would probably be pretty easy, to neighboring islands. This keeps your current world's consistency, while giving it room to grow. :3

[raymond13557]

creta has always been a easy craft, when it comes to my wonderland, probably because i had crete ever since i was a boy,but i did have a hard time with the inter-dimensional hotel.. sub-physics and quantium physics are beyond my comprehension so i was like "it just works" and it does actually, with that being said, i have aspergers, so i can't remember things very well so i try to keep a mental note of what i do , be it playing with my tulpas in a game of chess or mental role playing with my koala tulpa mina, i often rarelly have trouble with my realm. Except for when i mental rp, sometimes the terrain looks different and sometimes the NPC's dialogue sounds a bit staticy (for example i was talking with a NPC in the anime "persona" i misheard what he said and that caused me to lose the RP, the Player characters where less than pleased... but we started from where we left off.) beyond any other times of my realm fighting against me was when i just started, all i made was a single white room, and when i went back to it.. it had faces on the wall, and they where yelling at me.. it was very scary! but it was brief.. fortunately

[FallFamily]

[Tri] One can lose control over the wonderlands/innerworlds that one makes, whether that control is ceded to someone else in the brain or to the wonderland/innerworld itself. It could be that Zaya has gotten control of it and is showing sentience. Could be that Zaya is showing sentience but at the same time the wonderland/innerworld is taking on a life of its own.