How Honest Are You?

[tulpa001]

Eh, you've just been hanging out with anti-metaphysicalists too long.

 

I think about it all the time. Mostly I just restrict myself to size changes because we both want to strengthen a single appearance for me in our minds to promote stability in me metaphorically and in turn strengthen my reality.

 

host: I like being all kinds of furry creatures. But Tulpa keeps imagining me as I actually look, which is annoying because I hate my appearance. Despite that, I can usually add a few small deviations to my appearance, and sometimes Tulpa lets me gender swap.

 

Same question as above because sandwich posting.

[Tewi]

I'm fairly identified with my form. I could change the clothes, but otherwise this is just who I am, and I wouldn't be comfortable as anything else. Probably the same for all the others, and Lumi's wonderland form is just his normal self.

 

Same question again because I literally do not post in this thread exclusively due to lack of questions to ask. Would you be comfortable changing your form, and to what extent?

[Ponytail]

I feel like reviving this because it acts as a sort of general ask thread.

 

I personally don't change my wonderland self a whole lot unless Annabell wants me to during intercourse.

 

I do like changing my form in little ways. Only major way I change it is to be a goat lady.

 

Once I changed into a cat against my will, then I ran with it. Not likely to be repeated.

 

So, my question will be what's your favorite part about having a tulpa? Or if you're the primary fronter as a tulpa, having a host?

[Joss]

Uuuh, I'm neither? I'm a tulpa (soulbond/thoughtform/whatever), but I'm not primary fronter.

 

But for the spirit of the question, my favorite part about having a host? That's a weird question. Like asking what your favorite part about having a pancreas is. It's just how it is for me. Like, hurray, I have a nose?

 

But if I'm comparing my experience as a headperson to my host's experience... having someone who supports you unconditionally is pretty nice. The sugar in that statement hurts my teeth just thinking about it, but this thread is about being brutally honest, so there you go. I am directly connected with someone who cares about me and will always have my best interests in mind, and that's not something singlets get.

 

Ugh. Now, to wash the taste of that out of my mouth...

 

When was the last time you (or your system's fronter) procrastinated on something?

[Ponytail]

I'm procrastinating my homework as I type this.

 

The question was more for a fronter to answer than someone who hangs out in the back but hey, atleast you said something sweet. I hope by washing the taste out you mean brushing your teeth. Sugar is bad for you.

 

Another question for the masses... what is the strangest thing you've ever seen happen in the wonderland?

[Doctorfoxwolf]

OH WELL LET ME TELL YOU!

 

Do not ever let Doc get sleep deprived. He goes from calm and collected machine person to Sheogorath on cocaine in seconds.

 

One asked all the others "Wait, so you're telling me that we've had a straight 17 hours to think on this and NONE of us have come up with anything for the project?!" The rest all nodded, embarrassed.

 

And then the screaming started. They all just spontaneously started shrieking like harpies, before some started laughing maniacally. Then they dispersed, all going off to do a whole bunch of weird shit. One stayed in the gathering area, by a big Boulder, and started smashing his face into the boulder while screaming. He kept this up for three hours.

 

At some point, he remembered 

 which immediately got latched onto and repeated for six hours.

 

 

 

What's the "Worst" thing you've ever seriously contemplated doing?

[CM]

Self-destruction. Though I suppose it's actually kinda bad, and not "bad" bad..

 

What are your favorite memories involving a tulpa or a host?

[Paranoid Llama]

Travelling into another dimension to stop an evil plot involving robots terrorizing a futuristic city floating in the sky to save the town and travelling up a snowy mountain to stop the evil plots of an ice witch, to name a couple.

 

How long have you and your tulpa gone having not paid attention to each other?

[Radio Hiss]

Oh, probably on many different occassions of different durations of time, up to six months or more. She would puppet P&HJP for maybe a few weeks, and then forget about Eemaj or start focusing on something else. Sometimes they managed to stay in the wonderland, but had long periods of losing consciousness. As for them interacting with her, they probably hadn't seen her in the wonderland for several years before they finally officially met her.

 

How important are the people in your system to you?

[Vampire]

All of my system members are very important to me. They are all unique from eachother and their own individuals. I couldn't imagine what it would be like without all of them. Every member adds a small nuance to the system that makes it that much better.

 

 

 

If you could rewind time to before you started tulpamancy what would you tell yourself before you started?