Enny's new and (Probably) exciting adventures in Tuppermancy (Remastered 2022 ​😎​)

[Guest]

Little to no work on personality. I kinda wanted her to be able to ease into whatever she felt was best. But idunno, that might have been a bad idea or something.

 

Fuck, idunno. I'm probably just going through something right now. There are still all of those things I can't being myself to doubt, but at the same time, I really don't know how to adopt the proper mindset to see this through to the end. Right now I just feel like stopping, but that's not going to help anyone, least of all me.

 

Fuck all of the subjectivity.

[Devinostrata]

Well this guide might help with a lot of your doubts

 

https://community.tulpa.info/thread-sentience-tips-for-those-who-are-getting-parrotnoid

 

It might be helpful to sit down with her and figure out at least a basic template of traits and interests. Let her decide on which traits she wants, but it's up to you.

 

https://community.tulpa.info/thread-personality-jd-s-guide-to-personality-forcing

[jean-luc]

And don't forget that tulpas often use the host's thought-to-words translation matrix, which is why both her and your words can seem to come from the same source.

[Devinostrata]

And don't forget that tulpas often use the hosts thought-to-words translation matrix, which is why both her and your words can seem to come from the same source.

 

Exactly, Gennie and I have been together for years and it can still be confusing at times through mind-voice.

[Guest]

I've read about every guide and submission on this site, friend, not much that I've ever taken a liking to, and whereas the anti-parroting stuff is nice on paper, people really don't get the #struggle unless they've been so deep as I. I'm not giving up, but others in my shoes don't exactly have the greatest record of recovering from their crippling skepticism.

 

But yeah, I've considered the whole "She's speaking through me", thing. That might be it, might not be it. She hasn't exactly been saying anything at all lately, even with my own attempting to talk to her, though, so that's lame.

 

Might just need a bit of time to calm down, or something. I'll figure it our eventually. Maybe take a week from worrying about tuppering.

[Guest]

Well, I said a week, and I'd be a real prick if I took longer than that to get over myself.

 

I've approached Null a few times over the past few days and she seems to be fine. Not any more incredible in the speech-department, but we'll get there.

 

I've actually been super social lately, both going out every weekend, and playing games with irl friends on the weekdays, so that definitely hasn't been to the benefit of tuppering, and won't be any time soon, but once we get to the point where she's more, idunno, independent, and talking at me instead of the other way around, we'll be better in that department.

 

Yeah, whatever, we'll figure it out.

[Guest]

So okay, after some being gay and stubborn even despite trying not to be, I'm doing my best to lighten up, and actually talked a lot with Null today. Like, a lot more than I've ever done at work. It was a lot of trivial stuff, and asking what she thought of certain songs as they came on, and it probably wasn't super quality, but hey, step in the right direction.

 

There was a good bit that felt kinda weak, but idunno, I was actually enjoying the banter at some points, so I wasn't getting bent up on it. Still need to work on like, more intricate sentences, but hopefully that'll just happen. Who knooowwws

 

 

Also, we played tic-tac-toe last night, and a bit today, and I realized how much that game sucks. A lot of ties, but at the very least, I'm somehow managing to keep the markings consistent, even if it takes forty seconds to a minute for the game to wrap up. That's nice, and definitely shows that something upstairs is improving.

 

Yeah, that's it for now. Just, doing aight, will hopefully do aight'er, update once something happens, or three or four days have passed.

[jean-luc]

So okay, after some being gay and stubborn…

 

Wait, what? Where you being happy and stubborn or were you having sex with a person of the same gender?

[Vos]

It's good that you're making another push for that mindset change. Things will happen at their own pace, so just take it easy and see what comes out of what you're already doing. And yeah, most board games suck.

[Guest]

Oh yeah, happy four weeks of active time on .info. A month isn't far behind, shouldn't be long, now.

 

Stuff and blah blah, try not to worry so much and etc.

 

I've been formulating a list of traits over the last few days, I'll maybe probably actually work on them this weekend or something. I figure that whether it's all parroting, or no parroting, I need to have a better-defined Null. Because that probably helps both cases.

 

Leaning less towards the parrotty one right now, though, she kinda put me on the spot a while ago. I was all "Hey what's up?" and she was like "You wanna talk?" and I was like "Uh, I guess?" then she was like "Then talk" and just kinda looked at me for a minute and I couldn't think of anything. Then she was all "See? Not so easy, is it?". So that's a thing. Given that my usual complaint is her not being able to just, talk about things, I'm kind of empathizing, because it's probably more being put on the spot than anything.

 

Of course, it's not like she says much even when she's got time to think about stuff to say, but whatever, one step at a tiiime