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Firstly, my Tulpa is unusual in that she was not created on purpose or with prior knowledge of the concept of tulpas(hadn't heard the word until six months in), and immediately showed a full personality not apparently created by my experience or imagination. Secondly, she seems to be "sick." Her mind is fine, but she feels sick, nauseous, etc. And her puppet (which she appeared with, underweight, pale, black hair, white dress, sometimes expresses wish to look slightly different but can't really change) is uncontrolled most of the time nowadays. She vomits, and has other signs of sickness and collapses on the ground. I, and my body, are perfectly fine. Possessions is also harder for her lately. So, anything for a sick Tulpa? (Extra credit: know of any other tulpas created accidentally?)

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I'm confused about the puppet. Is that a thoghtform?


I don't know why she's sick. How long was she sick for? Is it possible your belief in her sickness is making it real? I need more information.


I was created accidentally. My host talked to me for long enough that I developed and achieved sentience.

I'm Ranger, Gray's/Cat_ShadowGriffin's tulpa, and I love hippos! I also like cake and chatting about stuff.

My other headmates have their own account now.

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>tf when you google for "famous quotes by Marcus Aurelius" and had a fake one as your sig for months

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Since there are no 'bugs' in wonderland, her sickness could be a metaphor for something you're doing or not doing. Think back to the first signs of this sickness and imagine the following:


1. Did you begin to spend less time with her?

2. Did you start a relationship that drew your interest away from her?

3. Did she get more attention (of the wrong kind) once she became sick?


I'm not saying she's faking it, but she has access to the same subconscious that you do and the subconscious mind like to play tricks especially with metaphors (like dreams).


Begin 'treatment' immediately in a way that is a regimented, daily ritual. In this way she is guaranteed time with you and you should begin to see improvement within a day or so.


All of my tulpas (Especially Ashley) have gone through periods of weakness (aka sickness), and in these times they have always been cured by doses of extra attention. Especially strong methods are affection, love, and snuggles.


To facilitate this, imagine her getting cleaned, her hair done, her skin exfoliated and massaged, and then snuggle with her on a big fluffy bed on a warm tropical island with just you two for miles in any direction and talk to her (or something she wants to do.)

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My tulpas get sick, sort of, with what appears as flu, fever and what not, because it's how our wonderland works because we made it that way. Sometimes it's random and other times it's from what would be a logical cause in the outside world, such as sleeping outside in the wet and cold. However those sicknesses rarely ever last more than a day, two days is the max. And it's something we've made a conscious decision to allow to happen, for realism's sake and to give the tulpas a chance to experience as much of being alive as possible, including the negative such as pain, sickness, cold, etc. Just throwing that in there.


I don't know what's up in your case, though, might be something the others have suggested. It could be for attention if she feels like she's not getting enough, or something's bothering her and she doesn't know how to deal with it and it's causing "symptoms". Talk about it with her and work from there.

Desmond - 21st April 2014 (Also has his own account)

L - 5th May 2014

Nevira - 14th December 2014

Misa - 5th December 2015

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In addition to Ranger and Bear's excellent questions, if she arrived with a fully developed personality, what is she saying about the illness?


Contextually, I assume by her "puppet" you mean her form/appearance/mental body?


I wasn't intended either. Accidental tulpas are very common. The 2018 Tulpa Community Census reports 139 of 319 hosts have at least one tulpa not created intentionally. And before the tulpa community existed, the soulbonding community tended to assume headmates just happened.



I'm not having fun here anymore, so we've decided to take a bit of a break, starting February 27, 2020. - Ember


Ember - Soulbonder, Female, 39 years old, from Georgia, USA . . . . [Our Progress Report] . . . . [How We Switch]

Vesper Dowrin - Insourced Soulbond from London, UK, World of Darkness, Female, born 9 Sep 1964, bonded ~12 May 2017

Iris Ravenlock - Insourced Soulbond from the Winter Court of Faerie, Dresdenverse, Female, born 6 Jun 1982, bonded ~5 Dec 2015


'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.' - The Velveteen Rabbit

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